{"id":19421,"date":"2016-01-10T23:19:59","date_gmt":"2016-01-10T22:19:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19421"},"modified":"2016-01-10T23:20:25","modified_gmt":"2016-01-10T22:20:25","slug":"fast-i-ett-konstant-tillstand-av-vila","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19421","title":{"rendered":"Fast i ett konstant tillst\u00e5nd av vila"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-19055\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/11\/spbubblor-004_157605641.jpg?resize=580%2C386\" alt=\"spbubblor-004_157605641\" width=\"580\" height=\"386\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Jo tack. Det \u00e4r ganska bra. Lite tr\u00f6tt bara. Julledigheten sitter i. Imorgon b\u00f6rjar arbetet p\u00e5 riktigt. Hoppas jag. Det m\u00e5ste det g\u00f6ra. Inte mycket gjort idag. Nyttigt. Mest vila. Samma ig\u00e5r.<\/p>\n<p>Ett par kilo upp under julen. &#8220;ett par&#8221; slarvigt uttryckt och icke betydande &#8220;2&#8221;. Just det \u00e4r mindre bra. Julmust s\u00e4tter sig i systemet. Praliner med.<\/p>\n<p>Kylan f\u00f6rlamar. Sn\u00f6andet med. Men ut och skotta idag s\u00e5klart. Sn\u00f6n \u00e4r som puder. G\u00e5r liksom inte att inte tycka om. Tv\u00e5 decimeter dr\u00f6mmar. Ja om man st\u00e5r p\u00e5 ett par skidor och far utf\u00f6r. En speciell k\u00e4nsla. Nu flyttar man den med en sn\u00f6skyffel. Inte fult lika skoj. Men med p\u00e5 listan \u00f6ver saker som m\u00e5ste utf\u00f6ras. Men det \u00e4r vackert. Var ut i f\u00f6rg\u00e5r natt vid ett efter att ha meckat i k\u00e4llaren. V\u00e4rlden var som en dr\u00f6m. Det finns f\u00f6rdelar med vinter ocks\u00e5. Om man vill ta in dom.<\/p>\n<p>Men mer kyla i sikte. Mer sn\u00f6 i sikte. Ja det \u00e4r v\u00e4l det h\u00e4r vi f\u00f6rtj\u00e4nar efter den milda h\u00f6sten och starten p\u00e5 vintern. Allt jagar j\u00e4mvikten. Den jag alltid trott hette &#8220;j\u00e4mnvikten&#8221; tills det uppfanns stavningsprogrem.<\/p>\n<p>Men l\u00e4gga sig och l\u00e4sa \u00e4r det enda man kan g\u00f6ra n\u00e4r inget annat blir gjort. Man beh\u00f6ver v\u00e4l det ocks\u00e5. Men sirap blir det om det blir f\u00f6r mycket av det, Man m\u00e5ste slita sig ur. G\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. Annars sitter man fast i det d\u00e4r och undrar vart livet tog v\u00e4gen. Men det kan det h\u00e4nda att man g\u00f6r \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Vem vet vad man kommer till f\u00f6r slutsatser till slut. Farsan b\u00f6rjade svarva tr\u00e4sk\u00e5lar. Konsthantverk. Vem fan kunde ha trott det. Hittade han hem till slut? Kanske. Jag vill tro det. Kanske har man det d\u00e4r kvar fast man tror att man \u00e4r hemma just nu.han trodde och k\u00e4nde nog det ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r jag ganska s\u00e4ker p\u00e5. Vad vet man? Inte ett skit. Precis som det skall vara.<\/p>\n<p>Fejjan saknas icke. Bloggar g\u00f6r jag tydligen igen s\u00e5 det saknades. En av tv\u00e5. Mer kan man kanske inte beg\u00e4ra.<\/p>\n<p>Men som sagt s\u00e4ng, l\u00e4sa, sova. I den ordningen. En hulkkoll f\u00f6rst ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5 att det brinner. D\u00e4r det skall brinna. Nya tag imorgon. F\u00f6r freden och f\u00f6r j\u00e4mvikten. Den universella.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jo tack. Det \u00e4r ganska bra. Lite tr\u00f6tt bara. Julledigheten sitter i. Imorgon b\u00f6rjar arbetet p\u00e5 riktigt. Hoppas jag. Det m\u00e5ste det g\u00f6ra. Inte mycket gjort idag. Nyttigt. Mest vila. Samma ig\u00e5r. Ett par kilo upp under julen. &#8220;ett par&#8221; slarvigt uttryckt och icke betydande &#8220;2&#8221;. Just det \u00e4r mindre bra. 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