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Den sj\u00f6nk till fyra grader. Termometern. Vi bor \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 en kulle. Det \u00e4r p\u00e5 den det gula huset ligger. Det ger n\u00e5gra grader upp att bo p\u00e5 en kulle vid kallv\u00e4der. Dalg\u00e5ngarna l\u00e4r ha haft frost d\u00e4remot. Skitv\u00e4der.<\/p>\n
Matar bl\u00e5b\u00e4rsvinet med socker n\u00e4r jag kommer ner p\u00e5 kontoret. Det st\u00e5r d\u00e4r, och det puttrar, l\u00e5ngsamt, som en smekning. B\u00e4ren \u00e5ker \u00e4nnu upp och ner. Klart n\u00e4r de stannar. S\u00f6tt blir det. Mycket s\u00f6tt. Tyckte det var gott n\u00e4r jag var barn. Hos mormor och morfar stod de i f\u00f6nstren i trappen och p\u00e5 vinden. Matades med sockerbitar. Dracks till jul. Fr\u00e4mst av barnen. S\u00f6tt. Sliskigt. Med explosionsrisk n\u00e4r flaskor f\u00f6rflyttades. Inte mycket alkohol. \u00c4r ju tvungen att prova. Igen. S\u00e5 det s\u00e4tts en sats. Fyra flaskor. H\u00e4lla ut eller dricka upp. Det vet vi efter Lucia.<\/p>\n
Solen d\u00e5nar in genom f\u00f6nstret. Som om den skall ta igen f\u00f6r kylan under natten. Japp det mullrar av fotonbombardemang mot husv\u00e4ggen h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r. Man skall bara veta vad man skall lyssna efter. Jo, jag vet. M\u00e5ste dra ner en persienn. F\u00f6r att se p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmarna. Motvilligt skall till\u00e4ggas.<\/p>\n
Det finns en j\u00e4vla massa hallon.Vi gillar hallon h\u00e4r i huset. Burkar och frys fylls. Helgaktiviteter. Efter hallonen, lingontider. Lingondricka. En mass. Sylt finns redan. Sen slut p\u00e5 alla m\u00e5sten. D\u00e4refter f\u00e5r man koncentrera sig p\u00e5 uppv\u00e4rmningen. Den kr\u00e4ver sitt,<\/p>\n
Det \u00e4r m\u00e4rkligt gott att leva.<\/p>\n
Tacksam f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n
Fast man skulle s\u00e5klart kunna \u00f6nska sig pengar. En hundring, eller varf\u00f6r inte tv\u00e5… Eller 200 miljoner dollar medans man \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e5ller p\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Fast man blev v\u00e4l knappast lyckligare av det.<\/p>\n
Jag skall fr\u00e5ga Notch.<\/p>\n
N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n
Ta reda p\u00e5 om man blir det…<\/p>\n
Kodar vidare. Det \u00e4r det kodapor g\u00f6r. N\u00e4r vi inte \u00e4ter hallon och sover. Men skriver om partier just nu. Det \u00e4r segt. Det \u00e4r inte roligt. Sv\u00e5rt att hitta den riktiga inspirationen n\u00e4r man g\u00f6r det. Men den som g\u00e5r och g\u00e5r… \u00c4r det inte s\u00e5. \u00c4ven n\u00e4r det g\u00e5r tr\u00f6gt.. om man \u00e4nd\u00e5 forts\u00e4tter att g\u00e5… ja, s\u00e5 d\u00e5 kommer man fram\u00e5t. Hursomhelst r\u00f6r jag mig fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n
\u00c4h, dags att ta tag i det d\u00e4r. Ner i gruvan. Hacka p\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Den sj\u00f6nk till fyra grader. Termometern. Vi bor \u00e4nd\u00e5 p\u00e5 en kulle. Det \u00e4r p\u00e5 den det gula huset ligger. Det ger n\u00e5gra grader upp att bo p\u00e5 en kulle vid kallv\u00e4der. Dalg\u00e5ngarna l\u00e4r ha haft frost d\u00e4remot. Skitv\u00e4der. Matar bl\u00e5b\u00e4rsvinet med socker n\u00e4r jag kommer ner p\u00e5 kontoret. 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