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Japp f\u00f6rsta april. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla i sig. Damstrumpa \u00f6ver en svartvita tv’n f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 f\u00e4rg. Farsan \u00e5kte dit s\u00e5 det small om det. En klassiker. Men han erk\u00e4nde det aldrig s\u00e5klart. Ingen annan som \u00e5kte dit heller f\u00f6r den delen. En s\u00e5rad stolthet och en trasig damstrumpa var de enda offren.<\/p>\n
Gillar tilltaget. Aprilsk\u00e4mtandet. \u00c5ker g\u00e4rna dit ocks\u00e5. Om det \u00e4r n\u00e5got bra. Helst skall man luras att handla p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt och sedan inse. Det skall sakta g\u00e5 upp f\u00f6r en.\u00a0 Man m\u00e5ste inse att de som aldrig \u00e5ker dit p\u00e5 n\u00e5got aldrig heller lever ett riktigt liv. S\u00e5 man b\u00f6r \u00e5ka dit ibland f\u00f6r att inse att man fortfarande lever.<\/p>\n
K \u00e4r i tidningen idag. Nja det \u00e4r hennes f\u00f6retr\u00e4dare. Men lite K ocks\u00e5 i h\u00f6gra h\u00f6rnet. Som eftertr\u00e4dare. Men “bibliotekarie”. Chefen ringer s\u00e4kert. K\u00e4nsliga saker s\u00e5dant d\u00e4r i den v\u00e4rlden ja i en massa andra v\u00e4rldar ocks\u00e5. De titelsjukas v\u00e4rld. Eli kommer att bli saknad. Men finns ju kvar. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n
Bl\u00e5 himmel och str\u00e5lande sol ute. Jag f\u00e4ller ner persiennen. Det \u00e4r sjukt just det d\u00e4r. Att man m\u00e5ste st\u00e4nga ute det d\u00e4r man l\u00e4ngtar efter. Men man skall nu d\u00e5 se vad det st\u00e5r p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmen. JA, man \u00e4r slav under den d\u00e4r sk\u00e4rmen. Kan borde sl\u00e5 en hammare h\u00e5rt\u00a0 i den och g\u00e5 ut. Ut i verkligheten. Men det g\u00f6r man s\u00e5klart inte. Man stirrar vidare p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r lysande fyrkanten. Som om v\u00e4rlden verkligen fanns d\u00e4r i den. Matrixfeeling n\u00e5gon?<\/p>\n
Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det viktiga att man inser hur det \u00e4r. Att det d\u00e4r man skulle kunna tycka \u00e4r det viktigaste av allt kanske \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte \u00e4r det. Att f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng och ljudet av v\u00e5gor mot en strand \u00e4r viktigare \u00e4n allt det d\u00e4r. Eller att f\u00e5 vara frisk. De flesta uppskattar inte det f\u00f6rr\u00e4n de \u00e4r sjuka. Det \u00e4r som med intelligens. Det kr\u00e4vs n\u00e4mligen intelligens f\u00f6r att inse att man inte vet s\u00e5 mycket. Effekten av det \u00e4r att de ointelligenta alltid tror att de \u00e4r de intelligenta. Om man l\u00e4r sig n\u00e5got p\u00e5 ett universitet (eller av livet) s\u00e5 \u00e4r det att det finns j\u00e4vligt mycket mer kvar att l\u00e4ra.<\/p>\n
Men min dag best\u00e5r av kodande. Sen kv\u00e4llen i en gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa. M\u00f6jligen sittande. Det har faktiskt fungerat ett tag.\u00a0 Fredagskv\u00e4llar \u00e4r heliga. F\u00f6r mig. Andra viker s\u00f6ndagar f\u00f6r det. Olika. Men lika. Man vilar en dag. Eller en kv\u00e4ll. F\u00f6r att man m\u00e5ste det. F\u00f6r att orka. Ibland orkar man inte \u00e4nd\u00e5. Hittills har jag gjort det. \u00c4r tacksam f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n
Ja ja PO Tidstr\u00f6m. Jag svamlar. Nu fick du en ping i n\u00e4tscannen igen. Sorry for that som man sa p\u00e5 franska p\u00e5 sjuttonhundratalet. Litet f\u00e5nigt s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Att l\u00e4gga in n\u00e5gra Engelska ord (som franska d\u00e5). F\u00f6r att l\u00e5ta lite h\u00e4ftig. Ja och misslyckas sv\u00e5rt med det om texten l\u00e4ses hundra \u00e5r senare. Det dras p\u00e5 smilband. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r det \u00e4r Kinesiskan eller Indiskan eller ett Afrikanskt spr\u00e5k som \u00e4r p\u00e5 modet. Inget av det \u00e4r PO Tidstr\u00f6ms fel. Den gode mannen.<\/p>\n
Men nu kod. N\u00e5got m\u00e5ste man ju tror p\u00e5. Varf\u00f6r inte ettor och nollor?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Japp f\u00f6rsta april. Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla i sig. Damstrumpa \u00f6ver en svartvita tv’n f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 f\u00e4rg. Farsan \u00e5kte dit s\u00e5 det small om det. En klassiker. Men han erk\u00e4nde det aldrig s\u00e5klart. Ingen annan som \u00e5kte dit heller f\u00f6r den delen. En s\u00e5rad stolthet och en trasig damstrumpa var de enda offren. Gillar tilltaget. 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