{"id":21706,"date":"2016-10-04T22:00:24","date_gmt":"2016-10-04T21:00:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21706"},"modified":"2016-10-04T22:00:24","modified_gmt":"2016-10-04T21:00:24","slug":"i-som-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21706","title":{"rendered":"I som i&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-21707\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/10\/9-tage-intensiv.jpg?resize=272%2C234\" alt=\"9-tage-intensiv\" width=\"272\" height=\"234\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Intensiv dag. Riktigt intensiv. En dag som nu tar slut. Eftersom jag ger mig. Japp lite tidigare \u00e4n vanligt. Men bok v\u00e4ntar. Uppl\u00f6sning. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt. Det \u00e4r en bra punkt att bryta p\u00e5. Fokus.<\/p>\n<p>Minus ute. Det m\u00e4rks p\u00e5 kontoret ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Idioterna har tagit \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden. Man skall vara vacker f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 prata. H\u00f6gljudd f\u00f6r att h\u00f6ras trotts det. Jag betackar mig. G\u00e5r \u00e5t sidan som jag alltid gjort. Vill inte vara med.<\/p>\n<p>Godnatt!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Intensiv dag. Riktigt intensiv. En dag som nu tar slut. Eftersom jag ger mig. Japp lite tidigare \u00e4n vanligt. Men bok v\u00e4ntar. Uppl\u00f6sning. Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt. Det \u00e4r en bra punkt att bryta p\u00e5. Fokus. Minus ute. Det m\u00e4rks p\u00e5 kontoret ocks\u00e5. Idioterna har tagit \u00f6ver v\u00e4rlden. Man skall vara vacker f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 prata. 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