{"id":18322,"date":"2015-07-24T17:48:34","date_gmt":"2015-07-24T16:48:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18322"},"modified":"2015-07-24T17:48:34","modified_gmt":"2015-07-24T16:48:34","slug":"uppstart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18322","title":{"rendered":"Uppstart"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Fredag p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset. Men med semester \u00e4r ju just det ingen skillnad mot om det var m\u00e5ndag. Inget att yvas f\u00f6r liksom. Man g\u00f6r det man g\u00f6r. I alla fall jag. Ju.<\/p>\n

Men min sista semesterdag \u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5. N\u00e4stan. G\u00e5r bort lite tid n\u00e4sta vecka f\u00f6r semester ocks\u00e5. Stordelen faktiskt. S\u00e5 kanske kan man kalla hela den veckan ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r semester. Fast uppstartsstr\u00e4cka d\u00e5 kanske. V\u00e4g mot jobbtider. P\u00e5fart. F\u00e5 f\u00f6rundrat det ocks\u00e5. Att f\u00e5 mjukstarta. Men hur det nu \u00e4n nu \u00e4r s\u00e5 \u00e4r det i jobbet jag vill vara. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r jag trivs b\u00e4st. Jobbandes. Antagligen n\u00e5got fel p\u00e5 mig. Andra har f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt det l\u00e5ngt tidigare \u00e4n vad jag gjort. Men sn\u00e4ll \u00e4r jag i alla fall. Tror jag. Om det nu hj\u00e4lper.<\/p>\n

Inboxen v\u00e4xer fortfarande. L\u00e5ter den v\u00e4xa till n\u00e4sta vecka. Det kan den gott g\u00f6ra. Tar n\u00e5gra dagar bara att g\u00e5 igenom den.<\/p>\n

Men turn\u00e9 allts\u00e5 n\u00e4sta vecka. L\u00e4ngesedan. Man m\u00e5ste fylla p\u00e5 p\u00e5 det kontot ocks\u00e5. R\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r s\u00e5 \u00e4r det dags. “R\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r” \u00e4r allts\u00e5 n\u00e4sta vecka denna g\u00e5ng. S\u00e5dets\u00e5. S\u00e5ledes.<\/p>\n

Regnar det i helgen s\u00e5 dyker jag in i studion igen. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det och s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli. Suget finns d\u00e4r. Ingen tvekan d\u00e4r. Jag beh\u00f6ver det d\u00e4r, den d\u00e4r tiden, egentiden, men s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla roligt \u00e4r det ju inte att h\u00e4cka d\u00e4r om det \u00e4r fint v\u00e4der ute. Nu s\u00e4ger man regn. Valet blir allts\u00e5 enkelt. Eller \u00e4r valet \u00e4r l\u00e4tt. Studio. H\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att kr\u00e5ngla ner allt d\u00e4r inne till en hanterbar niv\u00e5. F\u00f6r mycket rattar. F\u00f6r mycket teknik. M\u00e5ste minimeras. Jag vill g\u00f6ra musik. Enkelt. Inte ratta. Inte m\u00e4ta. Inte n\u00f6rda ner mig i tekniska finesser. NEJ! Det sysslar jag med hela tiden \u00e4nd\u00e5. Studion m\u00e5ste vara en frizon fr\u00e5n det d\u00e4r. Det skall vara kul. S\u00e5 jag har roligt. Mitt enda m\u00e5l. R-O-L-I-G-T. Beh\u00f6ver det vara sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n s\u00e5? M\u00e5ste man \u00f6nska sig “den stora hiten” eller “den stora ber\u00f6mmelsen”. Eller kan man v\u00e4xa ifr\u00e5n det d\u00e4r? Komma till en punkt d\u00e4r man inte l\u00e4ngre vill just det. Tycker att det skulle hindra gott liv ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att fr\u00e4mja.<\/p>\n

LOS == SOL just nu. Man gl\u00e4djer sig. Med lite tur skulle man kanske kunna hinna klippa gr\u00e4smattan imorgon innan man b\u00f6rjar leka med toner och ord. Den skulle beh\u00f6va det. Jag skulle beh\u00f6va det. Man f\u00e5r hoppas. Det \u00e4r det enda man kan g\u00f6ra. S\u00f6ndag ser hur som helst s\u00e4mre ut. Sen kan det kvitta.<\/p>\n

Axlarna har fortfarande en tendens att \u00e5ka upp till \u00f6ronen. Tv\u00e5 veckors ledigt har inte f\u00e5tt ner dom. Beh\u00f6ver allts\u00e5 se om mitt hus d\u00e4r ocks\u00e5. N\u00e4r allt kommer ig\u00e5ng p\u00e5 riktigt stannar de d\u00e4r uppe. Det finns f\u00f6r mycket att g\u00f6ra f\u00f6r att de skall slappna av d\u00e5. Dumt \u00e4r det. J\u00e4ttedumt. Men man f\u00e5r vila d\u00e4remellan. Dra ner. Sl\u00e4ppa. N\u00e4r man kan. Brukar vara bra p\u00e5 det. Tydligen inte nu. Som det k\u00e4nns i axlar. B\u00e4ttring Hedman.<\/p>\n

Men nu fredagskv\u00e4ll. Nyheter, en film och lite serie. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det. Enkelt liv. Japp.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fredag p\u00e5 kullen med det stora gula huset. Men med semester \u00e4r ju just det ingen skillnad mot om det var m\u00e5ndag. Inget att yvas f\u00f6r liksom. Man g\u00f6r det man g\u00f6r. I alla fall jag. Ju. Men min sista semesterdag \u00e4r det \u00e4nd\u00e5. N\u00e4stan. G\u00e5r bort lite tid n\u00e4sta vecka f\u00f6r semester ocks\u00e5. Stordelen […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18322","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":18396,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18396","url_meta":{"origin":18322,"position":0},"title":"Att f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-08-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Faxander p\u00e5 Sandvik f\u00e5r sparken. 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