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En dag till \u00e4nda igen. Lite tidigare \u00e4n vanligt. Men det \u00e4r ingen ide att s\u00e4tta ig\u00e5ng med annat. Delmoment “klart” n\u00e4mligen. S\u00e5 “klart” n\u00e5got nu blir i min v\u00e4rld.<\/p>\n
Tr\u00f6tt som en berusad lysmask. N\u00e5gon skall vara det ocks\u00e5. Min tur idag. Men jag har inget emot det.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r som det skall vara. f\u00f6r oss som \u00e4r ingenting och noll.<\/p>\n
Men koden incheckad, iv\u00e4gskickad med n\u00e4ra ljusets hastighet mot USA och en server d\u00e4r. Ja vissa bitar med ljusets hastighet s\u00e5klart. T\u00e4nka sig. Egentligen \u00e4r det h\u00e4ftigt alltihop det d\u00e4r. Om man nu t\u00e4nker efter. Man tar s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r givet.<\/p>\n
Min bok v\u00e4ntar. “Zigenaren” och “svartingen” lever sina liv d\u00e4r. Sevilla. Madrid. Cadiz. I Sevilla har vi snurrat i hyrbil. Runt runt i galet trafiktempo. I Cadiz har vi sett v\u00e5gor fr\u00e5n Afrika sl\u00e5 in mot v\u00e5r kontinent som om de ville f\u00e5nga den. Ja och ljuset d\u00e4r det var Afrika. Tror jag. Madrid \u00e5terst\u00e5r att uppleva. Men en bra bok \u00e4r det. Det var (och \u00e4r) inte l\u00e4tt att vara f\u00e4rgad och Rom i Spanien.<\/p>\n
Men som sagt. Jag borde orka lyfta rumpan ur stolen. F\u00f6rflytta mig upp\u00e5t. \u00c5tminstone hasa mig upp\u00e5t.\u00a0 F\u00f6r att orka ta tag i grejer imorgon.<\/p>\n
En liten seger \u00f6ver systemet ocks\u00e5\u00a0 idag. S\u00e5nt kan g\u00f6ra en dag. Det \u00e4r inte ofta jag orkar strida mot systemet. Den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen vann vi. Vinsten var bara\u00a0 principiell. Men ibland r\u00e4cker det n\u00e4r stoltheten \u00e4r det enda man har kvar av v\u00e4rde.<\/p>\n
K blev \u00f6verraskad med middag av kamrater ikv\u00e4ll. Tack och lov f\u00f6r goda m\u00e4nniskor. All heder \u00e5t dem. K v\u00e4rd det.<\/p>\n
Nu hasar jag mig upp\u00e5t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
En dag till \u00e4nda igen. Lite tidigare \u00e4n vanligt. Men det \u00e4r ingen ide att s\u00e4tta ig\u00e5ng med annat. Delmoment “klart” n\u00e4mligen. S\u00e5 “klart” n\u00e5got nu blir i min v\u00e4rld. Tr\u00f6tt som en berusad lysmask. N\u00e5gon skall vara det ocks\u00e5. Min tur idag. Men jag har inget emot det.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r som det skall vara. 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