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Besiktning idag. Har man gammal bil och inte allt f\u00f6r mycket pengar \u00e4r det en sp\u00e4nnande tillst\u00e4llning. Varje \u00e5r. “Hur mycket kostar det i \u00e5r?”<\/p>\n
Men i fjol. Godk\u00e4nd. Jag \u00e5ker d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n med h\u00f6jda \u00f6gonbryn. Men K var med. Kanske hade det n\u00e5got med saken att g\u00f6ra. I \u00e5r bara jag. Risk att det inte g\u00e5r lika bra.<\/p>\n
Men den som lever f\u00e5r se. Jag har en tendens, en stark s\u00e5dan, att m\u00e5la fan p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen. \u00c4r redo f\u00f6r den v\u00e4rsta skiten. S\u00e4llan blir allt s\u00e5 j\u00e4vligt. D\u00e5 f\u00e5r man gl\u00e4dja sig att det inte blev s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt som man trodde. Alla har sina s\u00e4tt att hitta n\u00e5got i alla fall litet att gl\u00e4dja sig \u00f6ver.<\/p>\n
K har smittat mig med flunsan. Sn\u00f6rvlar, nyser och hostar allts\u00e5. En “mancold”. Det \u00e4r synd om mig. Men N fick den ocks\u00e5 och K allts\u00e5 f\u00f6rst d\u00e5. Skola, f\u00f6rskola och dagis. Rena smitth\u00e4rdar. Min fru \u00e4r mitt i det d\u00e4r. Delar g\u00e4rna med sig till mig som “bara sitter hemma”.<\/p>\n
Auktionerande p\u00e5 Tradera g\u00e5r s\u00e5d\u00e4r. Med dom h\u00e4r prisniv\u00e5erna inbillade jag mig att det h\u00e4r skulle vara l\u00e4tts\u00e5lda grejer. En bra bit under halva priset \u00e4r de flesta grejer jag s\u00e4ljer, var och en ett kap. Elektronik \u00e5ldras inte. I alla fall inte mycket.\u00a0 Men n\u00e4stan inget \u00e4r l\u00e4tts\u00e5lt d\u00e4r. Telefoner kanske? Men de f\u00e5r v\u00e4l ligga och ligga till sig i n\u00e5gon garderob grejerna. Kanske kan jag t\u00e4nka mig att anv\u00e4nda dom igen en dag. Just nu k\u00e4nns det i alla fall som jag inte vill ha s\u00e5 mycket grejer d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag spelar in. Det blir f\u00f6r mycket teknik. F\u00f6r mycket kr\u00e5ngel. Jag vill spela in gl\u00e4djen inte h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med det tekniska. Tillbaks till k\u00e4rnan. Det jag \u00e4lskar. Hade jag inte h\u00e5llit p\u00e5 med teknik \u00f6vrig tid hade det antagligen varit en annan sak. D\u00e5 skulle jag kunnat g\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Men nu. Nopp. Hur som helst verkar det stora mixerbordet f\u00e5r ett nytt hem. Det \u00e4r det v\u00e4rt.<\/p>\n
N\u00e4r jag skall iv\u00e4g p\u00e5 en grej som idag s\u00e5 f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker jag alltid jobba s\u00e5klart.\u00a0 Men det vill sig s\u00e4llan riktigt. Jag \u00e4r redan d\u00e4r framme och iv\u00e4g. Alltid lika. En d\u00e5lig egenskap. H\u00f6rde man skulle k\u00f6ra en kurs i Mindfullness h\u00e4r i Los. Kanske man skall g\u00e5 just f\u00f6r det. Men \u00e5 andra sidan har jag inget problem med det d\u00e4r \u00f6vrig tid. Man f\u00e5r nog angripa st\u00f6rre problem f\u00f6rst. Det finns alltid n\u00e5got man beh\u00f6ver jobba med Om man nu inte \u00e4r dum i huvudet. Men d\u00e5 har man ju det s\u00e5klart, fast man sj\u00e4lv inte fattar.<\/p>\n
Annars fullt upp. Nytt. Mer. Det finns inget slut. Inte synligt. \u00c4lskar det. Kanske finns det till och med ett litet hopp d\u00e4r framme. Ett litet ljus. T\u00e4nka sig. Det var l\u00e4nge sen. Vi f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar de d\u00e4r strimman av ljus. Men \u00e5terigen, det skall inte tas ut i f\u00f6rskott. Blir det ljus s\u00e5 bra. D\u00e5. Nu f\u00e5r man traska p\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Tills dess.\u00a0 Men en h\u00e4ndelserik tid \u00e4r det hur som helst.<\/p>\n
Promenera. Noop. Inte idag. Kanske g\u00f6r det iof inget. Inte ens n\u00e4r man \u00e4r s\u00e5h\u00e4r f\u00f6rkyld. Om man inte har feber. Men vafan det pl\u00e5gar en. Som ett \u00e5rs r\u00f6kning. Ungef\u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka beh\u00e5lla lite vett i huvudet ocks\u00e5. Lite.<\/p>\n
Fast nu skall jag fixa s\u00e5 de nya \u00e4ndringarna i VSCP kompilerar p\u00e5 Windows ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r fram och tillbaks. Hela tiden fram och tillbaks. Flera v\u00e4rldar. Man blir pigg i huvudet av det. Att byta perspektiv ibland. Tror jag. Andra tror s\u00e4kert annorlunda. Som det skall vara. Men hur som helst \u00e4r det s\u00e5 det ser ut f\u00f6r mig just nu under den h\u00e4r delen av mitt liv. Och just det jobbet \u00e4r v\u00e4l dessutom en utm\u00e4rkt syssla fram till bilen skall startas och f\u00e4rdas mot besktningen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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