{"id":18784,"date":"2015-10-09T22:26:25","date_gmt":"2015-10-09T21:26:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18784"},"modified":"2015-10-09T22:26:25","modified_gmt":"2015-10-09T21:26:25","slug":"boyhood-raddar-kvallen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18784","title":{"rendered":"Boyhood r\u00e4ddar kv\u00e4llen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Ser &#8220;Boyhood&#8221;. Att v\u00e4xa upp i Texas \u00e4r ungef\u00e4r som att v\u00e4xa upp i Edsbyn. S\u00e4ker lika i en by i Indien. Riktigt bra. Men missar iof en halvtimme. Somnar. Gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa koma. G\u00f6r inget. Filmen. Nerladdning. Olagligt. Sorry. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. De lagliga alternativen \u00e4r f\u00f6r f\u00e5. \u00c4nnu. I alla fall om man bor h\u00e4r ute. Netflix finns. Men det mesta d\u00e4r \u00e4r skit. Sett det sebara. Ont i halsen. Det \u00e4r ungarnas fel. Ungarna p\u00e5 K&#8217;s jobb. Skitungar. Men maten p\u00e5 bordet kommer v\u00e4l fr\u00e5n dom d\u00e4r sm\u00e5 egentligen. Eller tack vare dom. Man f\u00e5r vara tacksam. Lite sjukdomar hemsl\u00e4pade hit och dit och in i mitt blodomlopp f\u00e5r man klara av. Inga l\u00f6ss \u00e4n s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge i alla fall. Tack f\u00f6r det. Men ont i halsen. Synd om. Men helg. Soffa och bok. En anledning till att nyttja just det. Sl\u00f6a. Ja Kronblomma. Fast man inte borde. Egentligen. K\u00e4nde studiosug idag.. T\u00e4nkte v\u00e4rma upp. Men det gick \u00f6ver. Lika bra. Gitarrer m\u00e5ste st\u00e4mmas. Saker kopplas in. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6r jobbigt. Just det. Roddare saknas. Det sk\u00f6ter sig inte sj\u00e4lv. Men grejerna st\u00e5r d\u00e4r. V\u00e4ntar. Ot\u00e5ligt. De \u00e4r konstruerade f\u00f6r att anv\u00e4ndas. Spelas p\u00e5. Vibrera. Inte h\u00e4nga oanv\u00e4nda. Ost\u00e4mda. Blir ledsna d\u00e5. Bl\u00e5. Ja det blir bara blues n\u00e4r man greppar dom. Inget annat kommer ut. Sm\u00e4rta. N\u00e4r man vill hylla livet. Och k\u00e4rleken. Men icke. S\u00e5 skitsamma. De f\u00e5r st\u00e5 d\u00e4r. I sitt h\u00f6rn. Eller h\u00e4nga d\u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4ggen. V\u00e4nta. V\u00e4nta. F\u00f6r en dag. D\u00e5 sammanfaller allt. Det blir musik. Gl\u00e4dje. Men tills dess allts\u00e5. Men nu ger jag mig. Ja vad annars. Det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt till nattklubbarna. Rockklubbarna. Barerna. Och jag har ont i halsen. Hade inte orkat i alla fall. L\u00e4ger mig och l\u00e4ser ist\u00e4llet. Japp bra bok. Tung. Ger tr\u00e4ningsverk. Om man inte ligger p\u00e5 sida. Men l\u00e4ttl\u00e4st. R\u00e4cker till imorgon ocks\u00e5. Bokens sidor och text. Frukost, te, soffa, bok, sova, kaffe, soffa, bok ,sova, middag, film, sova. Eller n\u00e5got s\u00e5dant. Gissar jag. L\u00f6rdag. Kan bli vilodag. Kanske orkar man jobba p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndag. Som vanligt. Eller inte. Skitsamma. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Men nu ge sig. L\u00e4mna den h\u00e4r fredagen till historieb\u00f6ckerna. En bra dag. En bra film. Livet \u00e4r gott. Inte mycket att klaga p\u00e5 h\u00e4r i stort gult hus p\u00e5 en kulle i Lo(o)s. Jo halsont d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Men kan man kalla det mycket? Knappast, Osannolikt. Folk har skottskador. Har kr\u00e4ftor som \u00e4ter deras inre organ. Ha, ont i halsen liksom. En av livets sm\u00e5 petitesser. Som alla de h\u00e4r orden. Godnatt!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ser &#8220;Boyhood&#8221;. Att v\u00e4xa upp i Texas \u00e4r ungef\u00e4r som att v\u00e4xa upp i Edsbyn. S\u00e4ker lika i en by i Indien. Riktigt bra. Men missar iof en halvtimme. Somnar. Gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa koma. G\u00f6r inget. Filmen. Nerladdning. Olagligt. Sorry. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. De lagliga alternativen \u00e4r f\u00f6r f\u00e5. \u00c4nnu. I alla [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18784","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":20325,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20325","url_meta":{"origin":18784,"position":0},"title":"Sten i finv\u00e4der","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-05-07","format":false,"excerpt":"S\u00e5d\u00e4r. 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