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En kvart kvar sen ger jag mig. F\u00f6r idag allts\u00e5, Helig fredagskv\u00e4ll inleds. Nej jag \u00e4r inte Jude. Om n\u00e5gon nu undrar. Jag f\u00f6ljer ingen religion. Men tror p\u00e5 han\/hon\/det\/gud om nu matematiken \u00e4r dess spr\u00e5k. Men just det har inget med min fredagskv\u00e4ll att g\u00f6ra. Bara med livet. Och j\u00e4mvikten. Alltid j\u00e4mvikten f\u00f6re allt annat.<\/p>\n
En bra dag. En bra vecka Ett skaplig liv. Ett som kunde vara mycket s\u00e4mre. Man skall inte gapa efter f\u00f6r mycket sa min mor. Jag g\u00e5r alltid med munnen fullt \u00f6ppen. Det r kanske det som \u00e4r felet med mig. F\u00f6r n\u00e5got fel \u00e4r det. Jag som aldrig blir n\u00f6jd.<\/p>\n
Men fredag s\u00e5ledes. Ledigt.<\/p>\n
Han\/hon\/det\/gud bor nog i J\u00e4rvs\u00f6 f\u00f6rresten. Folk borde vallf\u00e4rda dit. Sm till Mecka.\u00a0 En del g\u00f6r det ju redan. Lill-Babs kan vara st\u00e4llf\u00f6retr\u00e4dande n\u00e4r inte han\/hon\/det\/gud har tid. Det blir ett och samma.<\/p>\n
L\u00f6dr\u00f6ken skall f\u00e5 diffundera ut genom ot\u00e4ta v\u00e4ggar h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret nu. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5dant l\u00f6dr\u00f6k. Min windowsburk uppdaterar windowsversionen just nu. Tror att alla g\u00e5tt hem den h\u00e4r tide en fredag och passar p\u00e5. Men Linux tickar p\u00e5. Ja de g\u00f6r v\u00e4l den andra burken ocks\u00e5 sen n\u00e4r den blivit uppdaterad. Men anv\u00e4nder den mindre och mindre. F\u00f6r Spotify, bokf\u00f6ring oh f\u00f6r att skriva ut etiketter.\u00a0 Snart inte ens f\u00f6r bokf\u00f6ring. Antagligen inte alls vad det lider. Efter ett helt liv fr\u00e5n floppy ett.<\/p>\n
Men en bra vecka. Tack f\u00f6r den. En bra l\u00f6ddag. Inget br\u00e4nt. Insikter funna. Saker tar tid. Om man var fler… Men det \u00e4r man inte. Tur \u00e4r nog det. Nu har min fredagskv\u00e4ll b\u00f6rjat. Magen skriker. Jag \u00e4r hungrig. St\u00e4nga av och g\u00e5 upp. Snart \u00e4r det m\u00e5ndag igen. L\u00e4ngtar…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
En kvart kvar sen ger jag mig. F\u00f6r idag allts\u00e5, Helig fredagskv\u00e4ll inleds. Nej jag \u00e4r inte Jude. Om n\u00e5gon nu undrar. Jag f\u00f6ljer ingen religion. Men tror p\u00e5 han\/hon\/det\/gud om nu matematiken \u00e4r dess spr\u00e5k. Men just det har inget med min fredagskv\u00e4ll att g\u00f6ra. Bara med livet. Och j\u00e4mvikten. 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