{"id":22052,"date":"2016-11-04T18:27:13","date_gmt":"2016-11-04T17:27:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22052"},"modified":"2016-11-06T22:27:27","modified_gmt":"2016-11-06T21:27:27","slug":"de-doda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22052","title":{"rendered":"De d\u00f6da"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Skogskyrkog?rden<\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5, fredag h\u00e4r med. H\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att packa ihop h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret. Helgledigt snart. Det finns en flaska whisky d\u00e4r uppe som v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 mig. 60-\u00e5rs present fr\u00e5n K. En korg torr bj\u00f6rkved b\u00e4r jag med mig upp. Sen \u00e4r alla ingredienser p\u00e5 plats f\u00f6r en god kv\u00e4ll framf\u00f6r brasan. Ja m\u00f6jligtvis en film p\u00e5 det.<\/p>\n

Kontoret f\u00f6rresten. Vad skall man kalla det h\u00e4r utrymmet fram\u00f6ver? Jo “kontoret” s\u00e5klart. Man skall inte kr\u00e5ngla till det f\u00f6r sig.\u00a0 Jag har i princip haft ett aktivt f\u00f6retag ig\u00e5ng sedan jag gick i \u00e5ttan. Har jag inte det kan jag v\u00e4l i alla fall f\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas att jag har det.<\/p>\n

Ljus p\u00e5 gravar t\u00e4nde vi f\u00f6rra helgen. Det fungerar inte att \u00e5ka ner igen bara f\u00f6r att t\u00e4nda. Men nyttjar el numera. De lyser l\u00e4nge. Fram\u00e5t jul i alla fall. De d\u00f6da bryr sig s\u00e5klart inte ett dugg. Allt det d\u00e4r \u00e4r f\u00f6r oss som lever. Kan man inte komma dit r\u00e4cker det med en tanke och ett ljus hemma. Tankar bryr de d\u00f6da sig d\u00e4remot om. S\u00e5 l\u00e4nge n\u00e5gon s\u00e4nder en tanke \u00e5t deras h\u00e5ll s\u00e5 lever de fortfarande en liten aning. Riktigt d\u00f6d \u00e4r man inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n man \u00e4r helt bortgl\u00f6md. \u00c5ker man f\u00f6rbi skogskyrkog\u00e5rden den h\u00e4r tiden s\u00e5 ser man att m\u00e5nga \u00e4r ih\u00e5gkomna. Man gl\u00f6mmer inte en s\u00e5dan tur. Definitivt inte. Men f\u00f6r l\u00e5ngt bort f\u00f6r oss s\u00e5klart. Men \u00e4r du i krokarna \u00e5k f\u00f6rbi.<\/p>\n

Nu helg. Vila. Rast.<\/p>\n

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Jod\u00e5, fredag h\u00e4r med. H\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att packa ihop h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret. Helgledigt snart. Det finns en flaska whisky d\u00e4r uppe som v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 mig. 60-\u00e5rs present fr\u00e5n K. En korg torr bj\u00f6rkved b\u00e4r jag med mig upp. Sen \u00e4r alla ingredienser p\u00e5 plats f\u00f6r en god kv\u00e4ll framf\u00f6r brasan. Ja m\u00f6jligtvis en film […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":true,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22052","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":20911,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20911","url_meta":{"origin":22052,"position":0},"title":"Mitt","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-07-05","format":false,"excerpt":"nno Lillkatten och jag p\u00e5 kontoret. \u00c4nnu en dag bjuder livet p\u00e5. 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