En prickig k\u00e4nning<\/a>. Skitbra enligt honom. Beh\u00f6vde produktion. Jag kan leva p\u00e5 det ett liv. Att han sa det. Kanske gjorde han det f\u00f6r att han var en av de v\u00e4nliga och sn\u00e4lla. En som ville lyfta andra. Kanske s\u00e5g\/h\u00f6rde han det jag s\u00e5g\/h\u00f6rde. Skitsamma. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat sorgligt att du ryckts bort fr\u00e5n oss s\u00e5 h\u00e4r tidigt. Men jag vet att det inte tj\u00e4nar n\u00e5got till att skrika ut\u00a0 sin frustration \u00f6ver universell or\u00e4ttvisa. Men tack sa jag. Skulle beh\u00f6vt sagt det fler g\u00e5nger s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n“Ta mig till havet och g\u00f6r mig till kung” sj\u00f6ng du Peter. Du \u00e4r kung och det \u00e4r som en s\u00e5dan vi alltid skall minnas dig. Kasta loss och segla ut p\u00e5 haven nu i din \u00e4lskade b\u00e5t min v\u00e4n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Man blir inte v\u00e4nner efter tv\u00e5 intensiva dygn ihop, eller blir man det? Peter i Orsa. Jag. Ett g\u00e4ng andra k\u00e4nda och “ok\u00e4ndingar”. L\u00e5tskrivarverkstad. Jag tar mig dit, mil utanf\u00f6r min trygghetszon, g\u00f6r l\u00e5tar, spelar och sjunger, lyssnar, f\u00e5r ber\u00f6m och kritik av Peter. Blir sedd. Sporadiska kontakter efter\u00e5t. Mest p\u00e5 fejjan. 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