{"id":18909,"date":"2015-10-31T23:14:44","date_gmt":"2015-10-31T22:14:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18909"},"modified":"2015-10-31T23:14:44","modified_gmt":"2015-10-31T22:14:44","slug":"minnen-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18909","title":{"rendered":"Minnen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/20121211-003248.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-18910\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/20121211-003248-768x1024.jpg?resize=580%2C774\" alt=\"20121211-003248\" width=\"580\" height=\"774\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag har t\u00e4nt ljus igen. F\u00f6r f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar s\u00e5klart. Sl\u00e4ktingar. De man k\u00e4nde v\u00e4l och de man n\u00e4stan inte k\u00e4nde. T\u00e4nda ljus f\u00f6r v\u00e4nner som inte l\u00e4ngre\u00a0 \u00e4r med oss. Det d\u00e4r sista ljusen har bara t\u00e4nts under de senaste \u00e5ren. Hunden, Katterna. Undulaten. Nog minns man dem ocks\u00e5. Ljus f\u00f6r grannarna s\u00e5klart. De som bodde h\u00e4r\u00a0 p\u00e5 berget f\u00f6re oss. Som s\u00e5g barnen v\u00e4xa upp. Man minns. Och s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man minns de d\u00f6da s\u00e5 lever de \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite. N\u00e4r ingen l\u00e4ngre minns att man fanns \u00e4r man d\u00f6d p\u00e5 riktigt. Men m\u00e4nniskor kommer ih\u00e5g. Kyrkog\u00e5rden i Ovan\u00e5ker lyser av minnen som tusen stj\u00e4rnor i det svarta. Skogskyrkog\u00e5rden i Stockholm har 50000 bes\u00f6kare en helg som den h\u00e4r. En vintergata bland tallarna.\u00a0 M\u00e4nniskor som minns. Som hedrar de som fanns. Som h\u00e5ller den d\u00e4r livsl\u00e5gan lite levande hos de som inte l\u00e4ngre \u00e4r med oss men som \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det n\u00e5got lite vis\u00a0 i det d\u00e4r fladdrande svaga ljuset som t\u00e4nds i hoppet.\u00a0 S\u00e5 alla ljus brinner. Och har man tur t\u00e4nder andra ljus \u00f6ver oss sj\u00e4lva en annan dag, ett annat \u00e5r n\u00e4r h\u00f6stens vindarna drar \u00f6ver landskapet och sl\u00e4cker darrande t\u00e4ndstickor som f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker t\u00e4nda minnesljus. Minnen d\u00e4r i huvudet hos m\u00e4nniskor d\u00e4r man finns med, \u00f6gonblicksbilder, d\u00e4r man lever, fast man nu \u00e4r d\u00f6d, men allts\u00e5 inte bortgl\u00f6md och d\u00e4rf\u00f6r inte \u00e4r helt f\u00f6rlorad f\u00f6r v\u00e4rlden.\u00a0 Man kan gl\u00e4djas \u00f6ver det. Hoppas p\u00e5 det. N\u00e4r man minns de andra som man delade en del av sitt liv med.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag har t\u00e4nt ljus igen. F\u00f6r f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar s\u00e5klart. Sl\u00e4ktingar. De man k\u00e4nde v\u00e4l och de man n\u00e4stan inte k\u00e4nde. T\u00e4nda ljus f\u00f6r v\u00e4nner som inte l\u00e4ngre\u00a0 \u00e4r med oss. Det d\u00e4r sista ljusen har bara t\u00e4nts under de senaste \u00e5ren. Hunden, Katterna. Undulaten. Nog minns man dem ocks\u00e5. Ljus f\u00f6r grannarna s\u00e5klart. 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