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Jobbat all tid som funnits den h\u00e4r helgen.\u00a0 Byggt upp det det som rivits igen och har kommit till en punkt d\u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5 k\u00e4nns ganska bra. Men massor kvar. Tr\u00f6tt men n\u00f6jd nu allts\u00e5 trots allt. Men vad det nu skall tj\u00e4na till? Ja det fr\u00e5gar du s\u00e4kert. Ja och du har s\u00e4kert r\u00e4tt. Som vanligt. Man skall bo i storstan. Bara d\u00e4r kan man. Av n\u00e5gon underlig anledning. Som Alexander Bard p\u00e5 TV i morse. Han kan sp\u00e5 framtiden han. T\u00e4nka sig…<\/p>\n
Men imorgon en ny vecka. Nya tag. Skall f\u00e5 klart det h\u00e4r d\u00e5 t\u00e4nkte jag. L\u00e4gga in LUA som skriptspr\u00e5k ocks\u00e5. Fixa n\u00e5gra andra s\u00e5dana d\u00e4r tankar som legat och malt ett tag. Det roliga \u00e4r att det k\u00e4nns ganska h\u00e4ftigt att l\u00e4gga in grejerna men sen, eftersom aldrig n\u00e5gon f\u00f6rst\u00e5r vad det skall vara bra till, ALLA beh\u00f6ver tydligen 1-2-3 anvisningar idag, vad \u00e4r det med folk?, allts\u00e5 svalnar den d\u00e4r euforin efter hand. Det \u00e4r som det skall vara s\u00e5klart. V\u00e4rlden tickar p\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Jag har aldrig egentligen ticka med. \u00c5 andra sidan inte mot heller. Mest p\u00e5 sidan om.<\/p>\n
Fast om sanningen skall fram s\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag skita i det h\u00e4r nu. Fylla pellets, vandra upp, fatta tag i min bok. Japp livet \u00e4r gott. Man m\u00e5ste best\u00e4mma sig f\u00f6r det. Ocks\u00e5 innan han\/hon\/det\/gud best\u00e4mt sig f\u00f6r att ens hj\u00e4rta \u00e4r redo. Jag v\u00e4ntar t\u00e5ligt p\u00e5 det. Att ekvationen g\u00e5r att l\u00f6sa. Att patiensen g\u00e5r ut. Ja eller n\u00e5tt. Om man nu n\u00e5gonsin blir redo. Att var i \u00f6gonblicket \u00e4r annars ocks\u00e5 en lycka. Man f\u00e5r aldrig gl\u00f6mma det. Heller.Aldrig n\u00e5gonsin.<\/p>\n
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Jobbat all tid som funnits den h\u00e4r helgen.\u00a0 Byggt upp det det som rivits igen och har kommit till en punkt d\u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5 k\u00e4nns ganska bra. Men massor kvar. Tr\u00f6tt men n\u00f6jd nu allts\u00e5 trots allt. Men vad det nu skall tj\u00e4na till? Ja det fr\u00e5gar du s\u00e4kert. Ja och du har s\u00e4kert r\u00e4tt. 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