{"id":19998,"date":"2016-03-24T12:46:34","date_gmt":"2016-03-24T11:46:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19998"},"modified":"2016-03-24T12:46:34","modified_gmt":"2016-03-24T11:46:34","slug":"lorthelg","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19998","title":{"rendered":"Lorthelg"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"glad-p\u00e5sk1\"<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r torsdag fast det k\u00e4nns som om det \u00e4r fredag och p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt s\u00e5 blir det v\u00e4l fredag av denna torsdag ocks\u00e5 d\u00e5. En vanlig fredag (p\u00e5 en torsdag) och sen l\u00e5ngfredag p\u00e5 det. En l\u00e5ngfredag som samtidigt \u00e4r v\u00e5ffeldag. Bara det. Man kan sitta d\u00e4r och moffa i sig v\u00e5fflor med sylt och gr\u00e4dde och samtidigt t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 Jesus p\u00e5 korset,. Eller n\u00e5tt. Annat var det f\u00f6r. D\u00e5 var det dystrare. I alla fall i det religi\u00f6sa Edsbyn. Men inte t\u00e4nkte man p\u00e5 Jesus mer f\u00f6r det. Man t\u00e4nkte p\u00e5 hur dystert allt var.<\/p>\n

Bolln\u00e4s st\u00e5r p\u00e5 agendan idag. Bunkra. Det beh\u00f6vs. Det mesta \u00e4r slut. Eldningss\u00e4songen h\u00e5ller oss fortfarande i sitt j\u00e4rnh\u00e5rda grepp. En liten (r\u00f6d) stuga med ett rum, vad sk\u00f6nt det vore. Enklare liv. Vid det h\u00e4r laget \u00e4r man ganska tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 uppv\u00e4rmingsfakturor. N\u00e5gon om vill byta hus.<\/p>\n

Jag skall vara ledig i p\u00e5sk. Helledig. Bok och soffa. Promenader. Godis, Sm\u00f6rg\u00e5st\u00e5rta. H\u00e4mta kraft f\u00f6r jobb efter p\u00e5sk. Det kan beh\u00f6vas. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 just nu. Utt\u00f6md hela gubben. Utskickad i v\u00e4rlden som bitar och bits.<\/p>\n

Egentligen borde jag v\u00e4l s\u00e4tta mig och g\u00f6ra musik i helgen. Men orkar inte riktigt ta mig dit heller just nu. Synd eftersom det brukar ge energi och v\u00e4lbefinnande ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att ta.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 mitt hopp st\u00e5r till goda b\u00f6cker och kanske en film. Att jag skall hitta\u00a0 tillbaks till livet genom dom.<\/p>\n

P\u00e5skst\u00e4dat har jag gjort. Lorthelg kallade mormor den h\u00e4r helgen. F\u00f6r att man sl\u00e4par in s\u00e5 mycket skit. Morsan f\u00f6rde traditionen vidare s\u00e5 det g\u00f6r v\u00e4l jag med d\u00e5. Det religi\u00f6sa ger jag blanka sjutton i. Skiten f\u00e5r man dammsuga upp. F\u00f6r mig kunde det religi\u00f6sa hamna i samma p\u00e5se.<\/p>\n

Fast h\u00f6ns skulle man haft. V\u00e4nner. Men har inte. Kostar pengar. Inget som kostar pengar har vi r\u00e5d med.\u00a0 S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det i alla fall n\u00e4r r\u00e4kningarna nyss betalats. Det finns alltid en massa mellanh\u00e4nder som plockar \u00e5t sig pengarna.\u00a0 Fast det har ju h\u00f6nsen inget med att g\u00f6ra. De bara finns.<\/p>\n

Ja finnas skulle man v\u00e4l bara. Inget mer liksom. G\u00e5 ut i v\u00e4rlden och bara finnas. “Adj\u00f6 p\u00e5 er” och sen iv\u00e4g. Men vem skall jag s\u00e4ga hej till f\u00f6rresten. Jag k\u00e4nner inte m\u00e5nga. Kanske b\u00e4ste det. Man fick dra utan ett adj\u00f6. Det finns en m\u00e4rklig frihet i den insikten ocks\u00e5. Den som har f\u00e5 eller inga v\u00e4nner har inte levt ett gott liv. Inget liv alls. \u00c4nnu en insikt som kommit f\u00f6r sent kanske. Eller visste man det hela tiden?<\/p>\n

Men nu dags att transportera sig v\u00e4sterut. K skall h\u00e4mtas p\u00e5 biblioteket. Blir v\u00e4l inte sista g\u00e5ngen antar jag. Man borde tanka. Ja se d\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r allehanda ting\u00a0 att g\u00f6ra ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r ocoola gubbar. Ja jag s\u00e4ger d\u00e5 det. S\u00e5 det blir sagt. Utfyllnadsord. Ord utan v\u00e4rde. Med dem g\u00e5r jag in i helgvilan.<\/p>\n

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Det \u00e4r torsdag fast det k\u00e4nns som om det \u00e4r fredag och p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt s\u00e5 blir det v\u00e4l fredag av denna torsdag ocks\u00e5 d\u00e5. En vanlig fredag (p\u00e5 en torsdag) och sen l\u00e5ngfredag p\u00e5 det. En l\u00e5ngfredag som samtidigt \u00e4r v\u00e5ffeldag. Bara det. Man kan sitta d\u00e4r och moffa i sig v\u00e5fflor med sylt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19998","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":47524,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47524","url_meta":{"origin":19998,"position":0},"title":"Fort","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2024-04-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by zhang kaiyv on Pexels.com Mina veckor nu allts\u00e5. 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