{"id":19928,"date":"2016-03-15T11:40:19","date_gmt":"2016-03-15T10:40:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19928"},"modified":"2016-03-15T11:40:19","modified_gmt":"2016-03-15T10:40:19","slug":"dotider","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19928","title":{"rendered":"D\u00f6tider"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"krokus-kopia_145501242\"<\/p>\n

Det d\u00f6r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga m\u00e4nniskor i min n\u00e4rhet just nu att man undrar lite \u00f6ver vad som p\u00e5g\u00e5r. Vad \u00e4r det h\u00e4r? Man kan bli nedst\u00e4md f\u00f6r mindre.<\/p>\n

Men kanske \u00e4r det bara \u00e5ldern man befinner sig i. Det accelererar. Ja i alla fall tills man sj\u00e4lv st\u00e5r p\u00e5 tur. Trist \u00e4r det hur som helst. Det \u00e5r s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga bra m\u00e4nniskor man inte f\u00e5r tr\u00e4ffa igen.\u00a0 De b\u00e4sta g\u00e5r f\u00f6rst. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r det alltid s\u00e5?<\/p>\n

Jag tr\u00f6star mig med godis och skickar grejer till Kina. N\u00e5gon skall skicka \u00e5t det h\u00e5llet ocks\u00e5. Eller hur?\u00a0 Godis har jag slutat med. Egentligen. Men idag. Ja idag beh\u00f6vs det.\u00a0 Jag k\u00e4nner s\u00e5. Moffa i sig s\u00e5 att man blir spyf\u00e4rdig. Vila en stund. Sen moffa i sig igen.<\/p>\n

Lilla K tackar ja till nytt jobb idag. Biblioteksanst\u00e4lld skall hon bli. L\u00e4gre l\u00f6n. Tusenlappar. Mer ansvar. Mer engagemang. Men man v\u00e4ljer med hj\u00e4rtat eller hur? Annars kan det vara. Hon blir bra i det nya. Det vet jag. Modigt!<\/p>\n

L\u00e4ser i bladet att om man v\u00e5ldtar en och en i k\u00f6 s\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte gruppv\u00e5ldt\u00e4kt. Sicket trams. Sicket J\u00c4VLA trams. Hovr\u00e4tternas rumpsittare verkar ha mer \u00e4n en skruv l\u00f6s. Ofta. Eller \u00e4r det oftast. Man h\u00f6r ju bara om de galna domarna. Jag antar \u00e4nd\u00e5 att de flesta domar inte \u00e4r galna. Hoppas i alla fall.<\/p>\n

Ser en snutt o kvinnor som inte f\u00e5tt cred. och priser f\u00f6r sina uppt\u00e4ckter. M\u00e4n har snott dem. Fast alla vet. Borde man inte f\u00e5 pris nu d\u00e5 ist\u00e4llet. \u00c5teruppr\u00e4ttelse. H\u00f6rnini Nobelakademin.\u00a0 Men de d\u00e4r “mellancheferna fr\u00e5n Bor\u00e5s”, m\u00e4nnen som kl\u00e4ttrar p\u00e5 alla andra och snor hejvillt f\u00f6r egen vinning\u00a0 tar fr\u00e5n andra oberoende av k\u00f6n. V\u00e4rlden vore b\u00e4ttre utan dessa herrar, ja f\u00f6r n\u00e4stan alla \u00e4r herrar. \u00a0 Man har ju st\u00f6tt p\u00e5 ett g\u00e4ng i sitt liv. Hade klarat sig utan varenda en av dem.<\/p>\n

Varm ute. Men jag orkar inte promenera idag. Varf\u00f6r vet jag inte. Lust saknas. Det \u00e4r illa. M\u00e5ste f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka h\u00e4mta upp lite lust n\u00e5gonstans ifr\u00e5n. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r varifr\u00e5n. Var tankar man lust?<\/p>\n

Fast i v\u00e4rsta fall f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l bokf\u00f6ra. Till det beh\u00f6vs absolut ingen lust.<\/p>\n

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