{"id":1860,"date":"2012-11-07T17:34:19","date_gmt":"2012-11-07T16:34:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=1860"},"modified":"2018-12-17T20:05:45","modified_gmt":"2018-12-17T19:05:45","slug":"1860","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=1860","title":{"rendered":"Ljus"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nIdag har det brinnande ljuset p\u00e5 mitt bord varit viktigare \u00e4n tidigare. Ibland b\u00e4r det h\u00e4r ljuset mig genom en dag och en kv\u00e4ll. En l\u00e5ga som hj\u00e4lper min sj\u00e4l att existera. Ja det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas att det l\u00e5ter pomp\u00f6st men det \u00e4r just s\u00e5. N\u00e4r man tvivlar p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man ta till de st\u00f6d som finns. Men jag skriver allts\u00e5 finns jag. Eller hur \u00e4r det?<\/p>\n

Idag. N\u00e4r det \u00e4r kallt, bl\u00e5sigt och m\u00f6rkt lyser det h\u00e4r lilla ljuset upp v\u00e4rlden och f\u00e5r representera starka viljor, tro p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv och b\u00e4ttre tider. Det r\u00e4cker s\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Egentligen skulle jag ha en kamin h\u00e4r nere p\u00e5 kontoret som sprakade lite hemtrevligt just nu, d\u00e4r jag numera sitter och \u00e4r l\u00e5tsasarbetar om dagarna. Men den hantverkare som skulle komma och montera sotarbryggan p\u00e5 taket kom aldrig vilket fick till f\u00f6ljd att kaminen inte \u00e4r installerad, eftersom sotaren inte vill leta en kanal och provtrycka utan brygga {andas h\u00e4r}. Allts\u00e5 g\u00e5r det inte att installera en ny kamin. Om man inte vill chansa med livet som insats d\u00e5. Men precis som b\u00e4ste van Gogh, \u00c4lskar ocks\u00e5 jag livet.<\/p>\n

Orkar du l\u00e4sa \u00e4nda hit s\u00e5 bjuder jag p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r lilla presenten http:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/534QUVg9Rf5FbLaXcvssBE<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Idag har det brinnande ljuset p\u00e5 mitt bord varit viktigare \u00e4n tidigare. Ibland b\u00e4r det h\u00e4r ljuset mig genom en dag och en kv\u00e4ll. En l\u00e5ga som hj\u00e4lper min sj\u00e4l att existera. Ja det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas att det l\u00e5ter pomp\u00f6st men det \u00e4r just s\u00e5. N\u00e4r man tvivlar p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,25,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1860","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-status-fran-just-idag","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":9885,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=9885","url_meta":{"origin":1860,"position":0},"title":"Som en “Konsum\u00e5tta” \u00e4r det best\u00e4mt.","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-09-18","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r bara fem grader ute. 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