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Ja jag kommer faktiskt v\u00e4g och promenerar h\u00e4r tidigt p\u00e5 morgonen. Ja och det \u00e4r lika sk\u00f6nt som det brukar vara. Trotts minus femton. Men man blir snart varm. M\u00e4rker inte av det d\u00e4r. Och p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen hem reser sig solen fr\u00e5n skuggorna upp mot himlen\u00a0 och v\u00e4rlden visar sig vara\u00a0 kl\u00e4dd i silver. Man blir helt enkelt upplyft inf\u00f6r en dags arbete. F\u00f6rhoppningsvis kan jag h\u00e5lla i med promenerandet fram\u00f6ver. F\u00f6r livet. F\u00f6r att m\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre.<\/p>\n
Annars tuggar det v\u00e4l p\u00e5. Inte mycket h\u00e4nder, Man \u00e4r ju den man \u00e4r. En som sl\u00e5ss mot v\u00e4derkvarnar. Men kanske man kan vara lycklig av att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med det ocks\u00e5. Kanske lyckligare \u00e4n m\u00e5nga andra. Inte alla tror p\u00e5 n\u00e5got. Ger sig h\u00e4n. Men b\u00e5da betalar v\u00e4l s\u00e5klart ett pris f\u00f6r sina livsval. F\u00f6r det val man g\u00f6r har alltid ett pris. Ett pris som inte kan betalas av p\u00e5 kredit.<\/p>\n
Ja s\u00e5 solen lyser in genom f\u00f6nstret h\u00e4r. Stark och m\u00e4ktig. Februarim\u00e4ktig. N\u00e4r jag kliver upp vid sju h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen \u00e4r det redan ljust. Jag tror f\u00f6rst att jag f\u00f6rsovit mig. Men det \u00e4r bara tiden som hunnit ifatt m\u00f6rkret. Det blir lite l\u00e4ttare att leva. Tre veckor kvar till Vasaloppet nu. Sen har det v\u00e4nt p\u00e5 riktigt. Jag blir levandes igen.<\/p>\n
Det h\u00e4r gnistrande silvervita d\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstren just nu. Det \u00e4r sagolikt vackert. D\u00f6dligt. Man blir sugen p\u00e5 att \u00e5ka skidor. Ja, bara det. Men brutet finger, bruten handled och ledband av. Tre \u00e5r efter varandra. En skada varje \u00e5r. Ja det fick mig att sluta att \u00e5ka utf\u00f6r. Man anade ju vad n\u00e4sta skulle bli. B\u00e4st att s\u00e4lja iv\u00e4g pj\u00e4xor och skidor innan det blev v\u00e4rre. Men nog saknar man det d\u00e4r allt. K\u00e4nslan av att i frihet fara utf\u00f6r. Men man kan ju \u00e5ka p\u00e5 planmark ocks\u00e5. S\u00e4krare f\u00f6r s\u00e5dana som mig. Kanske.<\/p>\n
\u00c4r man lycklig idag. Ja jag tror tamefan det. ja det h\u00e4nder ganska ofta faktiskt. Att jag st\u00e4ller fr\u00e5gan. Sen svarar ja. Vem skulle vilja ha mitt liv liksom? Men lycka finns n\u00e4stan aldrig d\u00e4r folk tror att den finns. Man m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra sig det om man \u00e4r ute efter den.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ja jag kommer faktiskt v\u00e4g och promenerar h\u00e4r tidigt p\u00e5 morgonen. Ja och det \u00e4r lika sk\u00f6nt som det brukar vara. Trotts minus femton. Men man blir snart varm. M\u00e4rker inte av det d\u00e4r. Och p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen hem reser sig solen fr\u00e5n skuggorna upp mot himlen\u00a0 och v\u00e4rlden visar sig vara\u00a0 kl\u00e4dd i silver. 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