{"id":18598,"date":"2015-09-13T22:27:32","date_gmt":"2015-09-13T21:27:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18598"},"modified":"2015-12-01T08:14:09","modified_gmt":"2015-12-01T07:14:09","slug":"kokosbollar-och-blavind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18598","title":{"rendered":"Kokosbollar och bl\u00e5vind"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/002.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-18320\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/002-768x1024.png?resize=580%2C774\" alt=\"002\" width=\"580\" height=\"774\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/002.png?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/002.png?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/002.png?w=800&amp;ssl=1 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det regnar.\u00a0 Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla sig inne. B\u00e4st s\u00e5. Annars blir man bl\u00f6t. Det vill man inte bli. Icke.\u00a0 Som ung var det inget problem. Som gammal gubbe \u00e4r det det. Man har blivit bekv\u00e4m av sig liksom. R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r vatten. Det g\u00e5r utf\u00f6r. Allts\u00e5. Varenda dag.<\/p>\n<p>Aff\u00e4ren l\u00f6rdag.\u00a0 Grabbg\u00e4ng eller gubbg\u00e4ng eller n\u00e5tt med Stockholmsdialekt handlar. Alla moderiktigt jaktkl\u00e4dda. J\u00e4gare. Innefolk. Som s\u00e4llsynta f\u00e5glar som f\u00f6rirrat sig in p\u00e5 en ICA aff\u00e4r i obygden \u00e4r de. Jag f\u00f6rundras.De f\u00f6rundras.\u00a0 De tittar\u00a0 p\u00e5 l\u00e5ngh\u00e5rig, tjock ocool gubbe. Ja och jag ser att de funderar \u00f6ver vilket sorgligt original det d\u00e4r \u00e4r som \u00e4r fast h\u00e4r ute i ingenstans \u00e4ven mellan \u00e4lgjakterna. Ja jag allts\u00e5. Ja och jag bjuder p\u00e5 det. G\u00e4rna. Som om man stod d\u00e4r p\u00e5 Skansen. Uppvisning av ocool gubbe endast idag. K\u00f6per \u00e4gg, sm\u00f6r, j\u00e4st och tr\u00e4nger mig f\u00f6re Stockholmsg\u00e4nget och tar mig en l\u00e5da kokosbollar ocks\u00e5, betalar och g\u00e5r ut. Bilen startar. Ja j\u00e4vlar, s\u00e5 jag kommer hem igen. Gubbarna tittar efter mig. Trodde v\u00e4l jag \u00e5kte moped. Men jag gillar original. \u00c4ven moderiktiga Stockholmsoriginal. Ja Stockholm med f\u00f6r den delen.<\/p>\n<p>Ont i huvudet fortfarande. Det ger sig inte. Slutet. Kanske. Lika bra det kanske. Jag har varit redo f\u00f6r det i tio \u00e5r nu.<\/p>\n<p>Alla t\u00e4vlar om att vara b\u00e4st p\u00e5 att ta emot flyktingar. Just nu. N\u00e4sta vecka t\u00e4vlar man om n\u00e5got annat. Det d\u00f6r sjuttontusen barn varje dag i v\u00e4rlden. En j\u00e4vla t\u00e4vling det ocks\u00e5. Men ingen bryr sig.\u00a0 Men miljoner p\u00e5 flykt. Rena skiten. N\u00e5gra f\u00e5 ligister j\u00e4vlas med miljoner. Men ingen g\u00f6r n\u00e5got. L\u00e5ter dom j\u00e4vlarna h\u00e5llas. Fast en hel del godhet har ploppat upp ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Den finns d\u00e4r. Gl\u00e4djer. Men godheten har aldrig haft n\u00e5gon chans mot Kalasjnikovs och raketgev\u00e4r. Man \u00f6nskade den hade det. S\u00e5d\u00e4r som man fick l\u00e4ra sig som barn\u00a0 i Kalle Anka. Den som farsan kom hem med p\u00e5 l\u00f6rdagarna.\u00a0 Att det goda alltid segrar. N\u00e4r man blir \u00e4ldre inser man att det \u00e4r tv\u00e4rtom. Se bara p\u00e5 SD anh\u00e4ngare. I D I O T E R N A ! ! !\u00a0 Eller de r\u00e4dda borde de kallas. Ja antagligen s\u00e5. De skr\u00e4mmer mig hur som helst i sin tur. De d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskorna som vill st\u00e4nga igen, bygga murar och kasta ut de som inte h\u00f6r hemma f\u00f6r att &#8220;DET H\u00c4R \u00c4R MITT MITT MITT&#8221;!\u00a0 Det v\u00e4rsta \u00e4r att folk i ens n\u00e4rhet ocks\u00e5 b\u00f6rjar prata s\u00e5d\u00e4r.\u00a0 &#8220;Inte rasist men&#8230;&#8221;. Jag blir aldrig en av dom. <strong>De kan dra \u00e5t helvete.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e4lja det stora mixerbordet en sista g\u00e5ng. Japp en sista g\u00e5ng. Det \u00e4r d\u00f6tt. Tiden har hunnit ifatt fyrtiokanalers mixerbord. S\u00e5 det f\u00e5r v\u00e4l st\u00e5 h\u00e4r. Det finns plats. Man kan v\u00e4l dra i en regel d\u00e5 och d\u00e5 f\u00f6r skoj skull och f\u00f6r motionens skull. Damma av det ibland. Men tycker mest synd om bordet . Att inte beh\u00f6vas. Alla borde beh\u00f6vas. Till och med gamla mixerbord.<\/p>\n<p>Fast jag tror jag skall l\u00e4gga mig. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom. Sova, dr\u00f6mma om en b\u00e4ttre v\u00e4rld. En d\u00e4r det inte finns sjuttontusen barn som d\u00f6r varje dag. D\u00e4r det inte heller finns en massa r\u00e4dda m\u00e4nniskor som skriker &#8220;stopp&#8221; till dom som beh\u00f6ver h\u00f6ra ett &#8220;v\u00e4lkommen&#8221;. F\u00f6rresten s\u00e5 dyker de d\u00e4r musikerna fram nu igen. De som ordnar konserterna f\u00f6r de utsatta. Ja pyttsan. En del tar alla chanser att sj\u00e4lv synas. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4cklar mig tamefan.\u00a0 Fast nu skall jag sova. Lite surgubbevarning var det nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 hursomhelst p\u00e5 det h\u00e4r inl\u00e4gget. Det sipprar ut oftare och oftare.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det regnar.\u00a0 Man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla sig inne. B\u00e4st s\u00e5. Annars blir man bl\u00f6t. Det vill man inte bli. Icke.\u00a0 Som ung var det inget problem. Som gammal gubbe \u00e4r det det. Man har blivit bekv\u00e4m av sig liksom. R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r vatten. Det g\u00e5r utf\u00f6r. Allts\u00e5. Varenda dag. Aff\u00e4ren l\u00f6rdag.\u00a0 Grabbg\u00e4ng eller gubbg\u00e4ng eller n\u00e5tt med [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18598","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":38539,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=38539","url_meta":{"origin":18598,"position":0},"title":"Diffunderandet","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-04-21","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Dom J on Pexels.com En r\u00f6st som blir svagare och svagare och allt mer s\u00e4llan h\u00f6rs ens av de som st\u00e5r n\u00e4rmast. 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