{"id":22313,"date":"2016-11-29T23:24:05","date_gmt":"2016-11-29T22:24:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22313"},"modified":"2016-11-29T23:24:05","modified_gmt":"2016-11-29T22:24:05","slug":"morker-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22313","title":{"rendered":"M\u00f6rker"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-22317\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640-1024x576.jpg?resize=580%2C327\" alt=\"20161129_170640\" width=\"580\" height=\"327\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?resize=1024%2C576&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?resize=300%2C169&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?resize=768%2C432&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?resize=500%2C281&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/20161129_170640.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>F\u00e5r pellets levererat idag. B\u00e4r in pellets. Pigg allts\u00e5. 2.5 ton. Egentligen borde jag b\u00e4ra ut det d\u00e4r imorgon igen. B\u00e4ra in det sen n\u00e4sta dag igen. H\u00e5lla p\u00e5 s\u00e5. Jag beh\u00f6ver r\u00f6ra p\u00e5 mig. Men har sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r meningsl\u00f6sa. Promenera g\u00e5r bra. D\u00e5 kan man fundera samtidigt. Eller uppleva. Men tr\u00e4ningscykel eller skivst\u00e5ng g\u00e5r definitivt bort. Har helt enkelt sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r det meningsl\u00f6sa. Samma med att l\u00f6sa l\u00e5tsasuppgifter. VEM FAN HAR TID MED DET n\u00e4r det finns verkliga uppgifter att l\u00f6sa? Liksom.\u00a0 Problemet med en b\u00e4ra ut och b\u00e4ra in l\u00f6sning \u00e4r att det b\u00e5de blir riktigt meningsl\u00f6st och att antalet s\u00e4ckar g\u00e5r ner efter hand som m\u00e5naden g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n<p>Ute m\u00f6rker. Men inne ljus. Men snart v\u00e4nder det. V\u00e5r b\u00e5t i vardagsrummet d\u00e4r i hyllan skall v\u00e4nda s\u00f6derut igen. Tradition h\u00e4r. B\u00e5ten byter v\u00e4rdriktning vid vinter och sommarsolst\u00e5nd. Den 21\/12 10:44 \u00e4r det dags. Fanfar, drinkar och h\u00f6gtidligheter.<\/p>\n<p>I Edsbyn best\u00e4mmer man sig f\u00f6r att en <a href=\"http:\/\/www.aftonbladet.se\/nyheter\/article23708158.ab\">upphittad Lim-Johan<\/a> skall h\u00e4nga hemma i byn. 40K insamlat tolv timmar senare. Det finns n\u00e5got speciellt d\u00e4r i Edsbyn som inte finns p\u00e5 andra st\u00e4llen. Heja s\u00e4ger jag och swishar \u00f6ver en femtiolapp fast vi lever p\u00e5 existensminimum a&#8217;la skuldsanering. Pingar Notch ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.\u00a0 Han s\u00e4nder v\u00e4l n\u00e5gra gorillor p\u00e5 mig. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 b\u00e5de Edsbyn och tiggeri. Jag fattar s\u00e5klart men pingar \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Men tr\u00f6tt nu. Eller snarare mellan tv\u00e5 problem. Det ena \u00e4r l\u00f6st och det andra v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 en l\u00f6sning. Men l\u00f6sningar tar tid s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r anstr\u00e4nga sig f\u00f6r att hitta en idag n\u00e4r man kan g\u00f6ra det imorgon. Jag \u00e4r bara en ocool\u00a0 gubbe och en kuf och ingen f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntar sig mer av mig i alla fall.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 godnatt v\u00e4rlden s\u00e4ger jag. Min Barcelonabok verkar aldrig ta slut. Jag somnar efter ett l\u00e4st kapitel\u00a0 varje g\u00e5ng jag lyfter en. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r den inte helt d\u00e5lig. Har sina po\u00e4nger. Ja ja till slut \u00e4r man p\u00e5 sista sidan. Har ingen br\u00e5dska. Det f\u00e5r ta den tid det tar helt enkelt. Men den d\u00e4r stunden mellan l\u00e5tsasjobb och s\u00f6mn \u00e4r kanske den viktigaste under dagen. I alla fall en av dom. Man skall inte gl\u00f6mma kaffepaus, lunch och middag. H\u00f6jdpunkter i en ocool gubbes liv.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>F\u00e5r pellets levererat idag. B\u00e4r in pellets. Pigg allts\u00e5. 2.5 ton. Egentligen borde jag b\u00e4ra ut det d\u00e4r imorgon igen. B\u00e4ra in det sen n\u00e4sta dag igen. H\u00e5lla p\u00e5 s\u00e5. Jag beh\u00f6ver r\u00f6ra p\u00e5 mig. Men har sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r meningsl\u00f6sa. Promenera g\u00e5r bra. D\u00e5 kan man fundera samtidigt. Eller uppleva. Men tr\u00e4ningscykel eller [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22313","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":20154,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20154","url_meta":{"origin":22313,"position":0},"title":"Freden","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-04-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Fredag. 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