{"id":20252,"date":"2016-04-28T11:05:04","date_gmt":"2016-04-28T10:05:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20252"},"modified":"2016-04-28T11:05:04","modified_gmt":"2016-04-28T10:05:04","slug":"idiot","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20252","title":{"rendered":"Idiot!"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"20070805301\"<\/p>\n

Torsdag. Tyckte det var alldeles nyss jag skrev “M\u00e5ndag” h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen. Livet rusar fram med mig som alltid. Kanske har det att g\u00f6ra med tv\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar framf\u00f6r tv’n. Kasta-bort-kv\u00e4llar. Det \u00e4r inte vanligt. Men sker ibland. Seriemaraton. “Manhattan” just nu. Jag \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen lagom ur slag. Skyller p\u00e5 al-pollen. Men det kan vara “gammeln”. Denne alltid n\u00e4rvarande “gammel” nu f\u00f6r tiden.<\/p>\n

Jag borde st\u00e4da. Det \u00e4r min uppgift. Idag p\u00e5 torsdag helst d\u00e5. K har ledigt p\u00e5 fredagar och b\u00f6r f\u00e5 ha just ledigt. Men g\u00e5r upp med f\u00f6resatsen att ta tag i det d\u00e4r. Men ger mig. NEJ. Inte idag. Orkar inte. Vill inte. Vi f\u00e5r leva med lorten en vecka. Den som \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte syns s\u00e5 tydligt om man kisar. S\u00e5 man f\u00e5r kisa. En vecka skall det v\u00e4l g\u00e5 f\u00f6r sig. F\u00e5r man hoppas. Dammr\u00e5ttorna f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l rafsa ihop med n\u00e4ven. Om man nu ser dem. Om man kisar allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Det sn\u00f6ar ute. Ymnigt. Det har det gjort st\u00f6rre delen av veckan. Tack och lov sm\u00e4lter sn\u00f6n s\u00e5 fort det blir en stunds uppeh\u00e5ll i sn\u00f6andet. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 en plusgrad och marken \u00e4r varmare \u00e4n s\u00e5. En plusgrad sm\u00e4lter ocks\u00e5 den fruset vatten.\u00a0 Men man f\u00e5r st\u00e5 ut. Redan p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdag v\u00e4nder det mot b\u00e4ttre tider. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis h\u00e5ller sig v\u00e4ndningen kvar om r\u00e4tt sida av tioplusgradersstrecket.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 man borde g\u00e5 upp och sl\u00e4nga sig p\u00e5 soffan och dra t\u00e4cket \u00f6ver sig. Bara ligga d\u00e4r och v\u00e4nta ut livet. Kanske g\u00f6ra det med en bok dock. Den \u00e4r bra den jag just nu l\u00e4ser. Men man sitter h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret s\u00e5klart. Kontoret jag gillar s\u00e5 mycket.\u00a0 Men det som just nu \u00e4r som en tr\u00f6g gegga av “vad spelar det f\u00f6r roll”. Tr\u00e5kigt. Tr\u00e5kig programmering. Urtr\u00e5kigt.<\/p>\n

En promenad skulle kunna hj\u00e4lpa. Men, plus en, sn\u00f6v\u00e4der och al-pollen. Man beh\u00f6ver inte leta urs\u00e4kter. De \u00e4r hur som helst inte l\u00e5ngt borta annars heller, urs\u00e4kterna, de som f\u00e5r en att stanna inne.<\/p>\n

Ja j\u00e4vlar!<\/p>\n

Hungrig dessutom. \u00c5t frukost nyss. Vafan. Men borde allts\u00e5 jobba. Ja nu. Ta tag i saker. G\u00e4spa en g\u00e5ng och k\u00f6ra ig\u00e5ng sen. Hur tr\u00e5kigt det \u00e4n \u00e4r det jag har att g\u00f6ra. Hur kan programmering vara tr\u00e5kigare \u00e4n bokf\u00f6ring? Ibland. Tack och lov bara ibland. Man borde g\u00f6ra som alla andra. Bara g\u00f6r det roliga, posta p\u00e5 socialt medium, skita i det sedan. Ge upp det d\u00e4r l\u00f6jliga m\u00e5let “klar”. Skippa i resten.<\/p>\n

Winnerb\u00e4ck sjunger att han k\u00f6pt en bil. Kul f\u00f6r honom. Tycker han \u00e4r v\u00e4rd den dessutom. Ja det tycker jag. I musikkretsar ses han p\u00e5 med tveksamhet. Det finns andra gudar d\u00e4r. Men jag gillar honom. Kan inte hj\u00e4lpa det. Jag \u00e4r inte med i musikkretsen. Kan vara d\u00e4rf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Winnerb\u00e4ck f\u00f6ljs av j\u00e4vligt d\u00e5lig reklam. Man kr\u00e4ks. N\u00e4stan. Om man orkade skulle man nu gjort det. Men nu orkar man inte. Man g\u00e4spar ist\u00e4llet. Men kanske beh\u00f6ver man inte g\u00f6ra bra. G\u00f6ra bra reklam allts\u00e5. Kanske s\u00e4ljer det \u00e4nd\u00e5. Vad vet jag? Jag vet inte mycket. De smarta bor inte h\u00e4r. De bor nog i Stockholm eller New York eller i Silicon Valley. I alla fall var det n\u00e5gon som p\u00e5 allvar trodde det. Att det var skillnad. Idiot!<\/p>\n

\u00d6gonen rinner. Grusiga. Snorar. H E L V E T E S\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H E L V E T E<\/p>\n

\u00c4hhhhh, jobbar \u00e4nd\u00e5. K\u00f6r. M\u00e5ste f\u00e5 bort det d\u00e4r tr\u00e5kiga f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra roligt. Om det finns n\u00e5got roligt kvar. G\u00f6r det det? Eller \u00e4r det bara en dr\u00f6m?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Torsdag. Tyckte det var alldeles nyss jag skrev “M\u00e5ndag” h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen. Livet rusar fram med mig som alltid. Kanske har det att g\u00f6ra med tv\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar framf\u00f6r tv’n. Kasta-bort-kv\u00e4llar. Det \u00e4r inte vanligt. Men sker ibland. Seriemaraton. “Manhattan” just nu. Jag \u00e4r n\u00e4mligen lagom ur slag. Skyller p\u00e5 al-pollen. Men det kan vara “gammeln”. 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