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Torsdag. Det luktar avlopp i pannrummet. Golvbrunnen har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver. Inte mycket men den har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver. Avloppssv\u00e4mmat\u00f6ver\u00a0 Operation spolning inleds. Det \u00e4r inte helt stopp. Bara n\u00e4stan. Toaletter spolas. Kranar spolas. Det finns hopp om att vattenpelare (==tryck) kan hj\u00e4lpa till.<\/p>\n
Fredag. P\u00f6len v\u00e4xer. Lukten tilltar. Det \u00e4r bara att inse att det \u00e4r stopp. Att det blir v\u00e4rre. N\u00e4ra helt stopp. Stopp kr\u00e4ver insatts. I mitt liv finns det ingen annan \u00e4n jag i det l\u00e4get. Vem skulle jag ringa?<\/p>\n
Kommunen har rensband. Jag l\u00e5nar. Anv\u00e4nder hela f\u00f6rmiddagen \u00e5t rensband i olika storlekar. Kallt som fan. \u00c4ckligt \u00e4r det ocks\u00e5. Men man f\u00e5r st\u00e4nga av. I huvudet. Det \u00e4r konstigt hur vi fungerar egentligen. Man g\u00f6r det man m\u00e5ste n\u00e4r man m\u00e5ste.<\/p>\n
Vid lunchtid helt slut. Inget hj\u00e4lper. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00e5 fart p\u00e5 h\u00f6gtryckstv\u00e4tten. Men den l\u00e4cker. Obrukbar. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker laga. Men det \u00e4r bortom det. F\u00e5r l\u00e5na ev Pill. God v\u00e4n. Rensslang med. Inte mycket hopp. Redo att best\u00e4lla spolbil. Men ett f\u00f6rs\u00f6k \u00e4r det v\u00e4rt. G\u00e5r in fr\u00e5n en yttre brun. Slangen letar sig in av egen kraft. Smart. Och s\u00e5 stopp. H\u00f6gtryck. P\u00e5. Av. Spola. Spola. Spola. Det \u00e4r kallt. J\u00e4vligt kallt. Bl\u00e5ser. Sn\u00f6ar. Min jacka g\u00e5r inte att st\u00e4nga. Jag \u00e4r avloppsbl\u00f6t. Det luktar skit. Ouuuushhhhhflooooooochhhhhhhhhhhhh….. och s\u00e5 kommer det farande alltsammans det d\u00e4r \u00e4ckliga men som \u00e4r s\u00e5 underbart att se komma farande. Oj vilken k\u00e4nsla. Det fixade sig. Tack vare l\u00e5nad h\u00f6gtryckstv\u00e4tt. Tack Pill.\u00a0 S\u00e5 sk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n
Man st\u00e4dar upp. Duschar en timme. Kastar in allt man haft p\u00e5 sig in i tv\u00e4ttmaskinen. \u00c4r hungrig. K har bakat br\u00f6d. F\u00e4rsk br\u00f6d \u00e4r lyx. Det r\u00f6r sig i skogskanten utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. M\u00e4nniskor \u00e4r k\u00e4nsliga f\u00f6r r\u00f6relser. S\u00e5 jag fixerar. S\u00e5 r\u00f6r det sig igen. N\u00e5got brunt. Japp en bj\u00f6rn. Helt n\u00e4ra. En liten en. Fin. Jo jag s\u00e5g p\u00e5 morgonen att f\u00e5gelmataren var neddragen och ligger p\u00e5 backen. Precis som under f\u00f6rra \u00e5ter. Den har varit upp p\u00e5 g\u00e5rden. Nu springer den d\u00e4r i skogskanten. Vi kan st\u00e5 i k\u00f6ksf\u00f6nstret och titta.\u00a0 Ett vackert djur. Hungrigt efter en vinter i dvala. Ja det kan man ju f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Man skulle vilja mata. Det \u00e4r inte stor skillnad mot en talgoxe. Egentligen.<\/p>\n
Den r\u00f6r sig bort\u00e5t. Upp mot dragspelaren. Sen in\u00e5t upp\u00e5t berget. Hejd\u00e5 liksom. Vi kanske ses senare p\u00e5 en vandring. Eller snarare den ser mig. Eller oss. Hade den inte r\u00f6rt sig fanns det ingen chans att jag sett den. Det \u00e4r bara r\u00f6relse som g\u00f6r att jag ser.<\/p>\n
Jag \u00e4r en fattig m\u00e4nniska. Det \u00e4r helt klart. Men efter ett s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r m\u00f6te k\u00e4nner jag mig rik. Det \u00e4r en ynnest att f\u00e5 uppleva ett bj\u00f6rnm\u00f6te helt n\u00e4ra. Det h\u00e4nder d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Jag k\u00e4nner tacksamhet varje g\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 en dag som ger och tar. Slutar i j\u00e4mvikt. Det r\u00e4cker f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Torsdag. Det luktar avlopp i pannrummet. Golvbrunnen har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver. Inte mycket men den har sv\u00e4mmat \u00f6ver. Avloppssv\u00e4mmat\u00f6ver\u00a0 Operation spolning inleds. Det \u00e4r inte helt stopp. Bara n\u00e4stan. Toaletter spolas. Kranar spolas. Det finns hopp om att vattenpelare (==tryck) kan hj\u00e4lpa till. Fredag. P\u00f6len v\u00e4xer. Lukten tilltar. 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