{"id":18428,"date":"2015-08-17T22:46:08","date_gmt":"2015-08-17T21:46:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18428"},"modified":"2020-10-22T08:50:57","modified_gmt":"2020-10-22T07:50:57","slug":"18428","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18428","title":{"rendered":"Upp\u00e5t, bara upp\u00e5t!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-18431\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271-768x1024.png?resize=580%2C774\" alt=\"IMG_1271\" width=\"580\" height=\"774\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271.png?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271.png?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271.png?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1271.png?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jag faller bak\u00e5t. Os\u00e4ker p\u00e5 om det finns n\u00e5gra h\u00e4nder som skall ta emot. Det finns det s\u00e5klart inte. Jag faller i golvet. PANG. L\u00e4r mig att lita p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv. &#8220;Lita aldrig p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon annan.&#8221; ALDRIG! F\u00f6r det finns ingen man kan lita p\u00e5. INGEN!<\/p>\n<p>Sol idag. Jag hittar in i jobbet p\u00e5 riktigt ocks\u00e5. Djupt ner i koncentration och kreativitet. All in.\u00a0 S\u00e5 det kunde allts\u00e5 lika g\u00e4rna regna. Egentligen. F\u00f6r jag, jag m\u00e4rker ingen skillnad. Men lunch, fil och macka, ute i solen. Tio minuter, n\u00e5gra k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r, och sen sitter jag inne igen. \u00c4lskar det d\u00e4r. N\u00e4r det flyter. \u00c4lskar lunch barfota ute i solen p\u00e5 gr\u00e4smattan ocks\u00e5. Inte beh\u00f6ver jag mer egentligen. D\u00e4r \u00e4r jag lycklig tror jag. Eller gl\u00f6mmer kanske bara att jag inte \u00e4r det. Vad vet man. B\u00e4st att inte t\u00e4nka f\u00f6r mycket p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant.<\/p>\n<p>En bra dag allts\u00e5. Tyskarna f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker som vanligt f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra den. Men har l\u00e4rt mig att filtrera deras burdusa s\u00e4tt. Vad \u00e4r det med Tyskar? Jag bara undrar. Jag k\u00e4nner bara en Tysk som \u00e4r v\u00e4nlig. Men han \u00e4r v\u00e4l egentligen Serb fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan. Antagligen d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Resten \u00e4r s\u00e5d\u00e4r burdust otrevliga. Men jag tror inte de menar n\u00e5got illa egentligen. De l\u00e5ter bara p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r s\u00e4ttet. Ja och alla tyskar kan v\u00e4l inte vara s\u00e5d\u00e4r? S\u00e5 kan det v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte vara&#8230; Fast jag har s\u00e5klart varit i kontakt med en ansenlig h\u00f6g vid det h\u00e4r laget. N\u00e5got speciellt \u00e4r det med dom hur som helst.<\/p>\n<p>Humlen har tagit sig \u00f6ver taket nu p\u00e5 sin v\u00e4g upp mot han\/hon\/det\/gud.\u00a0 Hur kan man bli s\u00e5 l\u00f6jligt glad \u00f6ver att se en humle v\u00e4xa som den g\u00f6r. Ja blommorna, Klematis, Pioner och allt det andra g\u00f6r mig glad ocks\u00e5, men den d\u00e4r humlen med sin vilja att v\u00e4xa hela v\u00e4gen upp till himlen k\u00e4nner jag speciellt f\u00f6r. Det finns ett slags j\u00e4vlar anamma i det d\u00e4r v\u00e4xandet. Ja det g\u00f6r det. Ett j\u00e4vlar anamma att l\u00e4ra sig av. Pinnen \u00e4r h\u00f6gre i \u00e5r. Str\u00e4cker sig en bra bit \u00f6ver taket. Ger mig fan p\u00e5 att den inte kommer att r\u00e4cka till i \u00e5r heller.\u00a0 Att det d\u00e4r huvudet p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r mest snabbv\u00e4xande revan kommer n\u00e5 dit h\u00f6gst upp p\u00e5 pinnen och sen titta sig besviket omkring d\u00e4r uppe efter andra m\u00f6jliga v\u00e4gar upp\u00e5t och inte hitta n\u00e5gra. F\u00f6r upp\u00e5t det skall den. Det \u00e4r inget j\u00e4vla ner\u00e5t d\u00e4r inte! Ja man f\u00e5r v\u00e4l leta en l\u00e4ngre pinne i s\u00e5 fall. Men skulle vilja bygga ett humleskepp s\u00e5klart. D\u00e5 beh\u00f6vs det fler.<\/p>\n<p>Men min dag \u00e4r slut h\u00e4r och nu eller i alla fall ganska snart. I s\u00e4ng vid tolv g\u00e4ller annars \u00e4r det sv\u00e5rt att ta sig upp vid sju n\u00e5gorlunda pigg. Ja gubbar. Det var annat n\u00e4r man var yngre med det d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. Men b\u00e4ttre som en del s\u00e4ger. Knappast. Min b\u00e4sta tid \u00e4r nu. I alla fall idag. N\u00e4r jag inte hinner fundera s\u00e5 mycket.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-18432\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207-768x1024.png?resize=580%2C774\" alt=\"IMG_1207\" width=\"580\" height=\"774\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207.png?resize=768%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207.png?resize=225%2C300&amp;ssl=1 225w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207.png?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/08\/IMG_1207.png?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag faller bak\u00e5t. Os\u00e4ker p\u00e5 om det finns n\u00e5gra h\u00e4nder som skall ta emot. Det finns det s\u00e5klart inte. Jag faller i golvet. PANG. L\u00e4r mig att lita p\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv. &#8220;Lita aldrig p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon annan.&#8221; ALDRIG! F\u00f6r det finns ingen man kan lita p\u00e5. INGEN! Sol idag. Jag hittar in i jobbet p\u00e5 riktigt [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":true,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18428","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":18675,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18675","url_meta":{"origin":18428,"position":0},"title":"Regnb\u00e5gen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-09-27","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e4r p\u00e5 berget, med kaffekoppen i min hand, sittande p\u00e5 en sedan l\u00e4nge fallen fura, som jag \u00e4r som lyckligast. 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