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“HAR DU INTE VARIT SM\u00c4RTFRI N\u00c5GON G\u00c5NG SEDAN OPERATIONEN!!!!” skriker \u00f6verl\u00e4karen. “nej” svarar jag s\u00e5klart lite f\u00f6rsiktigt. Kan man bli det liksom. Det visste inte jag. Det trodde inte jag. T\u00e4nka sig.<\/p>\n
Men utsl\u00e4ppt och hemskickad. Fr\u00e5n Hudiksvalls sjukhus d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. F\u00e5r tydligen leva ett tag till. Oklart varf\u00f6r. Ev. h\u00e5ller axelprotesen p\u00e5 att sl\u00e4ppa fr\u00e5n benet. 3mm glapp. Datortomografi och en jonkamera, den senaste dyrare teknik \u00e4n vad jag \u00e4r v\u00e4rd, skall ta reda p\u00e5 om det verkligen \u00e4r s\u00e5. Ja och operation d\u00e5 igen is\u00e5fall. Man kan tydligen bli sm\u00e4rtfri. Kanske v\u00e4rt det d\u00e5. Mina argument att jag \u00e4r en ocool gammal gubbe som det inte \u00e4r v\u00e4rt att satsa s\u00e5dana resurser p\u00e5 r\u00e4cker tydligen inte som argument.<\/p>\n
Men proffsigt bem\u00f6tande, trevligt bem\u00f6tande, precis som vanligt. Ingen pillertrillare. Ingen sjukskrivningsivrare. Fast man vill \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart ha s\u00e5 lite med sjukv\u00e5rden att g\u00f6ra \u00e4nd\u00e5. Konstigt vore det v\u00e4l annars. Men nu l\u00e4gger vi oss allts\u00e5 i v\u00e4ntl\u00e4ge f\u00f6r datortomografi. Sen f\u00e5r det bli som det blir med det som blir.<\/p>\n
H\u00e5ll med om att mina revben inte g\u00e5r av f\u00f6r hackor.\u00a0 Blir ett vackert skelett vad det lider. Alltid n\u00e5got. Fast \u00e4n en n\u00e5got sent framkomentilldragande detaljer i min enkla lekamen Synd att folk inte redan idag ser den inre delen av den jag \u00e4r. Jag kunde rent av blivit \u00e4lskad f\u00f6r det. N\u00e5ja nu \u00e4r det som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n
Nu arbete!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
“HAR DU INTE VARIT SM\u00c4RTFRI N\u00c5GON G\u00c5NG SEDAN OPERATIONEN!!!!” skriker \u00f6verl\u00e4karen. “nej” svarar jag s\u00e5klart lite f\u00f6rsiktigt. Kan man bli det liksom. Det visste inte jag. Det trodde inte jag. T\u00e4nka sig. Men utsl\u00e4ppt och hemskickad. Fr\u00e5n Hudiksvalls sjukhus d\u00e5 allts\u00e5. F\u00e5r tydligen leva ett tag till. Oklart varf\u00f6r. 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