{"id":19591,"date":"2016-02-02T11:01:26","date_gmt":"2016-02-02T10:01:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19591"},"modified":"2016-02-02T11:01:26","modified_gmt":"2016-02-02T10:01:26","slug":"fryser-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19591","title":{"rendered":"Fryser"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag sitter h\u00e4r och fryser. Ja jag borde v\u00e4l ha stannat uppe p\u00e5 soffan. Under ett t\u00e4cke. Som ig\u00e5r kv\u00e4ll. En av de f\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar jag inte traskade ner till kontoret igen efter nyheterna. Satt d\u00e4r och tittade p\u00e5 tv som s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga andra i Sverige. Ovanligt h\u00e4r. Jag har kvar l\u00e4ngtan att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. Den som \u00e4r starkare \u00e4n tr\u00f6ttheten. Den som n\u00e4stan alltid f\u00e5r mig att g\u00e5 ner och jobba n\u00e5gra timmar igen f\u00f6r dagens andra pass. Under b\u00e4sta TV s\u00e4ndningstid allts\u00e5. Men inte ig\u00e5r allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r influensan som tagit mig. Satt sig i lungor. Gjort det sv\u00e5randat. R\u00e4tt \u00e5t mig s\u00e5klart. Jag f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar inte annat. Borde ha feber ocks\u00e5. Kanske har det. Om inte borde jag ha allts\u00e5. S\u00e5dana som jag skall klara s\u00e5nt. Helst utan att klaga. S\u00e5 jag l\u00e4mnar v\u00e4l \u00e4mnet. Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 22 grader h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kontoret. Ingen borde frysa. Allts\u00e5. Borde inte. Jag fryser \u00e4nd\u00e5. S\u00e5dan \u00e4r jag. Svag. D\u00e5lig. En fryslort med ont i lungorna.<\/p>\n

Solen lyser ute. Strax under -2. -3.7 under sn\u00f6n. 975 millibar. Sympatiskt v\u00e4der. Vinden g\u00f6r inte mycket v\u00e4sen av sig. Men har ingen angivelse d\u00e4r. V\u00e4derstationen ligger inne, omonterad, fortfarande.<\/p>\n

L\u00e4ngtan bort sitter d\u00e4r inom en s\u00e5klart. Till st\u00e4der. Stora st\u00e4der. Eller till varma trakter med v\u00e5gor, hav, obruten horisont, enklare liv. Inget av det d\u00e4r finns i sikte. S\u00e5klart.\u00a0 Noll. Nada. Zip. L\u00e4ngtan \u00e4r dock inte ett dugg mindre f\u00f6r den delen. Icke.<\/p>\n

F\u00e5glarna h\u00e5ller mig s\u00e4llskap utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Fast kommer jag ut flyr dom s\u00e5klart. F\u00e5glarna vill ha mat. Dom beh\u00f6ver inte tycka om den som ger dom mat. Man kan bli bedr\u00f6vad om man t\u00e4nker f\u00f6r mycket p\u00e5 s\u00e5nt. Jag l\u00e5ter bli. M\u00f6rkar fakta f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv. Inbillar mig att jag g\u00f6r gott.<\/p>\n

Pratar med en myndighetsperson h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. De h\u00e4nvisar alltid till regler och lagar. Det \u00e4r dom som g\u00e4ller. Punkt. Myndighetspersoner \u00e4r satta att efterleva dem. Punkt igen.\u00a0 Ja och regler och lagar speglar ju samh\u00e4llets moral. S\u00e5 st\u00e5r det n\u00e5gonstans. S\u00e5 om SD skulle f\u00e5 majoritet i Sverige.. D\u00e5 \u00e4r det deras v\u00e4rderingar som skall synas i lagar och regler. Det \u00e4r ungef\u00e4r som Nazister i makten\u00a0 i Tyskland f\u00f6r inte allt f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. Myndighetspersonerna f\u00f6ljer regler och lagar. D\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Skickar folkgrupper till gaskammare. G\u00f6r man det \u00e4r man utan ansvar. Som en soldat som lyder order. Sj\u00e4lv k\u00e4nner jag ansvar f\u00f6r allt jag g\u00f6r. St\u00e5r f\u00f6r det. \u00c4r reglerna fel s\u00e5 bryter jag dom. Som en t\u00e4nkt korsning med r\u00f6dljus klockan fyra en morgon. Jag v\u00e4ntar inte d\u00e5 om det inte kommer n\u00e5gra bilar. Jag har b\u00e4ttre koll p\u00e5 situationen \u00e4n ett rel\u00e4 har som sitter i ett sk\u00e5p. Vi m\u00e5ste t\u00e4nka ocks\u00e5. Bevara v\u00e5r integritet. Annars \u00e4r vi f\u00f6rlorade.<\/p>\n

\u00c4h… Jag fryser vidare. Eventuellt tillsammans med en Alvedon.<\/p>\n

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Jag sitter h\u00e4r och fryser. Ja jag borde v\u00e4l ha stannat uppe p\u00e5 soffan. Under ett t\u00e4cke. Som ig\u00e5r kv\u00e4ll. En av de f\u00e5 kv\u00e4llar jag inte traskade ner till kontoret igen efter nyheterna. Satt d\u00e4r och tittade p\u00e5 tv som s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga andra i Sverige. Ovanligt h\u00e4r. Jag har kvar l\u00e4ngtan att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. 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