{"id":18269,"date":"2015-07-15T23:09:52","date_gmt":"2015-07-15T22:09:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18269"},"modified":"2015-07-15T23:09:52","modified_gmt":"2015-07-15T22:09:52","slug":"mailkorgen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=18269","title":{"rendered":"Mailkorgen"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag har 173 mail i inkorgen. Inte ett enda av dom blir besvarat. Det kallas semester. Men jag noterar dom s\u00e5klart. \u00c4r det viktigt nog, s\u00e5 viktigt att det inte \u00f6verlever en veckas semester blir det svar s\u00e5klart. Det kallas f\u00f6retagande. Alltid p\u00e5 men \u00e4nd\u00e5 delvis avkopplad. Eller kanske \u00e4r det faktiskt precis tv\u00e4rt om. Hur det \u00e4n nu \u00e4r, jag \u00e4lskar det. Hittills har inga svar skickats. En v\u00e4rld som klarar sig utan mig. Japp det \u00e4r \u00f6verlevnadsbart. Jag kan klara mig utan v\u00e4rlden ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Film ikv\u00e4ll ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Netflix och barnmorskor. Romantisk komedi som avslutning. En g\u00e5ng i tiden s\u00e5 identifierade man sig med de \u00e4lskande, nu n\u00e4ra sextio s\u00e5 \u00e4r det fadern, han om d\u00f6r i cancer men f\u00f6rsonas med sin dotter p\u00e5 slutet, ja alla kan den d\u00e4r historien, som man identifierar sig med. Det \u00e4r OK det med. Man \u00e4r den man \u00e4r. Har inga problem med det. Beh\u00f6ver inte vara n\u00e5gon annan. Orkar inte ens f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka.<\/p>\n

Sk\u00f6nt att vara ledig \u00e4r det hur som helst. Axlarna \u00e5ker ned\u00e5t. Jag b\u00f6rjar bli sugen p\u00e5 att skriva igen. Skratta. Vi renoverar K och jag. Skrattar d\u00e4r med. Mycket.\u00a0 Det g\u00e5r inte s\u00e5 fort. Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 g\u00f6r det det. Man lever ett liv. Ett rum i taget och n\u00e4r man \u00e4r klar med alla f\u00e5r man b\u00f6rja om. F\u00e5 hinner s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga varv. Bara de som har sm\u00e5 hus eller inte kan luta sig tillbaks till eftertanke. Jag vet allt f\u00f6r v\u00e4l att kreativiteten kr\u00e4ver tillbakalutande. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r finns det mer \u00e4n en om\u00e5lad v\u00e4gg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 huset. Hellre det \u00e4n en d\u00f6d hj\u00e4rna. Andra tycker tv\u00e4rt om och jag har inget emot dem f\u00f6r det.<\/p>\n

M\u00f6rkret har kastat sig \u00f6ver oss igen. N\u00e4r det ljusnar smyger det sig p\u00e5 oss. Det blir lite ljusare f\u00f6r varje kv\u00e4ll. Men efter midsommar h\u00e4nder n\u00e5got annat. Tjoff, r\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r s\u00e5 har n\u00e5gon dragit ner en rullgardin och sen \u00e4r det m\u00f6rkt igen p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llarna. Jag har funderat mycket p\u00e5 hur det d\u00e4r g\u00e5r till men inte funnit n\u00e5gon l\u00f6sning p\u00e5 standardfr\u00e5gan “varf\u00f6r?”.<\/p>\n

Pavarotti \u00e4r ersatts av Pl\u00e1cido Domingo h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. En helt ny s\u00e5ngstil, en helt ny melodi, HELT FANTASTISKT!\u00a0 Koltrasts\u00e5ng “is the shit” skulle en ton\u00e5ring sagt, s\u00e5 varf\u00f6r inte jag. Ja eftersom jag tycker det. Det \u00e4r inte sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n s\u00e5. D\u00e4r fins den stora gl\u00e4djen. Vi delar den koltrasten och jag. Gl\u00e4djen \u00f6ver god tid.<\/p>\n

Men klockan \u00e4r en bit efter tolv. Man kan l\u00e4gga sig och l\u00e4sa om man vill. L\u00e4sa s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge man orkar och sen sova tills man vaknar. Gott liv. Tacksam f\u00f6r att jag har det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag har 173 mail i inkorgen. Inte ett enda av dom blir besvarat. Det kallas semester. Men jag noterar dom s\u00e5klart. \u00c4r det viktigt nog, s\u00e5 viktigt att det inte \u00f6verlever en veckas semester blir det svar s\u00e5klart. Det kallas f\u00f6retagande. Alltid p\u00e5 men \u00e4nd\u00e5 delvis avkopplad. Eller kanske \u00e4r det faktiskt precis tv\u00e4rt om. 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