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Vi vandrar upp p\u00e5 \u00d6rnberget idag. Det \u00e4r sannerligen ovanligt tidigt. Ja och det \u00c4R jobbigt. Det \u00e4r mycket sn\u00f6 i skogen. P\u00e5 vissa st\u00e4llen b\u00e4r skaren n\u00e4stan men p\u00e5 andra inte alls. Man sjunker igenom allts\u00e5. F\u00e5r k\u00e4mpa. Slita. Fl\u00e5sa sig fram.<\/p>\n
Men upp kommer vi. Sitter en stund. Beundrar utsikten.\u00a0 Bj\u00f6rnsp\u00e5r ser vi massor p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen. De flesta fr\u00e5n morgonen eller kv\u00e4llen f\u00f6re. Sv\u00e5rt att avg\u00f6ra n\u00e4rt det \u00e4r dagsmeja. Nallarna \u00e4r allts\u00e5 vakna. \u00c4r hungriga. Gissar att vi snart har bes\u00f6k av en h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r huset som vittjar f\u00e5gelmataren precis som i fjol. Men man f\u00e5r l\u00e5ta lite extra n\u00e4r man \u00e4r ute. D\u00e5 brukar allt g\u00e5 bra. Bj\u00f6rn och m\u00e4nniska. Skall en f\u00e5 finnas m\u00e5ste den andra f\u00e5 finnas. J\u00e4mvikt.<\/p>\n
Just skogspromenader har man ju l\u00e4ngtats hela vintern efter s\u00e5 det h\u00e4r blir ett riktigt lyft. Utsikten inte att f\u00f6rgl\u00f6mma. Det \u00e4r liksom en annan luft, en uppiggande variant d\u00e4r ute i skogen. M\u00e5nne \u00e4r det syrealstrande tr\u00e4ds f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nst. Och t\u00e4nk alla sp\u00e5r av djur. Man \u00e4r verkligen inte ensam d\u00e4r ute. Skogen lever p\u00e5 mer \u00e4n ett s\u00e4tt. Hemma \u00e4r d\u00e4r. Inte h\u00e4r inne. Man f\u00e5r aldrig gl\u00f6mma det.<\/p>\n
Annars papperjobb idag. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst senare p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen det blir tid f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon timme kodning. Det blir allts\u00e5 en kvarts dagsverke. Ibland f\u00e5r det duga. M\u00e5ste duga.<\/p>\n
Vi pratar om storstad igen. Att vi m\u00e5ste fara iv\u00e4g n\u00e5gra dar. Snart. Man m\u00e5ste ha b\u00e5da. De st\u00e5r inte mot varandra i mitt liv. Ensamheten i skogen och stadens neon och larm \u00e4r b\u00e5da del av den som \u00e4r jag. B\u00e5da \u00e4r sv\u00e5ra att leva utan. MEN min grund \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Det beh\u00f6ver jag f\u00f6r lugnets skull. H\u00e4r kan jag h\u00e4mta energi. I stan g\u00f6r jag av med den. Oftast snabbare \u00e4n jag n\u00e5gonsin trodde var m\u00f6jligt. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r kan jag aldrig bo d\u00e4r. Staden t\u00f6mmer mig. Suger ur mig och kastar sedan bort den tomma f\u00f6rpackningen. Men ibland vill man bli ursugen.<\/p>\n
En och en halv grad ute. Man kan inte klaga p\u00e5 det. I natten. Snart nu finns det inga minusgrader. Nehejd\u00e5…<\/p>\n
Hmmmm… m\u00e5ste l\u00e5na mig en r\u00f6js\u00e5g n\u00e5gonstans ifr\u00e5n. En helg. Snart. Slyr\u00f6ja f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 mindre mygg och knott under sk\u00f6na sommarkv\u00e4llar. Ja man borde det. Eller ocks\u00e5 l\u00e5ter man allt ihop v\u00e4xa igen. Det mesta h\u00e4r runt v\u00e5r tomt \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 kommunens mark. Man \u00e4r bara en del\u00e4gare bland m\u00e5nga andra. Kanske de andra kan r\u00f6ja i \u00e5r?<\/p>\n
Men boken v\u00e4ntar d\u00e4r uppe. B\u00f6cker vill l\u00e4sas. Ja jag vill l\u00e4sa dem ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r inte ge sig f\u00f6r idag. Byta p\u00e5 tv\u00e4ttmaskin och kolla pelletsniv\u00e5 f\u00f6rst bara. S\u00e5dana d\u00e4r enkla saker. Som alla klarar. Om man vill g\u00f6ra dem. Det kunde ha varit m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt. D\u00e5 skulle folk slagits f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r. Men nu \u00e4r det inte det. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5dana som jag som g\u00f6r det. Vanligt folk. Inte storfolk. Inte m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt folk.<\/p>\n
Ja man kan v\u00e4l lika g\u00e4rna sluta h\u00e4r som n\u00e5gon annanstans kan t\u00e4nka.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Vi vandrar upp p\u00e5 \u00d6rnberget idag. Det \u00e4r sannerligen ovanligt tidigt. Ja och det \u00c4R jobbigt. Det \u00e4r mycket sn\u00f6 i skogen. P\u00e5 vissa st\u00e4llen b\u00e4r skaren n\u00e4stan men p\u00e5 andra inte alls. Man sjunker igenom allts\u00e5. F\u00e5r k\u00e4mpa. Slita. Fl\u00e5sa sig fram. Men upp kommer vi. Sitter en stund. Beundrar utsikten.\u00a0 Bj\u00f6rnsp\u00e5r ser vi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20170","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":13900,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=13900","url_meta":{"origin":20170,"position":0},"title":"D\u00e5 f\u00e5r man ta f\u00f6rsta buss h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n med samma sura min i ansikten som n\u00e4r man kom.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-07-10","format":false,"excerpt":"V\u00e4rmen, v\u00e4rmen, v\u00e4rmen besegrar mig n\u00e4stan men jag t\u00e4nker inte klaga. 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