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Mixerbordet har farit mot Sundsvall till. Aldrig l\u00e4r vi ses igen. Tv\u00e5 gubbar bubbar. Det \u00e4r tungt s\u00e5 inihelvete. Ryggar v\u00e4rker. Allt g\u00e5r p\u00e5 bristningsgr\u00e4nsen.\u00a0 Det visste jag ju. Det var inte enkelt att f\u00e5 in i huset heller. Passerar v\u00e4l C med hatten en timme efter att sl\u00e4pet l\u00e4mnar stort gult hus p\u00e5 kulle.. Han tror v\u00e4l att det \u00e4r slut p\u00e5 musiken nu. Att HAN, “the rockstar wannabe”, har musiken f\u00f6r sig sj\u00e4lv. Men d\u00e4r sket han p\u00e5 sig. S\u00e5klart. Som vanligt. Den lille.<\/p>\n
Minimalistiskt var det och minimalistiskt blev det. K\u00e4nns faktiskt riktigt bra. RIKTIGT bra! Nu \u00e5terst\u00e5r att best\u00e4mma vad som fortfarande skall skeppas iv\u00e4g och vad som skall vara kvar. Allt M\u00c5STE ju inte iv\u00e4g. Varken nu eller sen. Fast oanv\u00e4nt har inget v\u00e4rde. Inget alls.<\/p>\n
Fick iv\u00e4g en del trumgrejer ocks\u00e5. Trumstativ en mass. Ja s\u00e5nt. K\u00e4nns b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n att bara sl\u00e4nga. Gillar n\u00e4r saker f\u00e5r en fortsatt anv\u00e4ndning. Hoppas skolan vill ha lite mickstativ jag inte l\u00e4ngre beh\u00f6ver.<\/p>\n
Men visst var det roligt att ha det d\u00e4r bordet n\u00e5gra \u00e5r. Vi har haft skoj ihop. Gjort n\u00e5gra plattor. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det nu \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men inget mer med det. S\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r bara en h\u00f6g med elektronik och lite pl\u00e5t. Symfoniorkester i Helsingborg och andra konserter, sen jag, sen rockers i Sundsvall.\u00a0 Jag tror bordet gillar att hamna hos n\u00e5gon kompetent person igen. Sj\u00e4lv orkade jag inte. Gammeln i mig sa “bliv vid din l\u00e4st”. Ja och jag lyssnade. Det \u00e4r mycket nu. Jag valde. Och jag tror jag valde r\u00e4tt. Det lilla mixerbordet duger helt klart framledes. F\u00e4rre reglar och knappar. S\u00e5 f\u00e5 att till och med en gammal ocool gubbe fattar vad de alla \u00e4r till f\u00f6r.<\/p>\n
Tror jag l\u00e4gger mig p\u00e5 det. Helt enkelt. Men l\u00e4ser. En stund s\u00e5klart. Vad har man f\u00f6r val d\u00e4r. L\u00e4sa sig in i dr\u00f6mmarna. Hoppas p\u00e5 en morgondag. Att man vaknar igen. Inte lika snuvig l\u00e4ngre. men “kn\u00f6ven” hela dan idag. S\u00e5 man vet s\u00e5klart aldrig. Som man aldrig g\u00f6r annars heller. Godnatt – liksom – allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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