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\"Kattungen<\/p>\n

Vi har precis begravt “Kattis”. “Bob”, rebelliskt kallad av ungarna. Hon blev \u00f6verk\u00f6rd h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 “stora” v\u00e4gen ig\u00e5r. S\u00e5dant som h\u00e4nder. Hon var “bara” en katt, Men det k\u00e4nns \u00e4nd\u00e5. Jag gick ner f\u00f6r trapporna varje morgon och matade henne. Rutiner som inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4r, det m\u00e4rkte jag n\u00e4r vi skulle ut idag och d\u00f6rren fortfarande var l\u00e5st.<\/p>\n

Hon var enda kattungen i sin kull. Hennes mamma, “Byssan”, som vi fortfarande har kvar, arton nu, har alltid varit lite speciell och brydde sig inte s\u00e5 mycket om den h\u00e4r ungen. “Bob” fick den heta eftersom vi trodde det var en “han” till att b\u00f6rja med. Omd\u00f6pt till “Kattis” n\u00e4r vi fattade att det inte var en “han”. Men med “Byssan” som hon var fick vi \u00e4gna mycket tid \u00e5t ungen och hon blev riktigt, riktigt tillgiven.<\/p>\n

Sen fick vi bes\u00f6k en helg. Inget konstigt.\u00a0 “Byssan” fick f\u00f6r sig att den h\u00e4r ungen inte kunde vara hemma l\u00e4ngre. Bar iv\u00e4g med henne. Bort. Gud vet vart. Hem kom hon inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n en m\u00e5nad senare. Vi hittade ungen efter m\u00e5nad i k\u00e4llartrappen d\u00e4r “Byssan” l\u00e4mnat henne, liten och utm\u00e4rglad, och efter det var hon aldrig mer sig lik. Galen i mat. Skygg. Otrygg. Bara trygg ute i sin egen fria v\u00e4rld. Aldrig inne.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 n\u00e4r hon v\u00e4xt upp s\u00e5 levde hon den frie sj\u00e4lens liv. Gick s\u00e4llan in. M\u00f6jligen om det var v\u00e4ldigt kallt ute. Eller om hungern drev henne. H\u00f6rde till men \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte. P\u00e5 somrarna s\u00e5g man henne knappt, ja utom p\u00e5 morgonen d\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag gick ner och matade henne, eller n\u00e4r man satt ute, d\u00e5 kunde hon komma fram och vara lika gosig som hon var f\u00f6rr. Kunde inte f\u00e5 nog av att ligga i ett kn\u00e4.<\/p>\n

Men borta nu allts\u00e5. Ja och man s\u00f6rjer. S\u00f6rjer en v\u00e4n. Det blir s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 med en som bara var en katt. En som \u00e4lskade friheten mer \u00e4n allt annat. Ja och mat d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vi har precis begravt “Kattis”. “Bob”, rebelliskt kallad av ungarna. Hon blev \u00f6verk\u00f6rd h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 “stora” v\u00e4gen ig\u00e5r. S\u00e5dant som h\u00e4nder. Hon var “bara” en katt, Men det k\u00e4nns \u00e4nd\u00e5. Jag gick ner f\u00f6r trapporna varje morgon och matade henne. Rutiner som inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4r, det m\u00e4rkte jag n\u00e4r vi skulle ut idag och […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":81,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=81","url_meta":{"origin":21485,"position":0},"title":"Katt borta…","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2007-06-21","format":false,"excerpt":"En av v\u00c3\u00a5ra katter fick en kattunge f\u00c3\u00b6r n\u00c3\u00a5gon vecka sedan. 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