{"id":18567,"date":"2015-09-08T22:23:53","date_gmt":"2015-09-08T21:23:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18567"},"modified":"2015-09-09T07:18:15","modified_gmt":"2015-09-09T06:18:15","slug":"ibland-ligger-inte-skarpan-ratt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18567","title":{"rendered":"Ibland ligger sk\u00e4rpan inte r\u00e4tt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ibland ligger sk\u00e4rpan inte helt r\u00e4tt. Man ser n\u00e5got annat. Dagen \u00e4r s\u00e5dan. \u00c4nd\u00e5 har det g\u00e5tt f\u00f6rbannat bra att jobba b\u00e5de idag och ig\u00e5r. Ont i huvudet. Ont i kroppen. Det \u00e4r kallt som fan. Ute och inne och allts\u00e5 i sinnet. Hatar kyla s\u00e5klart. Vill inte starta pellets\u00e4songen. VILL INTE!!! NEJ!!! Verkligen inte. S\u00e5 fryser ist\u00e4llet. Men h\u00f6gtryck p\u00e5 g\u00e5ng. Man f\u00e5r hoppas det h\u00e5ller i sig. Fram till jul \u00e5tminstone. Dr\u00f6mmer v\u00e5ta dr\u00f6mmar om litet hus och jordv\u00e4rme. Eller kunde g\u00f6ra det. Dr\u00f6mmer om en kamin ocks\u00e5. En murare och ett r\u00f6kr\u00f6r. Skillnad. Nu st\u00e5r den bara h\u00e4r. Vit och oanv\u00e4nd. Ov\u00e4rmande.<\/p>\n

Citrontr\u00e4det f\u00e5r flytta in idag. Det frostvarnas \u00f6ver i princip hela landet. Lo(o)s brukar klara sig. Men vem v\u00e5gar chansa. Min Spanska dr\u00f6m skall bo ner hos mig i vinter. Lite kallare. Eller svalare. Tyv\u00e4rr ocks\u00e5 aningen m\u00f6rkare. Borde kanske leta n\u00e5gra lampor att tr\u00f6sta tr\u00e4d r\u00f6vat fr\u00e5n Spanien med. F\u00f6rra vintern med ett liv i biblioteket tog h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 det. En n\u00e4ra d\u00f6den upplevelse f\u00f6r citrontr\u00e4d faktiskt. Men det k\u00e4mpade sig igenom. Som mig ungef\u00e4r. “Som jag” f\u00e5r man tydligen inte s\u00e4ga\/skriva. Fel. Oklart varf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Men det \u00e4r konstigt enkelt att leva nu. Inga problem. Det flyter p\u00e5. Visst vill man mycket. Men klarar sig ocks\u00e5. En ynnest att k\u00e4nna s\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5. Visst m\u00e5ste det vara det?<\/p>\n

G\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig tror jag. God bok har jag. Katt kryper snart under t\u00e4cket. Varmt blir det d\u00e5. Med lite tur har man inte huvudv\u00e4rk imorgon. Har man det – huvudv\u00e4rk allts\u00e5 – s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man st\u00e5 ut \u00e4nd\u00e5. St\u00e5r ut g\u00f6r jag ofta. Lite av v\u00e4rldsm\u00e4stare p\u00e5 det faktiskt.<\/p>\n

Hit vill jag<\/p>\n

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H\u00e4r \u00e4r jag<\/p>\n

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Olika men samma. Ja n\u00e4stan…<\/p>\n

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Ibland ligger sk\u00e4rpan inte helt r\u00e4tt. Man ser n\u00e5got annat. Dagen \u00e4r s\u00e5dan. \u00c4nd\u00e5 har det g\u00e5tt f\u00f6rbannat bra att jobba b\u00e5de idag och ig\u00e5r. Ont i huvudet. Ont i kroppen. Det \u00e4r kallt som fan. Ute och inne och allts\u00e5 i sinnet. Hatar kyla s\u00e5klart. Vill inte starta pellets\u00e4songen. VILL INTE!!! NEJ!!! Verkligen inte. 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