{"id":20864,"date":"2016-06-30T15:52:14","date_gmt":"2016-06-30T14:52:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20864"},"modified":"2016-06-30T15:52:14","modified_gmt":"2016-06-30T14:52:14","slug":"apan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20864","title":{"rendered":"Apan"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Maria G Nilsson<\/a> l\u00e4gger ut en bild p\u00e5 Elvens apan. Minnen kommer \u00f6ver mig.<\/p>\n

Jag g\u00e5r i \u00e5ttan. Min framtid \u00e4r solklar. Elvens skall det bli. Jag skall bli fotograf. Jag lever f\u00f6r det. Jod\u00e5 de beh\u00f6ver n\u00e5gon som jobbar, det har Stig sagt. Ett \u00e5r kvar bara. M\u00e5ste fixa Celsiusskolan och nian f\u00f6rst.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 kommer h\u00f6sten. Braket. Min “kompis” Esbj\u00f6rn K\u00e4ll f\u00e5r jobbet. Han \u00e4r ett \u00e5r \u00e4ldre \u00e4n mig. S\u00e4llan har jag tyckt s\u00e5 illa om en annan m\u00e4nniska som d\u00e5. “J\u00e4vla skitj\u00e4vel!” Liksom.<\/p>\n

men…<\/p>\n

Sen kommer ju musiken. S\u00f6dran. Fysikstudier i Uppsala. Datorer.<\/p>\n

Hur tacksam \u00e4r man inte s\u00e5h\u00e4r efter\u00e5t att man INTE fick det d\u00e4r jobbet. Han\/hon\/det\/slumpen\/gud’s v\u00e4gare \u00e4ro outgrundliga.<\/p>\n

ps …och Esbj\u00f6rn f\u00f6rl\u00e4t jag ganska snabbt. ds<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Maria G Nilsson l\u00e4gger ut en bild p\u00e5 Elvens apan. Minnen kommer \u00f6ver mig. Jag g\u00e5r i \u00e5ttan. Min framtid \u00e4r solklar. Elvens skall det bli. Jag skall bli fotograf. Jag lever f\u00f6r det. Jod\u00e5 de beh\u00f6ver n\u00e5gon som jobbar, det har Stig sagt. Ett \u00e5r kvar bara. M\u00e5ste fixa Celsiusskolan och nian f\u00f6rst. S\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20864","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":28115,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28115","url_meta":{"origin":20864,"position":0},"title":"Heldag i G\u00e4vle","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-04-25","format":false,"excerpt":"G\u00e4vle. 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