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Jag \u00e4r ner till aff\u00e4ren och fyller p\u00e5. P\u00e5skmust f\u00e5r man inte bli utan. Inte nu n\u00e4r \u00e5rets sista semla redan \u00e4r intagen. Lasterna m\u00e5ste bli andra. Just nu must. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4r jag \u00e5ker d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n som jag ser henne p\u00e5 taket av macken.\u00a0 Det brukar st\u00e5 en tomte d\u00e4r till jul. Glad och fryntlig och nog har jag sett en p\u00e5skk\u00e4rring d\u00e4r ett \u00e5r ocks\u00e5 eller i alla fall n\u00e5got dit\u00e5t.<\/p>\n
Men i \u00e5r hajar jag till. F\u00f6r \u00e4r det inte d\u00f6den som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r.\u00a0 Den gamle v\u00e4nnen fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr och mardr\u00f6mmarna. Ja f\u00f6r d\u00f6den \u00e4r v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 en hen. Ingen han eller hon. Om inte annat s\u00e5 \u00e4r ju just det klart h\u00e4r och nu. Hon st\u00e5r ju d\u00e4r. Ser mig. Jag \u00e5ker hem med en olustig k\u00e4nsla i kroppen. Vems tur \u00e4r det?<\/p>\n
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Jag \u00e4r ner till aff\u00e4ren och fyller p\u00e5. P\u00e5skmust f\u00e5r man inte bli utan. Inte nu n\u00e4r \u00e5rets sista semla redan \u00e4r intagen. Lasterna m\u00e5ste bli andra. Just nu must. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4r jag \u00e5ker d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n som jag ser henne p\u00e5 taket av macken.\u00a0 Det brukar st\u00e5 en tomte d\u00e4r till jul. 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