{"id":19943,"date":"2016-03-17T23:39:49","date_gmt":"2016-03-17T22:39:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19943"},"modified":"2016-03-17T23:39:49","modified_gmt":"2016-03-17T22:39:49","slug":"himelen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19943","title":{"rendered":"“Himelen”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Tr\u00f6ttheten h\u00e5ller i mig i sitt skruvst\u00e4d\u00a0 hela dan. Man betalar kanske f\u00f6r heljobb och heljobb och ingen vila. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det “gammeln”, eller virus, eller baciller. Under skift tv\u00e5, efter \u00e5tta, g\u00e5r det dock b\u00e4ttre. Lite. Halva jag tillbaks p\u00e5 banan. Alltid n\u00e5got. Man f\u00e5r hoppas p\u00e5 morgondagen. Att det blir full fart d\u00e5. Jobb finns det hur som helst att g\u00f6ra. Hur mycket som helst. Tunnor fulla. Staplade p\u00e5 varandra hela v\u00e4gen upp till himlen. “Himelen” l\u00e5ter vackrare. Men man blir v\u00e4l skjuten om man skriver det.<\/p>\n

Imorgon ja. Tre pallar pellets skall in Monsteret i k\u00e4llaren kr\u00e4ver. Man tar en p\u00e5 morgonen. Tv\u00e5 p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdagen. Eller n\u00e5tt. Kan v\u00e4l r\u00e4knas f\u00f6r att g\u00e5 en promenad. Den jag skippade idag. DET \u00c4R S\u00c5 J\u00c4VLA TR\u00c5KIGT ATT G\u00c5 EFTER V\u00c4GARNA I BYN. Jag l\u00e4ngtar ut i skogen. I brist p\u00e5 str\u00e4nder och hav d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n

K p\u00e5 nya jobbet idag. Snabba ryck. L\u00e5ngdag. \u00c5tta till sju. Biblioteksassistent. Kan det vara titeln?\u00a0 Kom hem tr\u00f6tt men n\u00f6jd. Det \u00e4r bra.<\/p>\n

Den matematiske sonen \u00e4r hemma och isolerar sig f\u00f6r skrivande av hemtenta. Det \u00e4r gott att ha barn hemma. Fast de inte \u00e4r barn l\u00e4ngre. Fast det \u00e4r de s\u00e5klart. Ens barn. J\u00e4mt och alltid.<\/p>\n

P\u00e5sk n\u00e4sta vecka. Sn\u00f6n sm\u00e4lter. Sn\u00f6dropparna och n\u00e5got oidentifierat i knoppform \u00e4r framme. Va!? Nu? Ja man tackar. N\u00e5gon. Kanske \u00e4r det han\/hon\/det\/gud. Eller \u00e4garna av kolkraftverken. Men den globala uppv\u00e4rmningen g\u00e5r tydligen l\u00e5ngsammare. Jo, vetenskapsm\u00e4n s\u00e4ger s\u00e5. Tidningar s\u00e4ger tv\u00e4rt om s\u00e5klart. Dom s\u00e4ljer l\u00f6snummer. Skiter v\u00e4l i vad som h\u00e4nder klotet v\u00e5rt.<\/p>\n

Men jag g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig. Snart. Fyller pellets och g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig. Snart. ja. Det finns bok att l\u00e4sa och klocka som ringer klockan sju imorgon. ja, och bara en kort el av livet kvar som man skal g\u00f6ra s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat mycket p\u00e5. Man har ju f\u00f6r helvet inte sett Australien ens.\u00a0 Har man ens levt ett liv d\u00e5? Kan man d\u00f6 utan att ha sett The wave. Stora barri\u00e4rrevet. Kan man det? Kan man ens g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga sig och sova om man inser betydelsen av det?<\/p>\n

Ja det kan man s\u00e5klart. F\u00f6r man \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt. F\u00f6r att man m\u00e5ste sova.\u00a0 F\u00f6r att orka en dag till. En enda dag till.<\/p>\n

…eller “The Rock” f\u00f6r den delen. Hmmm…<\/p>\n

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Tr\u00f6ttheten h\u00e5ller i mig i sitt skruvst\u00e4d\u00a0 hela dan. Man betalar kanske f\u00f6r heljobb och heljobb och ingen vila. Eller ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r det “gammeln”, eller virus, eller baciller. Under skift tv\u00e5, efter \u00e5tta, g\u00e5r det dock b\u00e4ttre. Lite. Halva jag tillbaks p\u00e5 banan. Alltid n\u00e5got. Man f\u00e5r hoppas p\u00e5 morgondagen. 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