{"id":18305,"date":"2015-07-22T12:16:51","date_gmt":"2015-07-22T11:16:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18305"},"modified":"2015-07-22T12:17:17","modified_gmt":"2015-07-22T11:17:17","slug":"18305","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18305","title":{"rendered":"Playwood"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/tongue_jinu7_blogspot_com_165203650.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-14850\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/tongue_jinu7_blogspot_com_165203650.jpg?resize=400%2C307\" alt=\"tongue_jinu7_blogspot_com_165203650\" width=\"400\" height=\"307\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>H\u00f6r att en av sj\u00e4lvuppspelandes skivor plockas bort av Spotify. R\u00e4ttvist. Eller inte. Vad vet jag. Man f\u00f6rfasar sig hur som helst. Man skall tydligen f\u00e5 spela upp lyssnandestatistiken p\u00e5 sina egna l\u00e5tar. H\u00e4mta hem n\u00e5gra dollar extra. Bedra.\u00a0 Men det \u00e4r storbolagens fel. Alltid storbolagens fel. Aldrig ens eget fel. Folk har sjunkit ner i s\u00f6rjan och geggan. Kommer f\u00e5 det sv\u00e5rt att ta sig upp d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n i mina \u00f6gon. Och \u00f6ron. F\u00f6rakt k\u00e4nner jag. Bara det! Suck!<\/p>\n<p>F\u00e5r jobba lite idag. Leta paket som verkar ha kommit in i sirapsfilen. Hittar. Schweiz. P\u00e5 v\u00e4g. Kanske kommer fram ocks\u00e5 en dag. Man f\u00e5r hoppas. H\u00e5ller tumme.<\/p>\n<p>Regn n\u00e4r man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker g\u00e5 ut. G\u00e5r in igen. Ont i huvud och ont i kroppen. Gammal bara. Kanske. Eller n\u00e5got annat. Pesten. Det \u00e4r lugnt. Noterar men klagar inte. H\u00e4nger med n\u00e5gon dag till. M\u00e5ste.<\/p>\n<p>Vinsenterna fortfarande. Han reser ut i Europa huvudpersonen. S\u00e5d\u00e4r som jag vill. Helvetes skith\u00f6g. Blir avundsjuk p\u00e5 en romanfigur som \u00e4r f\u00f6rbannat lik Ulf Lundell i hans blogg. Vill ocks\u00e5 ta min BMW och dra ut i Europa. Oroa mig \u00f6ver en lykta som \u00e4r trasig och som m\u00e5ste bytas a tolv tusen sp\u00e4nn. No major thing liksom. Hur l\u00e4ngre har ena dimljuset varit trasigt p\u00e5 min bil. Tv\u00e5 \u00e5r. No major thing. Men att kunna dra n\u00e5gon vecka. &#8220;THE THING!&#8221;. Att kunna f\u00f6rstora upp skitbagateller &#8220;THE THING!&#8221; Avundsjuk allts\u00e5. In i helvete avundsjuk. Fast egentligen inte s\u00e5klart. Det d\u00e4r att g\u00e5 i n\u00e5gon annans skor och alt det d\u00e4r. Man k\u00e4nner aldrig till hela historien.<\/p>\n<p>Men hungrig nu. S\u00e5 \u00e4ta. Semester fortfarande. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom. \u00c4ta allts\u00e5. Borde v\u00e4l \u00e5kt p\u00e5 Playwood. Men f\u00f6r mycket tillbaks. Klarar inte det l\u00e4ngre. Varf\u00f6r det? R\u00e4dd f\u00f6r tillbaka. F\u00e5nigt. Jag f\u00e5nig som vanligt. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r mina v\u00e4nner finns. Men kanske \u00e4r det mina v\u00e4nner jag \u00e4r r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r. N\u00e4rhet. L\u00e4ngtan efter utanf\u00f6rskap som trygghet. Kanske. Eller inte. Nu \u00e4ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u00f6r att en av sj\u00e4lvuppspelandes skivor plockas bort av Spotify. R\u00e4ttvist. Eller inte. Vad vet jag. Man f\u00f6rfasar sig hur som helst. Man skall tydligen f\u00e5 spela upp lyssnandestatistiken p\u00e5 sina egna l\u00e5tar. H\u00e4mta hem n\u00e5gra dollar extra. Bedra.\u00a0 Men det \u00e4r storbolagens fel. Alltid storbolagens fel. Aldrig ens eget fel. 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