{"id":20423,"date":"2016-05-18T20:03:53","date_gmt":"2016-05-18T19:03:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20423"},"modified":"2016-05-18T21:54:31","modified_gmt":"2016-05-18T20:54:31","slug":"en-dag-att-minnas-fel-att-glomma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20423","title":{"rendered":"En dag att minnas, fel, att gl\u00f6mma."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Vissa dagar vill man inte minnas. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan. Ja och jag visste det redan n\u00e4r jag vaknade. Snart bortforslad och avf\u00f6rd nu. Tack och lov. Men vet att det kommer fler. En hel r\u00e4cka. Det \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. Men d\u00e4refter bara bra dagar. In i evigheten.<\/p>\n

Det regnar ute. H\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Inte l\u00e5ngt h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n, i J\u00e4mtland, \u00a0s\u00e5 sn\u00f6ar det. S\u00e5 man f\u00e5r vara glad. Dessutom s\u00e5 beh\u00f6ver vi nederb\u00f6rd. Det \u00e4r torrt i markerna. Allt m\u00e5r b\u00e4ttre av det h\u00e4r. Men v\u00e4rmen har ocks\u00e5 dragit och det med besked. Fyra och en halv grad h\u00e4r ute just nu. Hmmmmm… man kan misst\u00e4nka sn\u00f6 under natten. Tur man har vinterd\u00e4cken p\u00e5. Van och ingen opportunist \u00e4r och blir jag f\u00f6r att det blir n\u00e5gra dagar finv\u00e4der. Icke!<\/p>\n

Ibland m\u00e5ste man m\u00f6ta sina v\u00e4rsta monster f\u00f6r att kunna g\u00e5 vidare. Just nu \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan tid. D\u00e4rav d\u00e5liga dagar. Men det jag vet med s\u00e4kerhet \u00e4r att allt \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n att bara sitta p\u00e5 rumpan och \u00e5ka med. Man m\u00e5ste agera. Annars spolas man till slut ut genom avloppet och blir till bajs.<\/p>\n

L\u00e4ngtar efter studiotid just nu. Men f\u00f6r kallt d\u00e4r. Det tar en m\u00e5nad till innan man kan vistats d\u00e4r med n\u00e5gon slags gl\u00e4dje. En m\u00e5nad v\u00e4rd att v\u00e4nta p\u00e5. Sen har man tre m\u00e5nader att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5gra l\u00e5tar p\u00e5 innan det \u00e4r f\u00f6r kallt igen. Bodde man i Kalifornien vore det s\u00e5klart inte s\u00e5. Men d\u00e5 hade man inte tid att sitta d\u00e4r en sekund \u00e5 andra sidan. Priset f\u00f6r att bo d\u00e4r \u00e4r att arbeta j\u00e4mt. Allt har ett pris, s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 friheten.<\/p>\n

Men jobba ikv\u00e4ll. P\u00e5 riktigt. Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt.Efter tv\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar och tv. Tr\u00f6ttkv\u00e4llar. Inte jag. Inte alls jag. Men jag orkar inte jobba. Det \u00e4r ovanligt. Men ikv\u00e4ll p\u00e5 banan igen. P\u00e5. ON. Ja och jag \u00e4lskar det.<\/p>\n

Letar en s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r intermittent buggrackare. De sv\u00e5raste. Sm\u00e5 kryp som man f\u00e5r ta till allt man har emot, Som det tar tid att f\u00e5nga in. V\u00e5ndan av att skriva om mycket kod. Man p\u00e5verkar stabiliteten i ett komplext system d\u00e5. Men har man inget val s\u00e5 har man inget val. Men man f\u00e5r inte ge upp. Rulla p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r timmen innan buggen intr\u00e4ffar, ja eller tre eller fyra eller fem timmar eller en dag eller tv\u00e5. Sen se om man kan hitta en garn\u00e4nde att nysta i. Om inte, nytt f\u00f6rs\u00f6k. Det tar ett tag. Tur man inte har n\u00e5gon chef. De f\u00f6rst\u00e5r aldrig n\u00e4r det \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt bara n\u00e4r priser skall h\u00e4mtas. I alla fall de jag tr\u00e4ffat. N\u00e4stan alla. Det har funnits undantag. De man ger sitt liv f\u00f6r. De som vinner krig. Krigsgeneralerna.<\/p>\n

Har en p\u00e5se VIC’s bl\u00e5 bredvid mig. Eller hade. Den \u00e4r snart slut nu. En kvar. Det piggar upp. I alla fall tror man det. Alltid n\u00e5got liksom.<\/p>\n

Fick en till donation p\u00e5 $300 i natt. Fr\u00e5n Jessica. Tack och bock. St\u00f6d Tobi<\/a>\u00a0helt enkelt. Eller n\u00e5gon annan av v\u00e5ra sponsorer. De hj\u00e4lper de d\u00e4r pengarna. Jag lovar. G\u00e5r till bra saker. Ja jag vet att det \u00e4r Google algoritmerna det handlar om. Men om dom ny lyfter en l\u00e4nk som finns p\u00e5 en open source site s\u00e5 m\u00e5 det v\u00e4l vara h\u00e4nt d\u00e5. Slutet gott, allting gott. Kan bara hoppas att de forts\u00e4tter att komma in. S\u00e5n \u00e4r jag. Noll svenska donationer. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n

Fast kan man inte hoppa in i studion sj\u00e4lv och spela som en galning i en galen v\u00e4rld s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man dra igpng musik p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon av spelmaskinerna. Bl\u00e5sa ur lite dag ur huvudet. S\u00e5ja, volym upp, ses\u00e5 lite till, ja MAXA. Sen n\u00e5got bra. Kanske Metallica idag. Ja varf\u00f6r inte. Sen k\u00f6r vi. Kl\u00e4mmer den h\u00e4r onsdagskv\u00e4llen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vissa dagar vill man inte minnas. Det h\u00e4r \u00e4r en s\u00e5dan. Ja och jag visste det redan n\u00e4r jag vaknade. Snart bortforslad och avf\u00f6rd nu. Tack och lov. Men vet att det kommer fler. En hel r\u00e4cka. Det \u00e4r jag s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. Men d\u00e4refter bara bra dagar. In i evigheten. Det regnar ute. 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