{"id":22458,"date":"2016-12-08T08:43:04","date_gmt":"2016-12-08T07:43:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22458"},"modified":"2016-12-08T08:43:04","modified_gmt":"2016-12-08T07:43:04","slug":"ensamheten-och-impotensen-dodar-mannen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22458","title":{"rendered":"Ensamheten och impotensen d\u00f6dar m\u00e4nnen."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Det regnar ute. Hela v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r is och sn\u00f6. Japp som en nyspolad hockeyrink \u00e4r den v\u00e4rlden. Jag skall snart ut med den r\u00f6da lilla bilen. Skjutsa ned K till sitt. H\u00e4r skall inte brytas saker. Bil \u00e4r tryggast. Bryta saker, som armar och ben, f\u00e5r man g\u00f6ra efter jul. Japp en del v\u00e4ntar i sina sjukhuss\u00e4ngar med att d\u00f6 till och med. F\u00f6rst jul, sedan d\u00f6. Det \u00e4r m\u00e4rkligt att det kan fungera. Hur mycket viljan har att s\u00e4ga till om. Men alla p\u00e5 sjukhus och \u00e4ldreboenden \u00e4r v\u00e4l medvetna om det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Aprop\u00e5 d\u00f6d s\u00e5 befinner jag mig ju i en \u00e5lder d\u00e4r m\u00e4nnen lutar sig tillbaks mot en v\u00e4gg och s\u00e4tter gev\u00e4rspipan i munnen och trycker av. Ja de som inte funderar s\u00e5 mycket de trycker av. Verkst\u00e4ller. De andra. De mer filosofiskt lagda, kastar ifr\u00e5n sig det os\u00e4krade gev\u00e4ret, en farlig handling i sig, gr\u00e5ter floder i ett par veckor och skriver sen b\u00f6cker om det hela. Jag vet inte vilken metod som \u00e4r b\u00e4st och ger ett lyckligt liv efter\u00e5t.<\/p>\n

Sj\u00e4lv skriver jag blogg, utloppsventilen, ja och s\u00e5 lovade jag ju han\/hon\/det\/gud att jag skulle leva hela det h\u00e4r j\u00e4vla livet. Oavsett. Jag h\u00e5ller det jag lovar. Det kan ni ge er fan p\u00e5. Fast ganska ofta tror jag gev\u00e4ret vore b\u00e4ttre. Fast revolver, som Hans Lidman, \u00e4r mer st\u00e5ndsm\u00e4ssigt.<\/p>\n

Ensamheten och impotensen d\u00f6dar m\u00e4nnen. Viagra tar hand om impotensen f\u00f6r de m\u00e4n som i total manlig f\u00f6rnedring upps\u00f6ker sin l\u00e4kare och f\u00e5r sina osubventionerade piller, men ensamheten, m\u00e4nnen och ensamheten, den finns det inga piller f\u00f6r. Det finns s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga ensamma m\u00e4n d\u00e4r ute s\u00e5 de g\u00e5r inte att r\u00e4kna. Stackare.<\/p>\n

Fast allt det d\u00e4r har s\u00e5klart inget med regnandet ute att g\u00f6ra. M\u00f6jligen d\u00e5 att det liknar en han\/hon\/det\/guds gr\u00e5t \u00f6ver alla de d\u00e4r ensamma m\u00e4nnen. Jod\u00e5 det finns ensamma kvinnor d\u00e4r ute ocks\u00e5. M\u00e5nga. B\u00e4st att s\u00e4ga det. Fast det s\u00e4tter mer s\u00e4llan gev\u00e4ret i munnen och trycker av. Det m\u00e5ste betyda n\u00e5got.<\/p>\n

Nu \u00e4r K nedskjutsad. B\u00e5de ner f\u00f6r kulle med stort gult hus och upp f\u00f6r kulle med stort gult hus \u00f6verlevdes. Visserligen utan marginaler. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tv\u00e5 s\u00e4ckar pellets fyllda i Hulkens hungriga mage. F\u00e5gelmat fylld. Japp, det g\u00e5r s\u00e4ga saker om m\u00e4nniskor med f\u00e5gelmatare och m\u00e4nniskor utan f\u00e5gelmatare. Speciellt om man relaterar den d\u00e4r f\u00e5gelmaten till inkomst. Men det d\u00e4r tar vi n\u00e5gon annan g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n

L\u00e5t nu den h\u00e4r dagen visa vad den g\u00e5r f\u00f6r. Jag \u00e4r i alla fall redo att ta mig an den.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det regnar ute. Hela v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r is och sn\u00f6. Japp som en nyspolad hockeyrink \u00e4r den v\u00e4rlden. Jag skall snart ut med den r\u00f6da lilla bilen. Skjutsa ned K till sitt. H\u00e4r skall inte brytas saker. Bil \u00e4r tryggast. Bryta saker, som armar och ben, f\u00e5r man g\u00f6ra efter jul. 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