{"id":20403,"date":"2016-05-16T13:28:29","date_gmt":"2016-05-16T12:28:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20403"},"modified":"2016-05-16T13:28:29","modified_gmt":"2016-05-16T12:28:29","slug":"battre-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20403","title":{"rendered":"B\u00e4ttre"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"5688582-kaffe\"<\/p>\n

Lunch, kaffe, och redan lite b\u00e4ttre. Mina “depression” \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 l\u00e5nga. Det m\u00e5ste man ge dem. Ja reser mig. Hittills varje g\u00e5ng. Till slut. Sl\u00e5 bara.<\/p>\n

Kaffe \u00e4r gott. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju bara. Det piggar upp och st\u00e4rker. I alla fall den f\u00f6rsta koppen. Den andra koppen s\u00e4nker i alla fall mig. Numera. Jag b\u00f6r inte dricka den men dricker den i alla fall eftersom den liksom kommer p\u00e5 k\u00f6pet d\u00e4rf\u00f6r att den \u00e4rvda bryggaren nu har det d\u00e4r med tv\u00e5 koppar som “minsta bryggbara m\u00e4ngd”. \u00a0Men jag borde inte. Ist\u00e4llet h\u00e4lla ut det d\u00e4r sista i numera fungerande avlopp. Proppl\u00f6sa. N\u00f6ja mig med en enda supergod-efter-maten-kopp. Den man l\u00e4ngtar till.<\/p>\n

Kallv\u00e4der idag. V\u00e5ren kom av sig. Som den alltid g\u00f6r. J\u00e4mvikt kallas det. Lite kallt och lite varmt. Precis som det skall vara. Jag huttrar lite h\u00e4r inne. Det skall erk\u00e4nnas. Men jag tror jag \u00f6verlever. Tiden f\u00e5r utvisa.<\/p>\n

Min h\u00e4sloapp s\u00e4ger att jag skall r\u00f6ra p\u00e5 mig mer.<\/p>\n

bzzz, bzzzz, ding, ding, ding<\/p>\n

“R\u00d6R DIG MER”<\/p>\n

“Det finns en veckosammanst\u00e4llninge”<\/p>\n

Skitgrejer. Eller snarare. Jag vet! S\u00e5 “h\u00e5ll k\u00e4ften” appj\u00e4vel!<\/p>\n

H\u00e4mta posten \u00e4r en annan uppgift. Snart. Daglig. Den kommer senare och senare. Nu tre. \u00a0Inte beh\u00f6vs det n\u00e5gra nya regler om tv\u00e5dagars utdelning. V\u00e4ntar vi n\u00e5gra \u00e5r \u00e4r vi redan d\u00e4r. Men den fungerar f\u00f6rbannat bra postutdelningen. Hur s\u00e4llan f\u00f6rsvinner ett brev. Jag har skickat m\u00e5nga i mitt liv. V\u00e4ldigt f\u00e5 kan jag konstatera. N\u00e4stan allt kommer fram. P\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. En g\u00e5ng skickade jag ett brev till Edsbyn. Skrev “Sveriges Jerusalem” under “Edsbyn”. Jod\u00e5 det gick till Jerusalem s\u00e5klart. Men n\u00e5dde r\u00e4tt destination efter en m\u00e5nad. Dom kan dom d\u00e4r snubbarna.<\/p>\n

Tr\u00e4ffade brorsan i l\u00f6rdags. Det var v\u00e4l en bra bit \u00f6ver ett \u00e5r sedan sist. N\u00e4rmare varandra \u00e4n s\u00e5 \u00e4r vi inte. Han ha skilt sig och bytt bil sedan sist. Ingen f\u00f6rr\u00e4ndring hos n\u00e5gotdera f\u00f6r mig. Oklart vilket som \u00e4r s\u00e4mst respektive b\u00e4st. Men m\u00e5dde bra d\u00e4r p\u00e5 sitt berg gjorde han. Vi skildes \u00e5t lovandes varandra att h\u00e5lla b\u00e4ttre kontakt i framtiden. Som f\u00f6rra g\u00e5ngen vi tr\u00e4ffades. Ungef\u00e4r. Vi f\u00e5r se.<\/p>\n

T\u00e4nk att inte ha ett f\u00f6retag. Inga papper. Bara lugn. T\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 det i morse. Det har aldrig varit s\u00e5 ju. Inte sedan jag gick i \u00e5ttan egentligen. \u00c4ven om det kanske inte var s\u00e5 formellt d\u00e5. Men \u00a0i alla fall. Nog skulle det vara tomt ocks\u00e5. Men sk\u00f6nt. Kanske t\u00e5l det att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Leva f\u00f6r stunden. Utan.<\/p>\n

Men posten som sagt. Mest skit nu f\u00f6r tiden. S\u00e4llan n\u00e5got av v\u00e4rde. Det kunde sitta en papperstugg d\u00e4r ist\u00e4llet. \u00a0Men g\u00f6r inte det. Det f\u00e5r tuggas h\u00e4r ist\u00e4llet. Eller d\u00e4r pappersinsamlingen h\u00e4ller ut containrarna. Eller eldar upp. Vad vet man. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Lunch, kaffe, och redan lite b\u00e4ttre. Mina “depression” \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 l\u00e5nga. Det m\u00e5ste man ge dem. Ja reser mig. Hittills varje g\u00e5ng. Till slut. Sl\u00e5 bara. Kaffe \u00e4r gott. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det ju bara. Det piggar upp och st\u00e4rker. I alla fall den f\u00f6rsta koppen. Den andra koppen s\u00e4nker i alla fall mig. Numera. 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