{"id":19993,"date":"2016-03-23T22:50:14","date_gmt":"2016-03-23T21:50:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19993"},"modified":"2016-03-23T22:50:14","modified_gmt":"2016-03-23T21:50:14","slug":"sju-releaser-innan-pask","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19993","title":{"rendered":"Sju releaser innan p\u00e5sk"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-19699\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/IMG_1799_liten.jpg?resize=580%2C435\" alt=\"IMG_1799_liten\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/IMG_1799_liten.jpg?w=800&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/IMG_1799_liten.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/IMG_1799_liten.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/IMG_1799_liten.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Ja varf\u00f6r inte. Sju gubbar kan det ju vara. Eller sju gummor. H\u00e4r allts\u00e5 sju releaser. F\u00f6r att det skall bli p\u00e5skledigt. F\u00f6r er och f\u00f6r mig och f\u00f6r v\u00e4rlden. Jag d\u00f6dstr\u00f6tt s\u00e5 att h\u00e4nderna skakar. Huvudet p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen till att orka med. Snurrgr\u00e4nsen. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt som en som jag orkar koncentrera sig i ett str\u00e4ck har jag vandrat.\u00a0 Inget f\u00f6r er andra s\u00e5klart. Men jag k\u00e4mpar alltid mina egna race. B\u00e4randes p\u00e5 \u00e5rets segaste f\u00f6rkylning.<\/p>\n<p>Men en god k\u00e4nsla.\u00a0 I kroppen. En som inte orkat upp till huvudet \u00e4nnu.<\/p>\n<p>St\u00e4da imorgon. Handla. G\u00f6ra p\u00e5sk. Sm\u00e5jobba lite p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen men inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4n att det blir ledigt. Lite mat. Lite vila. Lite l\u00e4sning. Sen p\u00e5&#8217;t igen. En seg j\u00e4vel \u00e4r jag i alla fall. F\u00f6r \u00e5tminstone det f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar jag lite cred.<\/p>\n<p>J har \u00e5kt tillbaks till l\u00e4rdomsstaden. Det blir tomt. Men han har sitt liv. Hemtentor skall l\u00e4mnas in innan p\u00e5sk. Matematiska trollkonster. Man greppar inte ens titeln.<\/p>\n<p>K trivs p\u00e5 sitt nya jobb. Lyser. Biblioteksliv.\u00a0 G\u00f6r ocks\u00e5 mig glad. Man lever inte av pengar allena.<\/p>\n<p>Men l\u00e4gga sig. Det \u00e4r bara det som \u00e5terst\u00e5r nu. Ja fylla pellets och l\u00e4sa bok s\u00e5klart. Tv\u00e5 sidor kanske man klarar. Eller ocks\u00e5 g\u00f6r upp\u00e5tvarv att man klarar flera kapitel. Det visar sig. Men inte stanna mer h\u00e4r nu. D\u00e5 faller jag. Faller f\u00f6r att aldrig mer resa mig. Just nu unnar jag ingen den gl\u00e4djen. Efter p\u00e5sk kanske. Eller n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. Men inte nu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ja varf\u00f6r inte. Sju gubbar kan det ju vara. Eller sju gummor. H\u00e4r allts\u00e5 sju releaser. F\u00f6r att det skall bli p\u00e5skledigt. F\u00f6r er och f\u00f6r mig och f\u00f6r v\u00e4rlden. Jag d\u00f6dstr\u00f6tt s\u00e5 att h\u00e4nderna skakar. Huvudet p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen till att orka med. Snurrgr\u00e4nsen. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt som en som jag orkar koncentrera sig i ett [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19993","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":49467,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=49467","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":0},"title":"Kanske&#8230;","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2025-04-22","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Mike Bird on Pexels.com Jaha. Om nu julen - som i s\u00e5ngen - p\u00e5g\u00e5r fram till p\u00e5sk, ja, d\u00e5 \u00e4r den v\u00e4l (julen) slut nu. I alla fall enligt min logik och enkla slutledningsf\u00f6rm\u00e5ga. Men det har aldrig varit speciellt mycket bev\u00e4nt med endera egenskapen d\u00e4r hos mig\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"vehicle tire","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/pexels-photo-441103.jpeg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":43874,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=43874","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":1},"title":"Oxdragarveckor","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2023-01-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Mehmet Turgut Kirkgoz on Pexels.com Sp\u00e4nn oxarna framf\u00f6r plogarna kamrater. Nu kommer oxdragarveckorna. Ja och som vanligt, den som inga oxar har f\u00e5r sp\u00e4nna fast sig sj\u00e4lv framf\u00f6r plogen och dra och dra och dra i sitt anletes svett \u00e4nda bort\u00e5t p\u00e5sk och ett nytt kyrk\u00e5r. Ja om\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"ethnic farmer with bulls plowing land in countryside","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/pexels-photo-5447422.jpeg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":24094,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24094","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":2},"title":"P\u00e5skbl\u00e5sten","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2017-04-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Tydligen \u00e4r man alpollenallergiker numera. Lite f\u00e5nig \u00e5komma s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Men tydligt nu om jag g\u00e5r ut. Man f\u00e5r st\u00e5 ut. Ja och jag st\u00e5r ut. Ett \u00e5r till. Hur-som-helst pollenallergiker \u00e4r andra klassens m\u00e4nniskor, ja, jag har tagit mig upp\u00e5t allts\u00e5. Bl\u00e5sigt. Kallare. Men bl\u00e5 himmel. S\u00e5 kan kan v\u00e4l\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/04\/20170411_181840-e1491927891762-576x1024.png?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":17265,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=17265","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":3},"title":"Ett trubbigt och ov\u00e4ssat sinne","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-31","format":false,"excerpt":"Okoncentrerad idag. Sitter h\u00e4r och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att kaffet skall rinna genom filtret. Kanske kan det hj\u00e4lpa mot ett trubbigt sinne. Om inte f\u00e5r jag v\u00e4l s\u00e4tta mig och l\u00f6da. Det fungera alltid med de d\u00e4r mekaniska sysslorna n\u00e4r inspiration inte vill vara med. Lunchen. Jag skall v\u00e4rma en \u00f6verbliven\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"image001","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/image001.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/image001.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/image001.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":38314,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38314","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":4},"title":"(H)ULK","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-04-01","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by eberhard grossgasteiger on Pexels.com Dom sista tv\u00e5 pallarna skall in. Sen f\u00e5r det g\u00e5 som det vill. Blir det sen kallt s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man frysa. S\u00e5dan \u00e4r lagen h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Lagen tas p\u00e5 stort allvar. Stavas v\u00e4l egentligen spara pengar. En sista m\u00e5nad. Eller, ja, jo, det\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"white and red house surrounded by trees at night","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=525%2C300&ssl=1 1.5x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=700%2C400&ssl=1 2x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=1050%2C600&ssl=1 3x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/pexels-photo-1612351.jpeg?resize=1400%2C800&ssl=1 4x"},"classes":[]},{"id":14958,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=14958","url_meta":{"origin":19993,"position":5},"title":"Fj\u00e4ril vingad","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-09-23","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag \u00e4gnar dan \u00e5t att skriva manual eller egentligen flytta en manual fr\u00e5n ett format till ett annat. Det tar tid. Det \u00e4r mycket text och tabeller och listor som skall g\u00e5s igenom och nu n\u00e4r dan snart \u00e4r slut och klockan d\u00e5 n\u00e4rmar sig tolv igen s\u00e5 \u00e4r man\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse&quot;","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser &amp; Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"aglais_urticae_001","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/aglais_urticae_001.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]}],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p68PL2-5ct","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19993","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/24"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19993"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19993\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19994,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19993\/revisions\/19994"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19993"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19993"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19993"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}