{"id":21147,"date":"2016-07-28T17:47:32","date_gmt":"2016-07-28T16:47:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21147"},"modified":"2016-07-28T17:47:32","modified_gmt":"2016-07-28T16:47:32","slug":"fyra-dagar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21147","title":{"rendered":"Fyra dagar"},"content":{"rendered":"
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S\u00e5 n\u00e5gra dagar in i semestern och jag b\u00f6rjar v\u00e4nja mig. Sk\u00f6nt. Till och med min dator \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngd, ser ingen anledning att starta den igen efter \u00e5skv\u00e4dret som drog in i m\u00e5ndags. Det \u00e4r ovanligt. Mycket ovanligt. Som om alla f\u00e5glar skull b\u00f6rja flyga upp och ner. Ungef\u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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B\u00f6cker och tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd. Mobackes ig\u00e5r. Adlibris och Bokus levererade varsin h\u00f6g redan f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra veckor sedan. Det \u00e4r bara att ta en ny fr\u00e5n bunten n\u00e4r en av dem \u00e4r utl\u00e4st. N\u00e5n gammal film p\u00e5 TV fyller ut kv\u00e4llarna. Eller serier. Jag sitter d\u00e4r i gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa utan block, bok och penna. Ocks\u00e5 ovanligt. Som om myggor helt pl\u00f6tsligt b\u00f6rjade tala franska. <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ja och s\u00e5 sover jag l\u00e4ngre och l\u00e4ngre f\u00f6r varje morgon som g\u00e5r. Det ultimata tecknet p\u00e5 en hj\u00e4rna som saktar ner. Jo man l\u00e4ser l\u00e4nge p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men alla f\u00f6nster \u00f6ppna. S\u00e5 att sommaren hittar in ocks\u00e5 efter att man sl\u00e4ckt och somnat, sover djupt.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Havet \u00e5terst\u00e5r. Drar i mig. Vill ha mig till sig. Ur\u00e5ldriga krafter drar i celler med v\u00e4tska h\u00e4mtad just d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n p\u00e5 det djupaste st\u00e4llet. M\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka h\u00f6rsamma det d\u00e4r ropet n\u00e4sta vecka. Klippor, v\u00e5gor, obruten horisont och lite mats\u00e4ck p\u00e5 en h\u00e4lsingeh\u00e4ll. Avsluta med kaffe som inte kan smaka b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n det g\u00f6r just d\u00e4r. <\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Jod\u00e5 jag har nog fattat att det h\u00e4r \u00e4r det riktiga livet. Men fattar det lite mer nu. P\u00e5 riktigt liksom. S\u00e5som ettor och nollor och if och else inte kan bli. Men lycklig nu och lycklig d\u00e5. Kan man vara lycklig men mollst\u00e4md? I alla fall \u00e4r det s\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Ett lurendrejeri kanske. Ett falskspeleri. Jag en sk\u00e5despelare. En akt\u00f6r nu som f\u00f6rr p\u00e5 sn\u00e5lbes\u00f6kta rock-konserter.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Imorgon en tur till den gamla v\u00e4rlden. Sju mil \u00f6sterut men trettio \u00e5r tillbaks i tiden. Det skall bli sp\u00e4nnande. Ja det tror jag. N\u00e5got jag normalt tackar nej till. \u00c5term\u00f6tena. Men kunde inte den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen. Den utmanar tidsmaskinen ocks\u00e5. Var hamnar man?<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Men slutsatsen \u00e4r att efter fyra semesterdagar, de f\u00f6rsta p\u00e5 l\u00e4nge, s\u00e5 f\u00e5r “semester” fem av fem getingar. I alla fall fram hit. Inte d\u00e5ligt det. En ocool gubbe i ett stort gult hus p\u00e5 en kulle i Los \u00e4r helt enkelt n\u00f6jd. Mycket n\u00f6jd. Oklart varf\u00f6r jag ber\u00e4ttar det f\u00f6r er…<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00e5 n\u00e5gra dagar in i semestern och jag b\u00f6rjar v\u00e4nja mig. Sk\u00f6nt. Till och med min dator \u00e4r avst\u00e4ngd, ser ingen anledning att starta den igen efter \u00e5skv\u00e4dret som drog in i m\u00e5ndags. Det \u00e4r ovanligt. Mycket ovanligt. Som om alla f\u00e5glar skull b\u00f6rja flyga upp och ner. Ungef\u00e4r s\u00e5. \u00a0 B\u00f6cker och tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd. Mobackes […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21147","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":35295,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=35295","url_meta":{"origin":21147,"position":0},"title":"Midsommar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-06-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Egentligen \u00e4r jag inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r perfekta. 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