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Sm\u00e5sve. Envetna. Massor. Svensk sommar. H\u00f6r till s\u00e5klart men gillas inte. Men inget att g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got \u00e5t. Sm\u00e5sve eller jordb\u00e4vningar. Man f\u00e5r v\u00e4lja fritt. En av dom m\u00e5ste man acceptera.<\/p>\n

Min l\u00e4ngtan efter obruten horisont tilltar. Skogen sp\u00e4r p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Tills det blir som en kokande kittel, en tryckkokare som n\u00e4stan exploderar, den som bara havsv\u00e5gor och obruten horisont kan stilla. Hudiksvall \u00e4r n\u00e4rmast. S\u00e5 det brukar bli dit vi \u00e5ker. Nu med r\u00e4tt bra Sushi tillg\u00e4nglig \u00e4r det dessutom \u00e4nnu en anledning att \u00e5ka dit. Dackes en annan och ett bageri p\u00e5 ICA Maxi i samma stad som bakar matbr\u00f6d som verkligen inte g\u00e5r av f\u00f6r hackor. Man f\u00e5r s\u00f6ka det gula br\u00f6det. Sen l\u00e4ngta tills man kommer hem och f\u00e5r \u00e4ta av det.\u00a0 Fast man kan s\u00e5klart l\u00e4gga det i picknickkorgen ocks\u00e5 och ta det med ut till H\u00f6lick. \u00c4ta det d\u00e4r p\u00e5 en varmklippa n\u00e4r havet och med vindar fr\u00e5n Finland, Ryssland, Estland, Lettland, Litauen i h\u00e5ret. S\u00e4llan smakar en macka med k\u00f6ttbullar (vegetariska (ja jag vet!)), ost, tomat, gurka och en klick hemlagad potatissallad s\u00e5 bra dom d\u00e4r. Det blir inte b\u00e4ttre. Borde sk\u00f6ljas ned med ett glas Rose’ s\u00e5klart men det f\u00e5r bli den dag bilar blir sj\u00e4lvk\u00f6rande. Ser fram emot det.<\/p>\n

Livet \u00e4r gott allts\u00e5. Yngste sonen gr\u00e4ver fram urberget h\u00e4r.\u00a0 Kraften. Eller kontakt med kraften. Hela huset st\u00e5r ju p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r och k\u00e4llaren \u00e4r uthuggen ur det. 500 miljoner \u00e5r gammal ligger den d\u00e4r stilla och trygg. Jorden s\u00e4gs vara fyra och en halv miljard \u00e5r gammal. Ung eller gammal handlar om perspektiv igen. Jag, n\u00e4ra sextio, k\u00e4nner mig i alla fall ung n\u00e4r jag s\u00e4tter mig p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r h\u00e4llen. Och visst kan vi kommunicera berget och jag. Nej vi kanske inte kan f\u00f6ra en diskussion. Jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r ot\u00e5lig f\u00f6r det.\u00a0 Men det stillar mig. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 br\u00e5ttom och det v\u00e4rmer min rygg om jag str\u00e4cker ut mig p\u00e5 det en solig sommardag. Dessutom \u00e4r det samma urberg h\u00e4r som det jag sitter p\u00e5 ute i H\u00f6lick. Man beh\u00f6ver allts\u00e5 bara s\u00e4tta sig h\u00e4r f\u00f6r att k\u00e4nna de d\u00e4r v\u00e5gorna som sl\u00e5r mot en halv miljard \u00e5r gammalt berg. Ett hav som \u00e4ter en nanometer av det i taget f\u00f6r varje v\u00e5g som rullar in och ut igen.<\/p>\n

Det nygamla rummet \u00e4r klart. Dags f\u00f6r andra projekt. Allt rullar vidare. \u00c4r s\u00e5 enkelt. Jag bara f\u00f6ljer med. Det \u00e4r dessutom fredag idag. Men vi kl\u00e4mmer v\u00e4l en till film som varje annan kv\u00e4ll den h\u00e4r veckan. Alla \u00e4r inte bra. Det \u00e4r stor chans att man rullar ig\u00e5ng sm\u00f6rja. Men inte de heller g\u00f6r s\u00e5 mycket. Jag sitter bara d\u00e4r. Har inte ens blocket med mig. Ingen tidning. Ingen bok. Inga utskrifter. De som k\u00e4nner mig vet att det inte h\u00f6r till vanligheterna. Men just nu \u00e4r det bara s\u00e5 att det d\u00e4r andra inte beh\u00f6vs. Jag l\u00e5ter mailen samlas i inboxen. Fr\u00e5gorna f\u00e5r bli obesvarade. Det f\u00e5r komma annan tid f\u00f6r dem senare.<\/p>\n

Imorgon var min tanke studio d\u00e5. Eftersom det skulle bli d\u00e5ligt v\u00e4der. Men nu ser det d\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte s\u00e5 farligt ut. Man kanske f\u00e5r \u00e4ndra planen. Det f\u00e5r bli som det blir eftersom det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r.<\/p>\n

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