Solen har \u00e4nnu inte hunnit v\u00e4rma v\u00e4rlden utanf\u00f6r mitt f\u00f6nster. Om solen nu orkar v\u00e4rma n\u00e5got alls den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Minus \u00e5tta d\u00e4r ute. Allts\u00e5 under tio ner i byn. Den kalla luften rinner ner i dalg\u00e5ngarna som en flod av kalla tr\u00f6gflytande sammansatta atomer som vi m\u00e4nniskor bara anar. 78% kv\u00e4ve, 20% Syre, \u00e4delgaser, v\u00e4te, helium och koldioxid. En flod som omsluter oss och spolar bort det v\u00e4rme\u00e4lskande livet d\u00e4r ner i dalg\u00e5ngen. Tar s\u00e4kert ett spr\u00e5ng d\u00e4r utf\u00f6r m\u00f6rdarbacken som den v\u00e4rsta ystra fors. Frig\u00f6r sig fr\u00e5n Brattberg. V\u00e5r kulle i v\u00e4rlden.<\/p>\n
En halv m\u00e5ne p\u00e5 himlen g\u00f6r att inte ens hundarna, jakthundarna f\u00f6r \u00e4lgjakterna, sk\u00e4ller denna morgon. Den lilla bj\u00f6rken vid garaget \u00e4r silverdraperad. Miljoner iskristaller har under natten f\u00e4st p\u00e5 den och ger nu liksom ett silverljus ifr\u00e5n sig. Som om det silvriga kom fr\u00e5n dess inre.<\/p>\n
Ser jag mig om s\u00e5 \u00e4r hela v\u00e4rlden draperad i dessa iskristaller. Biljarder iskristaller. Gnistrande, levande n\u00e4r jag vrider huvudet f\u00f6r att ta in dom. Den gamla skolan likas\u00e5. V\u00e5r skola nu. Det gula \u00e4r uppblandat med vita f\u00f6rg\u00e4ngliga \u00e4delstenar vars kristaller bara kan ses just nu vid denna tid. Nu n\u00e4r solen kommer upp \u00f6ver horisonten men \u00e4nnu inte v\u00e4rmer v\u00e4ggen. Allt detta synligt f\u00f6r den som vill och orkar \u00e4gna en extra minut, mer tar det inte, f\u00f6r att ta in det. F\u00f6rundras \u00f6ver det lilla.<\/p>\n
H\u00f6gt, h\u00f6gt d\u00e4r uppe ett flygplan. Dit solen sedan l\u00e4nge n\u00e5r med full kraft. Kondensr\u00f6ken f\u00f6rsvinner bara en bit efter planet. Vet inte vad det betyder. Kallt f\u00e5r jag f\u00f6r mig. Ser bara m\u00e4nniskorna d\u00e4r uppe inne i flygplanet f\u00f6r min inre syn. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g n\u00e5gonstans. Kaffe p\u00e5 en bricka framf\u00f6r sig. Omedvetna om att de betraktas av en o-cool gubbe fr\u00e5n Los p\u00e5 v\u00e4g att h\u00e4mta sin tidning. Lika bra \u00e4r det. Somliga av oss existerar utan att bli betraktade.<\/p>\n
Ingen r\u00f6k fr\u00e5n v\u00e5r skorsten. Som det skall vara. Effektiv f\u00f6rbr\u00e4nning. Inne \u00e4r det pelletsvarmt. Den varma tekoppen v\u00e4ntar. Jag t\u00e4nder mitt ljus. Sl\u00e5r upp Svenska Dagbladet och och l\u00e4ser om alla dom stora i v\u00e4rlden. Dom som till synes betyder n\u00e5got. Ser p\u00e5 mitt ljus och tar en klunk av min Earl Grey. Ganska n\u00f6jd \u00e4nd\u00e5 fast jag bara \u00e4r en o-cool obetydlig gubbe i Los.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Solen har \u00e4nnu inte hunnit v\u00e4rma v\u00e4rlden utanf\u00f6r mitt f\u00f6nster. Om solen nu orkar v\u00e4rma n\u00e5got alls den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Minus \u00e5tta d\u00e4r ute. Allts\u00e5 under tio ner i byn. Den kalla luften rinner ner i dalg\u00e5ngarna som en flod av kalla tr\u00f6gflytande sammansatta atomer som vi m\u00e4nniskor bara anar. 78% kv\u00e4ve, 20% […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1832","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":50196,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=50196","url_meta":{"origin":1832,"position":0},"title":"Helvetet","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2025-08-25","format":false,"excerpt":"Bl\u00e5nande berg, jod\u00e5, man kan f\u00e5 sitt lystm\u00e4te av det h\u00e4r uppe. 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