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Halva dan g\u00e5r till st\u00e4dning. Uppe. H\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret\u00a0 f\u00e5r det gro igen. Tills jag ser att det g\u00f6r det. Det tar ett tag. Fast i \u00e4rlighetens namn vaknar jag f\u00f6rst nio. Hur det nu gick till. Jag f\u00f6rsover mig s\u00e4llan och mig veteligen har jag inte slagit av klockan. Eller mobilen som det \u00e4r nu mera. Ja ocks\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Illa. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r jag fortfarande tr\u00f6tt som en h\u00f6s\u00e4ck n\u00e4r jag kliver upp. Helvete liksom. \u00c4ter frukost och tar medicin. Blodtrycket. Jag \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 en gammal gubbe. Tv\u00e5 tabletter. N\u00e4r jag svalt inser jag att de var sm\u00e5 b\u00e5da tv\u00e5. Kollar och har s\u00e5klart tagit tv\u00e5 av samma ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r en av samma sort. S\u00e5 tar en till. Av den andra sorten.\u00a0 Hmmmm m\u00e5ste ha gjort det ig\u00e5r ocks\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Ny leverans, nytt m\u00e4rke,\u00a0 nya f\u00f6rpackningar lurar mig. Lever \u00e4nnu. Kanske \u00e4r det det d\u00e4r man blev tr\u00f6tt av. Ja eller n\u00e5got annat. Ig\u00e5ng nu hur som helst. Men fortfarande seg.<\/p>\n
Under dammsugningen ser jag att f\u00f6rl\u00e4ngningssladdens dragskydd lossnat. S\u00e5 jag h\u00e4mtar skruvmejsel och \u00f6ppnar och r\u00e4ttar till., Bzzzzzzzzzz… Oj d\u00e5 den var visst inkopplad. Men barfota p\u00e5 tr\u00e4golv \u00e4r OK. S\u00e5 tur mest. Ibland \u00e4r hj\u00e4rnan inte med. P\u00e5 Tr\u00e4f\u00f6r\u00e4dlingen i Edsbyn fanns en elektriker som alltid testade om det fanns str\u00f6m med fingrarna. Hans grej liksom, 380V inga problem. Men alltid med tr\u00e4skor p\u00e5 och han visste s\u00e5klart vad han gjorde. Vi andra var impande s\u00e5klart. Det beh\u00f6vdes inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n
Men ser fram emot helg. Ledigt. Ja jag t\u00e4nker vara ledig. Borde vara hur utvilad som helst nu allts\u00e5 men \u00e4r d\u00e5 inte det. Men sv\u00e5rm\u00e5nader s\u00e5klart. Det hj\u00e4lper inte ens att det \u00e4r semeltider. Livet rinner iv\u00e4g.<\/p>\n
Borde v\u00e4l s\u00e4tta mig i studion ocks\u00e5 G\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. “Musik som suger”. Ja det \u00e4r ju roligt att g\u00f6ra den i alla fall. Kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Men den d\u00e4r riktiga g\u00f6ra-musik-k\u00e4nslan finns inte riktigt d\u00e4r. Kanske beror det p\u00e5 att det r s\u00e5 mycket annat som m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ras. Berg att f\u00f6rflytta. S\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det. Ja och det \u00e4r bara jag sj\u00e4lv och en spade. Som det varit hela livet. Men det f\u00e5r g\u00e5 och i sinom tid kommer det d\u00e4r suget ocks\u00e5. Det vet jag ju. Just nu \u00e4r jag mest sugen p\u00e5 att koda hur som helst. Japp och det t\u00e4nker jag g\u00f6ra precis nu.<\/p>\n
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