{"id":18302,"date":"2015-07-21T23:26:19","date_gmt":"2015-07-21T22:26:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18302"},"modified":"2015-07-21T23:26:19","modified_gmt":"2015-07-21T22:26:19","slug":"flykten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18302","title":{"rendered":"Flykten"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/2015-05-14_08-54-42.png\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-18303\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/2015-05-14_08-54-42.png?resize=580%2C305\" alt=\"2015-05-14_08-54-42\" width=\"580\" height=\"305\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/2015-05-14_08-54-42.png?w=640&amp;ssl=1 640w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/2015-05-14_08-54-42.png?resize=300%2C158&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/2015-05-14_08-54-42.png?resize=500%2C263&amp;ssl=1 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Gatlyktorna sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 ikv\u00e4ll h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r. Man kan bara t\u00e4nka &#8220;H E L V E T E&#8221; d\u00e4r. Eller upprepa<\/p>\n<p>Helvete<\/p>\n<p>Helvete<\/p>\n<p>Helvete<\/p>\n<p>!!!<\/p>\n<p>Var tog ljuset v\u00e4gen. Till och med f\u00e5gels\u00e5ngen h\u00e5ller ju p\u00e5 att avta nu och flytta iv\u00e4g bort, bort, bort. Japp skit!\u00a0 Jag \u00e4lskar det d\u00e4r ljuset. De fyller mig med liv och k\u00e4rlek och hopp. Jag har liksom inte hunnit med det i \u00e5r. Hur skall jag klara en till l\u00e5ng vinter utan det.\u00a0 Hoppet st\u00e5r s\u00e5klart till &#8220;Augusti&#8221;. Man vill ha j\u00e4vligt varmt d\u00e5 i alla fall trotts m\u00f6rker. Sen &#8220;September&#8221;. Ingen h\u00f6stk\u00e4nning vill man k\u00e4nna d\u00e4r. Bara kvardr\u00f6jande sommar som inte vill slita sig loss och ge sig. Det \u00e4r det d\u00e4r man f\u00e5r hoppas p\u00e5. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r det enda hoppet. Annars vettefan. Ja vettefan!!! Orkar man? Vintern? Starta Hulken? B\u00f6rja fylla pellets? Kl\u00e4 p\u00e5 sig?<\/p>\n<p>I Vinsenterna best\u00e4ller Ulf Lundells romanfigur en biljett till Teneriffa i Januari. Hotell p\u00e5 huvud\u00f6n en m\u00e5nad. Februari och Mars leta hotell p\u00e5 de andra \u00f6arna. T\u00e4nk om man kunde det. UL kan s\u00e4kert. G\u00f6r kanske. Bara d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag avundsjuk. Skulle kunna byta. Men byter inte. Borde g\u00f6ra likaledes. Borde. Men g\u00f6r inte. Portugal, Algarve. H\u00e5rd kust. Underbart. Dofter fr\u00e5n Afrika. Eller Grekisk \u00f6v\u00e4rld. Mildare vindar. Dofter fr\u00e5n ett annat Afrika. En dag dra ocks\u00e5 jag. Men m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l alltid tillbaks f\u00f6r att lyssna p\u00e5 koltrasten. I April, eller vid n\u00e4rmare eftertanke i\u00a0 Maj.\u00a0 Vad vore livet utan koltrasts\u00e5ng och Svensk kall sommar att klaga \u00f6ver.<\/p>\n<p>Men jag sitter nu h\u00e4r. N\u00e5gra dagar semester sen dags att jobba igen. Inboxen fylls l\u00e5ngsammare nu. Men +500 mail att hantera n\u00e4r jag best\u00e4mmer mig f\u00f6r det. En f\u00f6rsta dag. Men innan dess lite Stockholm och lite S\u00f6rmland. Liten flykt. Ostink\u00f6p p\u00e5 Hornsgatan. Vandra p\u00e5 kullerstensgator. Komma ih\u00e5g, pr\u00e4nta in varf\u00f6r man bor d\u00e4r i skogen men faktiskt \u00e4lskar den d\u00e4r f\u00f6rbannade staden. Den som ocks\u00e5 drar i en.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r jobba p\u00e5 och man f\u00e5r greja p\u00e5 s\u00e5 gott man kan. Finns inget annat att g\u00f6ra \u00e5t det.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 ganska gott att leva. \u00c4r inte det bra d\u00e5? Jo det \u00e4r det. S\u00e5 gn\u00e4lla. Nejd\u00e5!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gatlyktorna sl\u00e5r p\u00e5 ikv\u00e4ll h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r. Man kan bara t\u00e4nka &#8220;H E L V E T E&#8221; d\u00e4r. Eller upprepa Helvete Helvete Helvete !!! Var tog ljuset v\u00e4gen. Till och med f\u00e5gels\u00e5ngen h\u00e5ller ju p\u00e5 att avta nu och flytta iv\u00e4g bort, bort, bort. Japp skit!\u00a0 Jag \u00e4lskar det d\u00e4r ljuset. 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