{"id":21640,"date":"2016-09-26T16:43:52","date_gmt":"2016-09-26T15:43:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21640"},"modified":"2016-09-26T16:43:52","modified_gmt":"2016-09-26T15:43:52","slug":"joda-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21640","title":{"rendered":"Jod\u00e5."},"content":{"rendered":"

\"mitt_tr\u00e4d_2012-11-20<\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt. K skall till Ume\u00e5. Buss fr\u00e5n Ljusdal sju. S\u00e5 jag \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 i Ljusdal klockan sju. Vinkar och \u00e5ker hem. Inga problem om jag nu inte sover d\u00e5ligt i natt s\u00e5klart. Eller la mig i r\u00e4ttan tid. Men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det nu. N\u00e5gra timmars orolig s\u00f6mn \u00e4r det jag f\u00e5r.<\/p>\n

Men f\u00f6rutom en sm\u00e4rre svacka vid lunchtid n\u00e4r det b\u00f6rjar flimra framf\u00f6r \u00f6gonen, n\u00e5got jag l\u00f6ser med en uppv\u00e4rmd tallrik helgrester, s\u00e5 har det varit en bra arbetsdag. Full fart fram\u00e5t. Men nu, n\u00e4r klockan n\u00e4rmar sig sex, b\u00f6rjar det m\u00e4rkas igen. Man lever p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen av vad man pallar. Man har blivit vekare med \u00e5ren. Mycket vekare. F\u00f6rr, under tiden i Stockholm, var tv\u00e5 dygns programmeringssessioner vardagsmat. Det gick med kaffe och cigg. Men det var l\u00e4nge sedan nu. \u00c5tta till noll numera. Mer normala tider.<\/p>\n

Jag knyter ihop s\u00e4cken. Debuggar det som \u00e4ndrats. Det finns lite att g\u00e5 igenom. Tro mig.<\/p>\n

Ja och fast jag nu \u00e4r gr\u00e4s\u00e4nkling d\u00e5 s\u00e5 blir det ingen pokerkv\u00e4ll med grabbarna. Jag orkar inte. Gjorde jag det hade jag inte tid. Jag \u00e4r s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla os\u00e4llskaplig av mig. Hur skall det bli?<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rde \u00f6ver en tomte imorse borta vid D\u00e5asen. Den stod d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen och s\u00e5g mig rakt i \u00f6gonen. Hoppas hen klarade sig efter som jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte f\u00e5 hen direkt under bilen, mellan hjulen. Annars vet jag inte hur det gick. H\u00e5ller tummen.\u00a0 Men det \u00e4r inte l\u00e4tt att v\u00e4ja heller alltid. M\u00f6jligen var det en f\u00e5gel f\u00f6rresten. Men v\u00e4ldigt lik en tomte. Japp.<\/p>\n

Det b\u00f6rjar bli dags att best\u00e4lla pellets igen. F\u00e5r nog komma till skott den h\u00e4r veckan. Ja j\u00e4vlar. Det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt till Vasaloppss\u00f6ndagen. Skitl\u00e5ngt. Ja och mest m\u00f6rker. Kallt och m\u00f6rkt borde g\u00e5 att v\u00e4lja bort. Men s\u00e5klart. Utan det inte varmt och ljust. Ytterligheterna bygger v\u00e4rlden.<\/p>\n

Kanske skall man ta sig en tupplur framf\u00f6r TV’n och Rapport? Lura till sig en halvtimme. “Lutar man sta’ sig” i soffan blir det som det blir. Men Rapport missar man s\u00e5klart d\u00e5. Som om det gjorde n\u00e5got. Egentligen. Men en av de f\u00e5 rutiner jag har. Gammelgubberutiner. Se nyheterna. Som om livet h\u00e4ngde p\u00e5 det. Men n\u00e5got skall man v\u00e4l ha att h\u00e4nga upp ett livs fl\u00f6de p\u00e5 ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Reklamf\u00f6rs\u00e4ljarna \u00e4r tillbaks i telefonerna igen. Men jag svarar inte. N\u00e4stan aldrig. Det \u00e4r alltid dom. N\u00e4stan alltid. \u00c4r det viktigt f\u00e5r man ringa igen. Helt enkelt. Stackars m\u00e4nniskor som jobbar d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Postar jag en novell s\u00e5 tror s\u00e5klart alla att det \u00e4r det jag sitter och skriver p\u00e5 hela dagarna. Ja och folk f\u00e5r tro vad de vill. S\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r ett fritt land. Men tyv\u00e4rr blir det inte mycket skrivet just nu. S\u00e5 gammalt \u00e5ker ut och blir postat. Jag skulle vilja skiva. Mer. Dr\u00f6mmer om en skrivarlya vid kusten n\u00e5gonstans. Irland kanske. Skottland. Eller i Portugal. Ja och tid. Men dr\u00f6mmer om det d\u00e4r bara f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r helt gratis s\u00e5klart. Japp dr\u00f6mmar \u00e4r fria \u00e4nnu. Egentligen \u00e4r jag ju redan d\u00e4r. Fast jag sitter h\u00e4r. Jod\u00e5. Om man t\u00e4nker efter. Inta alla \u00e4r det.<\/p>\n

Men nu skall jag g\u00e5 ner i min gruva en stund igen. Hacka p\u00e5 liksom…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jod\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt. K skall till Ume\u00e5. Buss fr\u00e5n Ljusdal sju. S\u00e5 jag \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 i Ljusdal klockan sju. Vinkar och \u00e5ker hem. Inga problem om jag nu inte sover d\u00e5ligt i natt s\u00e5klart. Eller la mig i r\u00e4ttan tid. Men s\u00e5 \u00e4r det nu. N\u00e5gra timmars orolig s\u00f6mn \u00e4r det jag f\u00e5r. Men f\u00f6rutom en […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21640","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":14156,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14156","url_meta":{"origin":21640,"position":0},"title":"Jod\u00e5 jag hann. 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