{"id":21067,"date":"2016-07-18T20:54:33","date_gmt":"2016-07-18T19:54:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21067"},"modified":"2016-07-18T21:10:30","modified_gmt":"2016-07-18T20:10:30","slug":"solnedgang","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=21067","title":{"rendered":"Solnedg\u00e5ng"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"ranchen-skymning-2\"<\/p>\n

Jag somnar som ett litet barn framf\u00f6r v\u00e5r TV under rapport. Vaknar en timme senare. Bj\u00f6rn Borg i rutan. Vi \u00e4r \u00e5rsbarn. Det \u00e4r det enda vi har gemensamt. S\u00e5 jag vacklar ner till kontoret. Piggare \u00e4n n\u00e4r jag gick upp. Solen lyser, nej, bombarderar fotoner, in genom f\u00f6nster som n\u00e4stan pekar mot norr. \u00c4r det inte v\u00e4sterut en cowboy rider n\u00e4r hen rider mot solnedg\u00e5ngen d\u00e4r i slutscenen? M\u00e5ste kolla upp. Japp, 330 grader p\u00e5 sommaren s\u00e4ger uppslagsverket. Det kan st\u00e4mma. Det blir mer \u00f6st under vintern. Lugnar mig. Ser \u00e4nd\u00e5 inget ut genom f\u00f6nstret som solen bl\u00e4ndar mig genom. Det \u00e4r ingen hejd p\u00e5 ljuset. \u00c5tta 1\/3 minut sedan det s\u00e4ndes iv\u00e4g. Gammelfotoner n\u00e4r de n\u00e5r v\u00e5rt f\u00f6nster. 1300 watt per kvadratmeter, 30% f\u00f6rsvinner i atmosf\u00e4ren, resten \u00e4r det d\u00e4r som bl\u00e4ndar mig s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat. Tydligen \u00e4r instr\u00e5lningen 15000 ggr den energi vi g\u00f6r av med vi m\u00e4nniskor. T\u00e4nka sig… F\u00f6rundras man inte l\u00e4ngre \u00f6ver livets mysterium s\u00e5 \u00e4r man redan lite d\u00f6d. Allts\u00e5 lever jag. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 jag t\u00e4nker. Jag tror p\u00e5 att f\u00f6rundras. Jag lever f\u00f6r att k\u00e4nna. Ja och jag tror p\u00e5 j\u00e4mvikt. <\/p>\n

Perspektiv f\u00f6rresten. Solen. Den vi l\u00e4ngtar efter. Man beh\u00f6ver bara s\u00e4tta sig i en \u00f6ken en dag s\u00e5 hatar man den. F\u00f6rbannar den som om den var sj\u00e4lva helvetet. \u00c4ndrar man perspektivet 8 ljusminuter, l\u00e4mnar 1\/3 ljusminut kvar kan ingen enda levande varelse \u00f6verleva eller f\u00f6r den skull l\u00e4ngta efter solen l\u00e4ngre. D\u00e4r, d\u00e4r \u00e4r det evigt h\u00f6gtryck och solbr\u00e4nnan instantan. Lovar. Men solen \u00e4r densamma. Vi \u00e4r de samma. Bara perspektivet \u00e4r f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrat. Brukar t\u00e4nka s\u00e5d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag m\u00f6ter en Sverigedemokrat. Eller en Moderat f\u00f6r den delen. Eller en IS anh\u00e4ngare. Eller Jesus. Inget \u00e4r bara gott eller ont. Fast det upplevs s\u00e5 fr\u00e5n den position d\u00e4r man st\u00e5r. Flyttar man sig alldeles s\u00e5 lite s\u00e5 blir det n\u00e5got helt annat. S\u00e5 jag tycker nog att man f\u00e5r \u00e5b\u00e4ka sig att flytta p\u00e5 sig lite d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. \u00c4ndra perspektiv. F\u00f6r att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00f6rst\u00e5. <\/p>\n

Ja och ungef\u00e4r d\u00e4r g\u00e5r solskivan ner under horisonten. Det finns definitioner p\u00e5 n\u00e4r solen antas ha g\u00e5tt ner. Hela skivan under horisonten. Halva s\u00e4ger en definition. Men h\u00e4r \u00e4r hela skivan under horisonten nu. Solen har g\u00e5tt ner. SMHI och jag \u00e4r \u00f6verens. Twilight, best\u00e5r n\u00e5gonstans bort mot kvart i elva. Sen natt. Men d\u00e5 sover jag igen f\u00f6r jag \u00e4r redan tr\u00f6tt igen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag somnar som ett litet barn framf\u00f6r v\u00e5r TV under rapport. Vaknar en timme senare. Bj\u00f6rn Borg i rutan. Vi \u00e4r \u00e5rsbarn. Det \u00e4r det enda vi har gemensamt. S\u00e5 jag vacklar ner till kontoret. Piggare \u00e4n n\u00e4r jag gick upp. Solen lyser, nej, bombarderar fotoner, in genom f\u00f6nster som n\u00e4stan pekar mot norr. \u00c4r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21067","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11029,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11029","url_meta":{"origin":21067,"position":0},"title":"Jesus kommer den 25:e december.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-11-17","format":false,"excerpt":"Fyller pellets tidigt idag ocks\u00e5. 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