{"id":18296,"date":"2015-07-20T22:57:37","date_gmt":"2015-07-20T21:57:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18296"},"modified":"2015-07-20T22:57:57","modified_gmt":"2015-07-20T21:57:57","slug":"18296","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18296","title":{"rendered":"Zip. Zero"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Har man sett havet s\u00e5 har man. Det \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare att leva efter det. En sj\u00e4l i exil beh\u00f6ver inte mer f\u00f6r att klara n\u00e5gra veckor till. S\u00e5 det s\u00e5. Att bara komma bort en dag hj\u00e4lper. Det \u00e4r semester och den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen har jag tamefan i mig semester. Inboxen v\u00e4xer. Jag noterar men g\u00f6r v\u00e4ldigt lite \u00e5t den.\u00a0 Det \u00e4r nytt f\u00f6r mig. Helt nytt.<\/p>\n

Kollar in “Orange is the new black” och gillar. Vi k\u00f6r tv\u00e5 avsnitt ikv\u00e4ll. Japp kommer att kolla in hela skiten. Bra att ha som fredagsr\u00e4ddare framledes.<\/p>\n

Livet \u00e4r s\u00e5ledes s\u00e5 gott som det kan bara. Nu “Vinsenterna” och UL gn\u00e4ll innan s\u00f6mn. N\u00e5gon s\u00e4ger att det \u00e4r bara de som inte har n\u00e5got att ge som s\u00f6ker uppm\u00e4rksamhet. \u00c4r det verkligen s\u00e5!? Japp kanske det. Men jag tror just det d\u00e4r \u00e4r bullshit. Som om inte de upph\u00f6jda s\u00f6ker uppm\u00e4rksamhet. Att ta bort den fr\u00e5n dem \u00e4r som att skjuta med en magnum rakt in i deras br\u00f6st. S\u00e5 hur blev de upph\u00f6jda? Hur blev de genif\u00f6rklarade? Alla s\u00f6ker uppm\u00e4rksamhet! Alla vill bli \u00e4lskade. Inget konstigt med det. Har inget med vad man g\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra. Folk snackar skit. En del kan snacka skit och sen citerar folk den skit man s\u00e4ger. Vips s\u00e5 har den blivit sanning. Diare’.<\/p>\n

\u00d6verlever nu efter hav. Tror jag. Kanske. Men l\u00e4ngtan s\u00f6derut kvarst\u00e5r. Smyger runt inom mig. Iv\u00e4g och bort fr\u00e5n idioterna. Vilka de nu \u00e4r. Den st\u00f6rste jag sj\u00e4lv men andra kommer inte l\u00e5ngt efter.\u00a0 Om det nu \u00e4r den minsta lilla tr\u00f6st.<\/p>\n

Inget musikupptr\u00e4dande \u00e4nnu i \u00e5r. Zero. Zip. D\u00f6d. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det mesta verkar f\u00f6r f\u00f6ruts\u00e4gbart och tr\u00e5kigt. Tycker jag. Andra gillar. Helt OK f\u00f6r mig. Vill ha n\u00e5got fr\u00e4sch. S\u00e5g AC\/DC p\u00e5 G\u00f6ta Lejon 1979, senare sen i G\u00f6teborg. Klubb versus arenarock. Olika men samma. Men igen och igen och igen. Inte min grej. Spiralen \u00e4r min v\u00e4g. Inte cirkeln. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r inget Friends Arena i s\u00f6ndags. Har gjort det d\u00e4r. Avklarat.Vi uppleva annat. Nytt. Inte stanna kvar.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 inget allts\u00e5. Zip. Zero. Null.<\/p>\n

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Har man sett havet s\u00e5 har man. Det \u00e4r l\u00e4ttare att leva efter det. En sj\u00e4l i exil beh\u00f6ver inte mer f\u00f6r att klara n\u00e5gra veckor till. S\u00e5 det s\u00e5. Att bara komma bort en dag hj\u00e4lper. Det \u00e4r semester och den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen har jag tamefan i mig semester. Inboxen v\u00e4xer. 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