{"id":21238,"date":"2016-08-17T09:33:58","date_gmt":"2016-08-17T08:33:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21238"},"modified":"2016-08-17T09:36:27","modified_gmt":"2016-08-17T08:36:27","slug":"21238","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21238","title":{"rendered":"Sirap"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"sirap\"<\/p>\n

Ibland sitter man fast. I sirap. Det g\u00e5r tr\u00f6gt att vandra p\u00e5. Man lyfter benet, tungt, sv\u00e5rlyft, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker placera det framf\u00f6r det andra, fram\u00e5t skall man ju, men det g\u00e5r n\u00e4stan inte, och om man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 s\u00e5d\u00e4r, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker, s\u00e5 blir det snart tungt att ens lyfta benen. Man kommer l\u00e4tt till en punkt n\u00e4r man bara vill s\u00e4tta sig ner och l\u00e5ta sirapen omsluta sig och skita i det d\u00e4r vandrandet fram\u00e5t. Bli till skit i en sirapss\u00f6rja som n\u00e5gon sen f\u00e5r sortera ut och kasta i sophinken eller komposten.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Ja det kan k\u00e4nnas s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Att man inte orkar mer. Ja och det handlar ofta om tr\u00f6tthet i bara en av de roller man spelar. Livet kan rulla p\u00e5 hur bra som helst i en annan del av pj\u00e4sen.<\/p>\n

Och visst kommer vi alla dit ibland. Till det d\u00e4r l\u00e4get n\u00e4r allt jobb man gjort k\u00e4nns meningsl\u00f6st, n\u00e4r det \u00e5terst\u00e5r s\u00e5 mycket jobb, berg av jobb, att man f\u00f6r sitt liv inte kan f\u00f6rst\u00e5 hur man skall orka med det.<\/p>\n

Men d\u00e4r, inne i det d\u00e4r, kan det vara s\u00e5 att n\u00e5gon s\u00e4ger n\u00e5got uppmuntrande, n\u00e5gon tror p\u00e5 en, finns d\u00e4r, ja det kan vara s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat lite, pyttelitet, s\u00e5 litet att det inte syns, ett ord som bara sagts i f\u00f6rbig\u00e5ende, eller en k\u00e4nsla av att man \u00e4r \u00e4lskad, av att faktiskt finnas ocks\u00e5 i n\u00e5gon annans \u00f6gon.<\/p>\n

Ja det d\u00e4r lilla, det som kommer fr\u00e5n n\u00e5gon annan, kan f\u00e5 sirapen att l\u00f6sas upp. F\u00f6rvandlas till godsaker och t\u00e5rtor som ligger staplade l\u00e4ngs v\u00e4gen man vandrar. Som det bara \u00e4r att ta f\u00f6r sig av d\u00e4r man g\u00e5r d\u00e4r och blir sugen, nu g\u00e5endes med de l\u00e4ttaste av steg.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4ga de d\u00e4r orden. Fast jag inte ens vet att det g\u00e5r tungt f\u00f6r den jag s\u00e4ger det till. De kostar ju inte s\u00e5 mycket att f\u00e5 ur sig. Lite uppmuntran. Lite tid. Ett leende. Jag t\u00e4nker att om jag nu varit mottagare av de d\u00e4r sm\u00e5 gesterna s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger, ja och vet att de lyft mig upp ur avgrunder, s\u00e5 kanske en dag ,ett “bra” fr\u00e5n mig, tre bokst\u00e4ver, kan g\u00f6ra detsamma f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan. Om inte s\u00e5 var det \u00e4nd\u00e5 ingen st\u00f6rre anstr\u00e4ngning att f\u00e5 ur sig dom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ibland sitter man fast. I sirap. Det g\u00e5r tr\u00f6gt att vandra p\u00e5. Man lyfter benet, tungt, sv\u00e5rlyft, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker placera det framf\u00f6r det andra, fram\u00e5t skall man ju, men det g\u00e5r n\u00e4stan inte, och om man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 s\u00e5d\u00e4r, f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker, s\u00e5 blir det snart tungt att ens lyfta benen. Man kommer l\u00e4tt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21238","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11311,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11311","url_meta":{"origin":21238,"position":0},"title":"Tokigheter \u00e4r grejen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-12-04","format":false,"excerpt":"Diesel\u00e5ngorna och dammet har h\u00e4ngt \u00f6ver v\u00e5r kulle nu en l\u00e4ngre tid. 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