{"id":18293,"date":"2015-07-20T10:01:14","date_gmt":"2015-07-20T09:01:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18293"},"modified":"2015-07-20T10:01:14","modified_gmt":"2015-07-20T09:01:14","slug":"alltid-nagot-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18293","title":{"rendered":"Alltid n\u00e5got"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Havet ropar p\u00e5 mig. S\u00e5 vi s\u00e4tter oss, K och jag,\u00a0 snart i bil och far \u00f6sterut. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt det g\u00e5r utan att k\u00f6ra ombord p\u00e5 ett fartyg. M\u00e5ste h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n en stund. Orkar inte med Lo(o)s och inbilskheten ibland. Kr\u00e4ks. Blir sjuk av den.Orkar inte finnas i det h\u00e4r trotts bubla med f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkta v\u00e4ggar och utanf\u00f6rskap.<\/p>\n

Ulf Lundell’s karakt\u00e4r g\u00f6r ner Henning Mankell’s skrivkonst i Vinsenterna. Vilken sopa. Ja i alla fall d\u00e4r. N\u00e5got fel \u00e4r det p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon som inte kan ta till sig Mankell. \u00c4r det avundsjuka det d\u00e4r. P\u00e5 s\u00e5lda upplagor. \u00c4r han ocks\u00e5 ansatt? Som jag? Som mig? Mig eller jag? Viktigt enligt dragspelaren. Andra med. Jag vet inte vilket som \u00e4r fint och R\u00c4TT. Tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 “r\u00e4tt”. Blir lite tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 U.L. ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r hans karakt\u00e4rer \u00e4r, m\u00e5ste vara, s\u00e5 mycket av honom sj\u00e4lv. Ja det tror jag. Kan inte vara p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt. Det \u00e4r bara att l\u00e4sa hans blogg f\u00f6r att fatta det. Jag kan n\u00e4stan f\u00f6rl\u00e5ta herr Lundell f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r f\u00f6r att jag h\u00e5ller honom f\u00f6r ett av samtidens genier. Det har jag framf\u00f6rt. F\u00f6r upph\u00f6jd f\u00f6r att tacka. F\u00f6r upph\u00f6jd f\u00f6r att gilla n\u00e5got s\u00e5 vanligt som Mankells skrifter. Dylan, Lennon och Young skiter d\u00e4remot bara guld\u00e4gg. Det \u00e4r f\u00e5nigt. Men OK vi \u00e4r oense. Han \u00e4r fortfarande stor. Fast mindre nu d\u00e5. Jag har inga gudar. Han har fler. Beh\u00f6ver ledst\u00e4nger i sin vilsenhet.<\/p>\n

Men \u00f6sterut allts\u00e5. En kanna kaffe prepareras. Redo. Se hur andra bor. Lukta p\u00e5 havet. Mer beh\u00f6vs inte. D\u00e4rifr\u00e5n kan jag h\u00e4mta energi igen. S\u00e5 att jag kan klippa klart gr\u00e4smattan. T\u00e5la att finnas och existera ett tag till h\u00e4r i min sj\u00e4lvp\u00e5tagna exil. Tills det \u00e4r dags igen. Tills man m\u00e5ste fly. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka fly fr\u00e5n sig sj\u00e4lv. Men vem kan det. Hursomhelst, havet hj\u00e4lper och tr\u00f6star n\u00e4r man f\u00f6rst\u00e5r att det \u00e4r om\u00f6jligt. Alltid n\u00e5got.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Havet ropar p\u00e5 mig. S\u00e5 vi s\u00e4tter oss, K och jag,\u00a0 snart i bil och far \u00f6sterut. S\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt det g\u00e5r utan att k\u00f6ra ombord p\u00e5 ett fartyg. M\u00e5ste h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n en stund. Orkar inte med Lo(o)s och inbilskheten ibland. Kr\u00e4ks. Blir sjuk av den.Orkar inte finnas i det h\u00e4r trotts bubla med f\u00f6rst\u00e4rkta v\u00e4ggar och […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18293","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":47905,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=47905","url_meta":{"origin":18293,"position":0},"title":"Minderv\u00e4rdeskomplex","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2024-06-12","format":false,"excerpt":"Tar en espresso med en v\u00e4n i solen idag i Ljusdal och pratar lite strunt ett tag. 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