{"id":20797,"date":"2016-06-22T17:27:13","date_gmt":"2016-06-22T16:27:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20797"},"modified":"2016-06-23T15:19:17","modified_gmt":"2016-06-23T14:19:17","slug":"mat-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20797","title":{"rendered":"Mat"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"semeter-i-h\u00e4ngmattan\"<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 har det g\u00e5tt en del av den h\u00e4r dagen. Kv\u00e4llen best\u00e5r. Fyra timmar till \u00e5tminstone. Om jag nu inte ger upp idag igen. Tr\u00f6tt n\u00e4mligen idag ocks\u00e5. Men f\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 tr\u00f6ttheten idag. Det hj\u00e4lper.<\/p>\n

“J\u00e4vla f\u00f6rbannades skit-tr\u00f6tthet”<\/p>\n

Man skriker det i sin ensamhet. Sen kan man jobba en stund p\u00e5 endorfiner. Man f\u00e5r ta till n\u00e5got annat n\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng. Kaffe hj\u00e4lper ocks\u00e5. H\u00e5lla kvar “j\u00e4vla-skit-helvete” i huvudet hela dan.<\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5, jag har tagit mig en bit fram\u00e5t under dan p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r viset. Gissningsvis lika l\u00e5ngt som jag en normaldag g\u00f6r p\u00e5 timme. Jag \u00e4r allts\u00e5 inte v\u00e4rd l\u00f6nen. Ja och just det s\u00e4ger en hel del.<\/p>\n

Semester.<\/p>\n

Det borde man ta.<\/p>\n

Nu.<\/p>\n

Fast \u00e5tskilliga anser att jag alltid har det. “Han sitter ju bara hemma”.<\/p>\n

Om jag mins r\u00e4tt var det samma k\u00e4nsla f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret. Momsen skulle in innan ledighet. Det var knappt att jag klarade av det. Helt slut.<\/p>\n

Men skall allts\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka att inte ge upp ikv\u00e4ll. Kravla fram\u00e5t.<\/p>\n

Ja som vanligt \u00e4r ju bloggskrivadet ocks\u00e5 ett s\u00e4tt att smita. G\u00e5r alltid att ta till om man inte kan koncentrera sig p\u00e5 annat. Svamla kan jag enligt PO Tidholm. Dom orden \u00e4r som att ha f\u00e5tt ett diplom eller ett kulturstipendium. Jag \u00e4r en stolt svamlare numera. F\u00f6rr en blogg wannabe. Ja och kan sj\u00e4lv konstatera att det g\u00e5r alldeles utm\u00e4rkt att svamla \u00a0ocks\u00e5 utan att hj\u00e4rnan \u00e4r p\u00e5slagen. Hoppas det inte g\u00e4ller de professionella skribenterna.<\/p>\n

Men en sol lyser d\u00e4r ute idag i alla fall. F\u00e5r mig att l\u00e4ngta ut. ja och Pavarotti sjunger ocks\u00e5. Han har hittat hit igen efter en tids bortavaro. Jod\u00e5 jag har lyssnat. Vem kan annat. Koltrasts\u00e5ng och datorfl\u00e4ktbrus sammanl\u00e4nkat in i evigheten – amen.<\/p>\n

Men nyhetstimme med mat nu. Idag fixar K maten. Den g\u00e5r allts\u00e5 att \u00e4ta. Jag har en tendens att br\u00e4nna det mesta. Eller salta s\u00e5 att d\u00f6da havet verkar br\u00e4ckt i j\u00e4mf\u00f6relse. Jag \u00e4r lika bra p\u00e5 mat som jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 dans. \u00c4ter dock g\u00e4rna. Vilket syns p\u00e5 mig. Tyv\u00e4rr.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u00e5 har det g\u00e5tt en del av den h\u00e4r dagen. Kv\u00e4llen best\u00e5r. Fyra timmar till \u00e5tminstone. Om jag nu inte ger upp idag igen. Tr\u00f6tt n\u00e4mligen idag ocks\u00e5. Men f\u00f6rbannad p\u00e5 tr\u00f6ttheten idag. Det hj\u00e4lper. “J\u00e4vla f\u00f6rbannades skit-tr\u00f6tthet” Man skriker det i sin ensamhet. Sen kan man jobba en stund p\u00e5 endorfiner. Man f\u00e5r ta […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20797","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":19850,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19850","url_meta":{"origin":20797,"position":0},"title":"“f\u00f6rbannade-j\u00e4vla-skitj\u00e4vel”","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-03-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Skickar paket. 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