{"id":19166,"date":"2015-12-07T10:11:00","date_gmt":"2015-12-07T09:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19166"},"modified":"2015-12-07T10:11:00","modified_gmt":"2015-12-07T09:11:00","slug":"en-hel-obruten-vecka-ahead","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=19166","title":{"rendered":"En hel obruten vecka ahead"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag dricker te. Har jobbat ett tag. K nedskjutsad till skolan och sina bildlektioner. Motvilligt. Vill stanna hemma. Som jag.\u00a0 Vinden avtar efter hand som solen tar sig upp \u00f6ver horisonten. Ocks\u00e5 den aningen motvilligt den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret.\u00a0 Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag sugen. M\u00e5ndag efter en helgs jobb. Det skall g\u00f6ras “klart”. Ja s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt och s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra det g\u00e5r. S\u00e5 man kan b\u00f6rja p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta projekt som ocks\u00e5 det skall f\u00e4rdas mot “klart”. Inte i cirklar utan i spiraler f\u00e5r man hoppas. Just den d\u00e4r skillnaden \u00e4r kanske den viktigaste skillnaden. Att v\u00e4xa medans man f\u00e4rdas fram\u00e5t i livet, inte stanna i samma trygga omloppsbana. Frihet kontra fotboja.<\/p>\n

Ja det stora gula huset st\u00e5r kvar h\u00e4r p\u00e5 sin kulle. Det har varit med om v\u00e4rre vindar \u00e4n de natten har bjudit p\u00e5. Dessv\u00e4rre \u00e4r den l\u00f6sa pl\u00e5ten ocks\u00e5 kvar. Sm\u00e4ller i vinden och har v\u00e4snats ikapp med stormen under natten. Ytlig s\u00f6mn hos ocoola gubbar \u00e4r resultatet. En sm\u00e4rre bagatell som gissningsvis kommer att m\u00e4rkas och bli icke f\u00f6rsumbar efter hand som dagen g\u00e5r. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Som det skall vara. S\u00e5nt man f\u00e5r ta med j\u00e4mnmod.<\/p>\n

Sn\u00f6n blev till is d\u00e4r ute. Ja man vill h\u00e5lla sig inne. Men v\u00e4gen h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r, den upp p\u00e5 berget, Brattberget,\u00a0 \u00e4r framme. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l inte direkt vardag den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Men El Ninjo skall v\u00e4l f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra det d\u00e4r efter jul s\u00e4gs det. Fimbulvinter. Den som lever f\u00e5r se. Jag deltar inte i de d\u00e4r gissningslekarna. Sp\u00e5domarna. Mediakvasivetenskapen. Det blir som det blir. Jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker bara beredd p\u00e5 det det blir.<\/p>\n

M\u00e5ndag \u00e4r en bra dag. Man har hela veckan framf\u00f6r sig. Det finns tid att g\u00f6ra saker p\u00e5. Tror man. F\u00f6r swiiiich s\u00e5 \u00e4r det fredag eftermiddag. S\u00e5 ser det i alla fall ut h\u00e4r.\u00a0 Trotts kontorssittningar fr\u00e5n en bit f\u00f6re \u00e5tta till fram\u00e5t tolv och efter det. Tiden r\u00e4cker inte till. Livet r\u00e4cker inte till. Mindfullness . Det finns ingen tid. Men det finns liv som tar slut. Tid som rinner ut just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Saker som skall markeras klara innan det d\u00e4r sker. Men n\u00e4r det \u00e4r slut \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart slut. Spelar ingen roll om man hunnit dit man vill d\u00e5. S\u00e5 det \u00e4r bara att k\u00f6ra p\u00e5. Tro p\u00e5 det man g\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Backupserverns fl\u00e4kt har gett sig. Processorn kokar. Var tvungen att lyfta av f\u00f6rra veckan. Finnes inga fl\u00e4ktar h\u00e4r heller. F\u00e5r g\u00f6ra n\u00e5gon specialare vad det verkar.\u00a0 \u00c4r det n\u00e5got jag l\u00e4rt mig s\u00e5 \u00e4r det v\u00e4rdet av backuper.<\/p>\n

Nej nu skall jag \u00e5terstarta min Windows 10 burk. Det beh\u00f6ver man d\u00e5 och d\u00e5. Speciellt om man k\u00f6r Java appar. De \u00e4rter upp det mesta minne man har till slut. Stavas SKIT. Men man f\u00e5r \u00f6verleva eftersom man m\u00e5ste.<\/p>\n

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Jag dricker te. Har jobbat ett tag. K nedskjutsad till skolan och sina bildlektioner. Motvilligt. Vill stanna hemma. Som jag.\u00a0 Vinden avtar efter hand som solen tar sig upp \u00f6ver horisonten. Ocks\u00e5 den aningen motvilligt den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret.\u00a0 Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag sugen. M\u00e5ndag efter en helgs jobb. Det skall g\u00f6ras “klart”. 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