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Klockan \u00e4r strax halv sju h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret. Jag har varit vaken n\u00e5gon timme. Fast inte suttit h\u00e4r d\u00e5. Sovit. Mest hela natten faktiskt. Ja och vaknat, uppt\u00e4ckt att jag vaknat till en ny dag, k\u00e4nt tacksamhet f\u00f6r det. Det g\u00f6r jag varje morgon. Tack tack.<\/p>\n
Sitter med en kaffe. Fast jag normalt inte dricker kaffe om morgonen. F\u00f6redrar te just d\u00e4r, just d\u00e5. Men idag beh\u00f6vs det starkare grejer. Mer gift. Ibland \u00e4r det bara giftet som kan f\u00e5 fart p\u00e5 en. Eller d\u00f6da en. Jag tar chansen idag. Men man borde v\u00e4l egentligen inte dricka kaffe alls. S\u00e5klart. Ta kokain eller amfetamin – som vanligt folk – ist\u00e4llet. Eller n\u00e5tt…<\/p>\n
En husfluga h\u00e5ller mig s\u00e4llskap nu h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Men vi \u00e4r kompisar. S\u00e5klart. Trevligt. Troligen h\u00e4ngde den med fr\u00e5n bondg\u00e5rden vi k\u00f6pte ost hos. I Los p\u00e5 semester. Man kan hamna p\u00e5 s\u00e4mre st\u00e4llen som fluga. Tro mig. Los \u00e4r flugv\u00e4nligt. Det finns mycket skit h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n
K har ledigt idag och sover den lediges v\u00e4lf\u00f6rtj\u00e4nta extratimme h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Man f\u00e5r allts\u00e5 ta det lugnt med musiken h\u00e4r nere. F\u00f6r att inte v\u00e4cka den fru som sover.\u00a0 Lyssna p\u00e5 f\u00e5glarna ist\u00e4llet genom ett sommar\u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster. Garanterat ett bra morgonrecept f\u00f6r en bra fredag.<\/p>\n
Flugan \u00e4r galen h\u00e4r nere just nu f\u00f6rresten. Vill dansa. Men som jag tidigare skrivit. Jag dansar inte. Den verkar dock inte lyssna p\u00e5 det \u00f6rat. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l ta en sv\u00e4ngom. Allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Man skulle ha kunnat varit d\u00f6d idag. Ja om man inte vaknat n\u00e4r man nu vaknade. Men nu \u00e4r man allts\u00e5 inte det. Eller troligen. En del p\u00e5st\u00e5r att sp\u00f6ken \u00e4r d\u00f6da som inte fattat att de \u00e4r d\u00f6da. Kanske \u00e4r man just en s\u00e5dan. En vandrande v\u00e5lnad som inte fattat att man borde vandra vidare. Bli \u00e5terf\u00f6dd eller n\u00e5got. Ibland n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r in p\u00e5 ICA h\u00e4r i Los s\u00e5 tycker jag mig ana vissa bevis f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r just s\u00e5. Nej, skall inte g\u00e5 in n\u00e4rmare p\u00e5 vilka tecknen \u00e4r h\u00e4r och nu.\u00a0 Men lovar att \u00e5terkomma i fr\u00e5gan.<\/p>\n
Ja en vanlig arbetsdag h\u00e4r allts\u00e5. Men fredag. Alltid n\u00e5got. I helgen s\u00e4gs det bli regn. Is\u00e5fall blir det studio f\u00f6r mig. Det f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar jag. Nackdelen \u00e4r att det bara inneb\u00e4r byte av rum. Jag \u00e4r behov av ett byte av v\u00e4rldsdel. Men ibland f\u00e5r man allts\u00e5 n\u00f6ja sig med det som erbjuds. Fast det blir s\u00e4kert sol. D\u00e5 rusar jag s\u00e5klart ut. F\u00f6r det l\u00e4rde jag att man n\u00e4r jag var liten att ute skall man vara om det \u00e4r sol. Om man inte sitter i skolb\u00e4nken eller jobbar. D\u00e5 f\u00e5r man allt sitta d\u00e4r inne i alla fall. Sv\u00e5rligen kan jag f\u00e5 studiosittande att framst\u00e5 som arbete i den kategoriseringen. D\u00e4rav utspringandet.\u00a0 Hoppas allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 regn. Fast ute regnar det just nu fast prognosen s\u00e4ger sol. De \u00e4r nog b\u00e4ttre p\u00e5 att prognostisera 100 \u00e5r fram\u00e5t i tiden \u00e4n n\u00e4sta dags v\u00e4der, meteorologerna. Lever man imorgon l\u00e4r man f\u00e5 veta. \u00c4r man d\u00f6d vet man inte men kan antagligen sitta i studion i alla fall. Som geng\u00e5ngare. G\u00e5r man ut i solen d\u00e5 sm\u00e4lter man v\u00e4l eller n\u00e5tt.<\/p>\n
Men tiden g\u00e5r. Jag har inte tid att sitta h\u00e4r och svamla. Det skall jobbas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Klockan \u00e4r strax halv sju h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret. Jag har varit vaken n\u00e5gon timme. Fast inte suttit h\u00e4r d\u00e5. Sovit. Mest hela natten faktiskt. Ja och vaknat, uppt\u00e4ckt att jag vaknat till en ny dag, k\u00e4nt tacksamhet f\u00f6r det. Det g\u00f6r jag varje morgon. Tack tack. Sitter med en kaffe. 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